Closer

"I l-l," that's all I could remember that's all I could comprehend. I didn't know what to think, what was I suppose to think about Sasuke not so completed confession. Was he really just trying to mess with my head by telling me he wasn't drunk that or was I that stoned that I couldn't remember? If I wasn't pregnant I would definitely take a drink, but I guess that's what got me in this situation in the first place.

As I could feel a hand rise up and down my thigh, my eyes wanted to open, but I was fearful of what or more of who would be there.

I opened one eye slowly and could see Sasuke squatting in between my legs. I quickly closed them, feeling both embarrassed and violated. He quickly backed away before my legs could grab a hold of his neck.

"What's wrong with you?" he questioned surprised yet cold.

"What do you think you were doing?" I asked narrow eyes and aggravated with his tone.

"I was wiping your wound so I could wrap it," he said matter-of-factly.

I had felt the sting when I slapped my legs together but I didn't want to admit it. I didn't want Sasuke anywhere near me.

"Hinata, I need to finish," he said almost agitated.

"Why are you the one getting mad? I'm the one who woke up with you between my legs. Where am I? Why am I even here?"

"I'm going to ignore your rude behavior because I know you have raging hormones. You're at my house because I know that doctor of yours would only rant about how you need to stay unstressed…blah, blah, blah. I'm sorry I was thinking about you and me being between your legs shouldn't be a problem because I've already been there." He said cocky.

I only looked at him in disgust.

"Sorry," he said plainly, i could tell it was fake.

Yea, he definitely wasn't forgiven. I got up slowly, looking around the room for my crutches. When I found them I put them under my arm and started for the door.

"Where are you going?" he asked sounding distant. I only turned my heads toward him. He was picking up the bandages from off the floor. I could tell their was something different from when we were out in the park. Sometimes you would think Sasuke was bipolar how quickly he changed his feelings towards you.

Then I thought what was he going to say before I fainted? Did I really want to know what he was going to say?

"What were trying to say…before?" I said slowly hoping I wouldn't regret the words.

"I thought you were leaving," he said as he came from out of the bathroom.

I could only stare their aggravated; I didn't know how to respond to that. Sasuke had to be so…difficult. I looked into his onyx eyes and could see anger and hurt in them. Was he going to tell me he loved me? Why would he? We barely knew each other that wouldn't be possible…right?

"Fine, I'm leaving," I said plainly knowing that my question was not going to be answered today, besides I needed to get home it was getting late. When I looked at the watch on my wrist it read 9:02 pm. I was surprised at how long I'd been out of it. When I found his front door, I opened it. The gust of wind that blew in my face was surprising. The tress blew wildly, the lightning was blinding, and the thunder was loud. It looked like a tornado was ripping through the small town of Konoha. I quickly closed the door. I turned around to the obnoxious laughing I heard from behind me.

"What's so funny?" I said aggravated that I knew I wasn't going anywhere anytime soon.

"Here let me help you,"

"No, I'm fine," I said quickly moving away from him crashing into the wall behind me. I groaned as the pain went through my back down to my legs.

"Hinata?" I could hear the concern in his voice as he came towards me and picked me up. He brought me back to the same room I was in before I tried to leave.

"You need to calm down, Hinata, before you hurt yourself too much and that baby," I felt a little better that he wasn't addressing it as his and because he was being nicer to me, but it didn't' change what I still saw in him. That mean demeanor he always displayed always made me fear him, but I know my feelings sort of are being altered from the recent days but I just wished Naruto were here and he was the one taking care of me and not Sasuke. Not to say I didn't appreciate it, but I could feel the tension in the air every time we got quiet.

"Look Hinata, I'm real sorry about this whole situation. I know you have a reason to hate me for using you but you don't understand how much I've wanted you and I don't know if it is because Naruto had you or because you were the only girl who wasn't drooling over me or because I really do like you, but I guess I won't know…but I do know that I can't stop thinking about you."

The words took me aback. Sasuke was so hard to figure out. I didn't know if he was being serious or just trying to play with my emotions.

I didn't know what to say; what could I say? I feel the same way? Why would I when I don't? I barely know you, how could I like you?

"Don't you go with Sakura?" another factor that didn't make since he has a girlfriend but I guess most men cheat right? But then again I had no right to accuse.

"Yea," he said trying to hold back the aggravation and frustration.

