Disclaimer on 1st chapter.

I crawled out of the room as Wheeljack, and Ultra Magnus were arguing. All I can say is that this place is huge! This base is way bigger then what the Transformers Prime television series had shown. I guess, I am being rather evil at the moment. Considering that I'm playing a game called, Let's give the babysitters, heart attacks or spark attacks!

Damn it, I knew I should have lerned more Transformers terms, then what I already know. Damn it! I thought as I crawl around exsploring my new home. How long I been crawling around? I don't know, and I getting a bit fustraited as well. I feel like I been going around in circles for hours. It would seem my navigation skills, are still just as bad as they were in my human life.

Fuck did this mean I would need that annoying GPS thingy again?! The same stupid device, that I couldn't figure out how to bloody program or even use. Even with its instructions?! I mean seriously! The damn thing, had instuctions written in another language, so I couldn't read or understand it at all. Some idiot forgot to put English instructions with my GPS system, when I bought it. My friend thought it was hallirious. That was until I made him my own personal GPS system, when ever I had to go somewhere.

A sad smile comes cross my face as I remember my best friend. My emotions get the better of me, since I felt tears sliding down my face unwillingly. This made me pause in my crawling, and just sit down on the floor. I never got the chance to tell him how I felt for him. He was always offering to help me in anyway possible, and he was always there for me when I needed him. When my father died...I simply pushed everyone that I cared for away from me. I basically pushed all my friends away, and just wanted to be left alone in my own grief. He was just as stubborn as I was. We ended up in a heated argument, one stormy night.

That was the last time I ever saw, and talked to him. I had refused to let him in, so he could apologize to me since we both said words. That we regreted saying to one another. He pounded on my front door, while It was pouring down rain as lightning flashed as thunder rumbled. I remember how he yelled his apologizes, for what was said. However I said nothing as I sat on the floor with the front door against my back as tears, and rain water rolled down my face. He eventually stopped pounding on the door. His last words to me came haunting back to me.

"I get it...I screwed up royally this time...I'm sorry...I truely am...we both said things we will regret forever. Just know this Liz...I will always love you...even if you don't return my feelings. I love you." He said softly before he left. I never got a chance to apologize to him or even get a chance to tell him that I loved him as well. I was so blind from my own grief, guilt, and the darkness that had formed inside my broken heart. I had allowed myself to be swallowed up by the darkness inside of me, that had formed. I regret the fact, that I never allowed myself to tell him, that I loved him as well or even contacting him, after that one night. I basically ended our friendship, just because I refused to allow him to help heal my shattered heart, due to fact I was stubborn as well as afraid.

Primus, I was so fucking stupid! Oh well... another regret, and more guilt within the darkness of my former life as a human. I reached up, and brushed the tears off my face. I then shake my head as I get back up in a crawling position as I continued my exsploring. Eventually after gods know how long. My temper as well as my fustration started to get to me.

PRIMUS BE DAMNED! How hard is it locating Jack, Miko, Raf, June or hell agent Fowler in this place! Damn, miserable humans! Primus, even my mind has become a decepticon! I cursed loudly in my head.

Wait...when did I gain a decepticon mind? Oh right...I forgot how evil minded I could be, and with the darkness with in my own spark. Fuck! I was going to be one of those type of Autobots. The ones that have that really dark, evil personality about them. The one that makes everyone else around them...wonder how the hell she ever ended up as an autobot. When really she should have been with the Decepticons. That was when my mind starts to wonder about a lot of things as i'm crawling around. I can no longer hear the two idiot babysitters fighting, so maybe they killed each other or I was lost inside my own base.

I'm a seeker...so where hell is my trine? Did this mean I would join up with the decepticon seekers? Or was there two other seeker sparklings out there destined to be my trine, that haven't arrived on earth yet? So many questions and yet no answers to these questions. I eventually crawl inside one room, only to stare wide eyed at all the weapons.

Hey I just found Ironhide's room! I thought with a crazy sinister smile on my face. Now if only I can find the twins room...i'm sure they have paint. I thought. I then frown as I remember i'm in a baby's body, I can't carry or drag heavy objects, to pull off what I was thinking. So this will have to wait until i'm much bigger, then I play all the pranks I want to on my new family. This makes me smile. Oh right, operation give baby sitters spark attacks was still in motion.

I soon crawl out of the room, just as the faint yell of "OH PRIMUS, WE LOST THE SPARKLING!" is heard. In a quick panic, I crawled as fast as I could into another room. This room was most likely Optimus' room. Considering the fact the berth was much bigger then the one I jus saw, and the fact that the desk had a lot of data pads on it. I then crawl foreward, and crawled underneithe the berth. It was a bit of a tight squeeze but as I wiggled a bit. I managed to safely crawl under neither the berth without hurting my wings and without scratching my paint job! Yeh go me...even though will most likely will now need a bath, since i'm covered in dust now.

Wow all this crawling around, my complicated emotions, and just being a baby cybertronian. Has really taken a heavy troll on me, just as a yawn escapes me. I was sleepy all of a sudden. I curl up into a small ball, and my last thoughts drift to a song, that I use too sing all the time, ever since I first heard heard the song on Youtube. The song was actually from a musical based off an anime I enjoyed watching off of Youtube when I accident stubled acroos it. The song's name is Sen no Tamashii to Ochita Shinigami from the Kuroshitsuji Musical 2. For some reason this song seemed to fit me so well. In a weird way just allowing the music to play inside my mind, brought a sense of comfort to me.

I briefly wonder how my baby sitters are doing with the fact i'm supposingly missing?

To Be continued...

Next chapter reveals how Wheeljack, Ultra Magnus and the humans deal with Nightfire supposingly missing.