I was so furious! Ginny used to be so nice,and now she's so... mean! I don't know what happened to her. Is it Harry?

Oh,and Harry! How could he let her be like this?! I don't know if he is,though. I've known Harry for years,and he would never let something like that happen!

"I have to talk to him," I mumbled, but then I remembered I cussed at him and flipped him off.. so I'm not sure how that would go down.

"Alex, what was that?" Hermione rushed in.

"I don't want to talk about it,Hermione." I said sternly.

"Alex, that wasn't something ordinary. You had a reason to do that, but I don't know what it is! Please tell me," Hermione pleaded.

"All right," I gave in."After you left to check on Harry,Ron -he-he told me something. Something Ginny said. He said that she told Harry she doesn't want us hanging out by ourselves anymore."

"What,why?!"Hermione exclaimed.

"Ron said it was because she wanted to "get rid" of me," I explained.

"Why would she want to get rid of you?" Hermione asked.

"I think Ron said she was jealous."

"Of course! I'm jealous of you, too. Just not as bad as her,obviously." Hermione mumbled the last part.

''Why are you jealous of me?" I asked in a surprised tone.

"Becuase, Alex! You're beautiful, funny, creative, smart and so fun to be around!" Hermione smiled.

"First of all, I am not are more creative,and definately smarter. And you are way more fun to be around,Hermione!" I argued, it was always hard for me to take a compliment.

Hermione sighed. "None of that is true, you know."

"Whatever," I gave up. "Hermione,you know what I am going to do?"

"Hm?"

"I am going to get over Harry. He obviously loves Ginny, not me. And he will never love me! So, I am going to go out there and meet some guys! Guys better than Harry!" I said sternly.

But no guy will be better than Harry.I know that...

Stop it,Alex! I'm sure there's a guy out there that will care for you,notice you,and love you! All the things Harry won't do!

It was right. The voice inside my head was correct.

"Good for you,Alex!" Hermione exclaimed.

She gave me a quick hug.

"What time is it,Hermione?" I asked.

"Um...11:33 ?"

"Just wondering how long it would be until lunch," I said with no enthusiasm.

"Do you know when our first Hogsmeade trip is?" Hermione asked.

"Hermione,you know our first is always the first Saturday of October"I said."Its only the first weekend of school!"

"Well, sorry"Hermione said with a fake attitude.

We laughed. Hermione could never be like that, even if she tried to fake it.

"Alex,why the hell were you yelling at Ginny like that?!"Harry thought to me.

It caught me off guard and gave me a sudden headache.I kneeled down and held my head.

"Alex,are you alright?"Hermione asked in a concerned tone.

"Yeah,fine.I'm gonna go for a walk" I said.

"Where to?" Hermione asked with a small laugh.

"Around the castle,I guess" I said dully.

"Okay then," Hermione rolled her eyes.

I walked out of the room,and into the Common Room.I saw that Harry and Ginny left.

"Alex,I know you can hear me,answer me!"Harry yelled at me angrily.

When he yelled it hurt my head.

"Harry,stop please!"I sobbed,though it was a thought.

"You aren't answering!"

"Stop it! When you yell it hurts my head,stop please!If you wanna get in a fight and yell at me either let it go,or do it in person,Harry damnmit!''

"I'm sorry.I just want to know why you were yelling at Ginny,"Harry thought in a much calmer tone.

"Ask her, now stop talking to me through your head!"

I sat on the couch,and no more then 10 seconds letter I heard someone walking down a set of stairs.I turned and saw Ginny.

I looked were no longer friends and it ended horribly. It was indeed her fault, though!

"Alex,I am so sorry I di-"she started.

"Ginny,please don't talk to me!"I snapped.

I heard her whimper a bit,which was a sign that she was crying.I didn't give a shit wheather she was crying or not,whatever happens to her she probably deserves!As long as its she got to date Harry,and she definately doesn't deserve him!

I heard her walk slowly back upstairs. I kinda wanted to be alone right now,and I had no idea why.

I decided to go outside,which is where everyone was. I sat under a tree and thought.I pretty much thought about all I've been through,which was alot.I won't complain though,some people have it worse than I do.

"Hi,"I heard a voice.

I looked up and saw a boy. I didn't recognize him.

"Hi," I replied, unsure of what else to say.

"It's Alex, right?"

"Yeah. What house are you in?"I asked.

"Well, I'm Kyle. Kyle Montgomery. And I'm in Hufflepuff," he said with a smile.

"Alex White," I stood up and stuck my hand our for him to shake it.

He gripped my hand and gently shook it.

"Look, Alex. I really like you but the problem is...I barely know you. I came over here to get to know you better, if you're willing"Kyle said and bit his bottom lip.

"That would be great, Kyle!" I smiled wide, and got butterflies in my tummy. Lip biting was my weakness, and he was definitely cute.

He smiled back,and we both sat down under the shaded tree.I had a good feeling about this guy, Kyle. Kinda like the feeling I had when I met Harry.

Alex,stop it! You meet a great guy who really likes you,and you're thinking about Harry?! Knock it off!

And for the second time today, the voice inside my head was right. I was going to have a great time with Kyle,and forget Harry.

A/N: It gets better. Don't hate me. Writers block is the worst thing everrrr.