"W-Why are you doing this? You have a girlfriend; my boyfriend is your best friend. We don't even know each other, it's not making any sense," I said trying to hold back my tears.

He snarled his nostrils and looked at me.

"Sasuke, look I'm sorry I can't do this. I'm more afraid of you then anything and more afraid what will happen if this child is yours. I can't take the risk of getting hurt like that. Besides I love Naruto with all my heart, and could never hurt him…"

"But you slept with me," he said harshly. I could tell he was upset by my words.

"Look Hinata let me tell you what I was going to say in the park. I lust for you, that's what I was going to say. I can't stop thinking about you because all I can think about is how much I wanted you and you wanted me—"

"I was drunk!" I yelled, the tears running down my face.

"Drunken man tells no tales," he said plainly. "Besides I just really want to hear you scream my name, again, and feel the pleasure of that and I know you want it to," he said approaching me with a lustful smirk on his face.

He cupped my chin with his hand. I slapped it away. His smirk only became more apparent.

"Are you turned on?"

"Hell no!"

"Are you mad?"

"What do you think?" I said matter-of-factly rolling my eyes.

"Good, at least you finally know how it feels," he said walking away to the next room.

I only stared confused. What was he talking about? I followed him into the next room I saw him walk into. I couldn't see him because it was dark, completely. I looked around the room for a light switch. I could feel myself starting to sweat from fear of the dark and the lightning that flashed outside the window. I jumped at the thunder and could hear the pounding of the rain. I was immune to the sound when I was with Sasuke, I guess, but I hadn't noticed it was still going. I sat down in one of the chairs and flopped up, quickly. The lightning flashed and I saw it shine on a figure in the doorway. I screamed and fell out the chair. I groaned at the pain of falling on my arm and leg. I slowly tired to get up but failed. Sasuke flipped on the light switch and walked over to me.

"Are you always this clumsy," he stated more than asked.

I only let him pick me up and placed me in the chair I was originally sitting in.

"Here," he said giving me a cup of tea that he held in his hand. He placed his cup on the table next to him. He sat right across from me with his legs cross looking professional, like we were about to have an interview.

The silence was weird and awkward. I didn't know what to say. I really didn't want to talk or be near him right now.

I shivered at the thunderstorm that kept roaring viciously. All I could think about was my mom.

"Are you alright?" he asked almost sounding concerned.

"Yea, I just have a fear of thunderstorms. My mom died in one and all I could remember was her saying she was coming home, but I could feel the storm saying otherwise," I said shivering.

He walked over to me and grabbed my shoulders and rubbed them gently. I could feel the tension in my body leaving me, "Everything is going to be alright," he whispered in my ear.

I only sighed as I could feel the tension being released all I could do was believe him. He picked me up and brought me back to the bedroom.

"You should sleep. You've had a long day." He said placing a kiss on my forehead.

"Good night," he said walking out of the room.

I didn't want him to leave. I was still scared and hated to be alone. I would always sleep with Neji whenever a thunderstorm occurs. I guess we were lucky they didn't happen too often.

"P-Please d-don't g-go," I whispered almost inaudible trying to comprehend what I was saying. He only looked at me surprised.

"Yea, sure," he walked over to the bed and sat on his edge. He grabbed the pillow and threw it on the floor.

I felt wrong for making him have to sleep on the floor, but I didn't want him to take advantage of me.

"S-Sasuke, y-you d-don't have to sleep on the floor." I said slowly.

He picked up the pillow and placed it on the bed and pulled his body on it. He looked at me, the normal cold onyx eyes weren't the same, they were less cold or something like that.

"You don't have to do this,"

"Just stay on your side and we'll be fine." I said drawing the line with y hand down the middle of the bed.

I really hoped I didn't regret this because in most of my life something bad always happened when a thunderstorm happened.

I woke up because I needed to pee, I opened my eyes. Sasuke's arms were wrapped my waist. I pulled his arm off of me and walked to the bathroom. I looked out the window and the sky was dark, but it still smelled of recent rainfall. I could leave, but I felt safe in his arms. I wanted to stay; it wasn't like we were doing anything wrong right?

There were no strings attached, just a comforting situation.

No more no less…

We were something unheard of because we weren't really friends but not enemies, it depended n our mood, but I guess we were getting somewhere, right?

Hopefully, we knew where it would end, because I would always love Naruto and this baby would be his…

Hopefully.

T.B.C

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