You guys do realize that if you want updates that you're still going to have to remind me, because after like the second day, I forget about the story completely.
Listen, just because I lashed out once doesn't me I'm going to every single time someone comments lol. It's okay to drop by and tell me to update, I'm not a mean person, I'm very nice I was just sick of being called rude things, they didn't hurt my feelings at all, I just thought it was very unnecessary and that's what set me off. So please don't be afraid to tell me :-)
I sucked in my teeth as I watched Paul's car turn the corner, so many different things were rushing through my mind all at once, the main one being why was he here? I walked up to the building, opened the door and went straight to the front desk where I was greeted by Laura, the receptionist.
"Hello, Ms. McMahon, here to fill your prescription, yes?"
I smiled. "Yes, but um, I have a question"
"What's that sweetie?" She said leaning forward on the reception desk, entwining her hands.
"Do men come here a lot?"
"Yes, but only for testing or if, you know, their girlfriend or wife or whatever they have is pregnant and they're here for the check ups. Do you mind if I ask why?"
"No, it's just I saw a guy leaving here and I was just wondering because every time I come here all I see is women" I said smiling.
"Oh, you saw that sexy hunk of human flesh as well" she said smiling, with a toss of her hair. "Yeah, he's quite the charmer"
"Oh, is he now?" I said, playing it cool, not wanting to come off sounding like a jealous girlfriend even though I was burning on the inside about the thought of Paul even flirting with another woman. "Did he put the moves on you?" I asked nicely, but sternly.
"Oh no" she said throwing a hand up. "He was a perfect gentleman. But I'd be lying if I said I wasn't trying to put the moves on him" she said as she laughed,
I let out a small chuckle, playing along, all the while I was cursing this bitch out in my head. But then I had to think, I couldn't get mad at her because one, he is the hottest man roaming this earth, and two, well it's not like she knows about us so I really couldn't stay mad for long. And three, she's not even his type, she needs to sit her ass down somewhere.
"So," I said leaning forward on the desk "who's the lucky girl, with the bun in the oven? That's gotta be why he's here right?"
She shook her head and leaned in closer, "I'm not supposed to give out patient information, but I trust you" she said, her voice getting lower, barely above a whisper. "He was here to get tested"
My heart dropped, I wanted to scream, I wanted to run outside and hop in my car and chase him down and kill him. After everything we've been through he still doesn't trust me!? This hurts me to my core, I can't believe this.
I quickly straighten up my face, I had to keep calm and not cause any suspicions. "So," I said again "what did he get tested for?"
She leaned forward again "everything in the book, you name it, he got tested for it. AIDS, HIV, HPV, Herpes, Gonorrhea, Syphilis, Chlamydia, and honey the list just goes on. Like I said before, you name it and he was in that back room getting tested for it. Whoever he slept with, he must have really not trusted her ass" Laura said leaning back, clapping her hands as she laughed silently looking like moronic seal.
I balled my fist up tightly In my trench coat, if I wasn't afraid of going to jail, I'd knocked down and tear up everything in this place right now.
"So" I said again, getting a little annoyed "did he find what he was looking for? Was she positive for anything?"
Laura stopped laughing and caught her breath, "honey" she said laying her hand down on the desk. "After all the testing, I think he found what he was looking for, you won't believe what the results were..."
I left the clinic in a fury, I was pissed and hurt all at the same time, I was just about to open the door to my car when Laura called out to me.
"Stephanie! Honey you forgot your prescription!" She said waving it in the air
"Keep it" I yelled back "I won't be needing it anymore!" I said before getting in my car and driving off.
I sped across town, trying to get to Paul's house, it's amazing that not one cop saw me, I surely would have been taken to jail at the rate I was going. I finally pulled up to his house and got out. I wanted to just barge in there and scream and throw a tantrum, punch him in the face, kick him in the balls, spit on him and leave. But I knew I couldn't do that, I had to keep face and play it cool, then throw his off guard and start asking questions before I made my exit.
My heels clicked against the cement as I walked up towards the steps, I got to them and stepped up to the doorway. I rung the doorbell and waited patiently, surprisingly, seeing as I didn't have any more patience left to give.
He opened the door with a huge smile plastered on his face, as if he hadn't committed the ultimate crime earlier today. "Hey baby" he said pulling me in for a hug, planting a kiss to my head. "I've been trying to call you all day, I've missed you" he said taking a step back to look at me. "You look good" he said licking his lips real sexy like.
I said nothing as I looked around. "Thanks" I finally said after a few moments of silence.
"Come on in" he said, using his head to motion towards the inside.
"No thanks, I'm fine right here"
He crinkled his brows in confusion. "Is there something wrong baby girl?"
I shrugged. "I don't know, you tell me" I said titling my head to the side, much attitude appearing in my voice.
"Baby" he said reaching out to touch my arm, but I pulled it back. "Is everything okay with us?"
I shrugged again, "jeez, I don't know Paul. I thought we were fine until you went and pulled some old sneaky bullshit"
He gave me another look of confusion. "Babe, I don't know what you're talking ab-"
"The fuck you don't!" I said throwing my arms up in the air. "I fucking saw you Paul! I saw you leaving the clinic and I know exactly what you were there for! How could you!" I said, my voice choking up as a few tears fell. "I thought you said you trusted me! But there you were, going to get tested right behind my back after I specifically told you that I didn't have shit!"
"Babe, babe, listen to me" he said lifting up his hands "I'm sorry, okay, I'm sorry and I was wrong. I know I should have trusted you, and I'm..."
"No!" I said cutting him off "I don't want your apology, all I ever wanted was for you to trust me and you didn't. You lied to me Paul, the one person I thought I could believe in the most. You have no idea how much you've hurt me"
"Baby..."
"Baby my ass" I said cutting him off again before I turned around to walk off. My heels clicked viciously against the cement, I was almost to my car until I felt my body jerk back. I stopped in tracks and turned around to see Paul with his hand around my arm.
"Stephanie, I don't want to lose you, just please hear me out" his beautiful hazel brown eyes were filled with water, tears on the verge waiting to drop.
I snatched away "let go of me" I said as I backed up.
"Stephanie, please"
"So," I said rolling my eyes, folding my arms across my chest as I shifted all my weight to one side. "What were the results?"
He looked even more confused now then he did earlier. "What do you mean? I'm clean, you were fine"
"Oh really? Huh?" I said with attitude and sarcasm at the same time as I titled my head.
"What the hell is that supposed to mean, Stephanie, is there something I should know?"
"Hmm, well." I said continuing on. "That shocked me"
"What are you saying?" His voice deepening, his body tensing up, his suspicion becoming aroused. I guess this idiot still thinks I have something, can he not tell sarcasm when he hears it!?
Rolling my eyes, I Ignored his question about that, and instead in a sarcastic tone I said "I'm saying" mocking him,"that I'm done with you and I hope you can find another girl that's willing to do all and everything you ask her to do, because I see now that I'm obviously not that girl for you" I said before turning around to walk the short distance to my car, I opened the door and sat down.
"Stephanie, please! Please don't do this! Don't end us over my stupid mistake" he said as he caught the door right in time before I could close it.
"Funny, you weren't thinking this way before you decided to betray my trust" I said grabbing the door, forcing him to let go before his fingers were crushed.
"Baby please don't do this" he said as he banged on my window "I'm so sorry"
I gave him the finger as I turned on my car and drove off. I got home and took off my clothes, I crawled into my bed just like I did the night he rejected me, I laid down and curled up and I cried myself to sleep. Once agin wondering why I wasn't good enough for the man I loved so much.
Since it's on my mind, imma try and update Trophy Wife tonight. Btw, Someone asked me to write a one shot love scene between Steph and a WWE diva but I couldn't think of who. I narrowed it down to either Lana or Trish Stratus, which one?
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