The best of both worlds
chapter 10
Tommy was working up the nerve to visit Jude in the hospital, he was having a hard time. He knew that she needed him, but he felt like it was all his fault that she was in there. Sadie blamed him, and so did everyone else. But he had his gift for her, and if he to, he would fight his way through the crowd of family, and get to her.
He went to the hospital, and it was no where near as he thought it would be. They let him straight in. he headed straight to Jude's room, he stood outside, and thought about what might happen if he went in. his thoughts were broken into by Kwest who was on his way into the room himself.
" Hey man, I am so glad that you finally came, she will be so happy to see you."
" You really think so? What I am afraid of is that she like everyone else is blaming me for what happened."
" No way man. Sadie was just a little upset is all. She really didn't mean what she said."
" How is she man? Is she as bad as before?"
" No, she is much better actually. She is getting around a lot better, and she is off the respirator, and most of all she really misses you. She tried to call you, but you never answered, you never answered anyone's calls."
" I know I was being really selfish. I am truly sorry."
" I know, but it's me you should be telling that."
He shook Kwest's hand, and at long last opened the door. Jude was sitting up in the bed, she was propped up on pillows, her long blond hair was cascading down the pillows, she looked so beautiful. He couldn't believe that he hadn't been here before, a sudden rush of all the love he felt burst forward. He loved her so much it hurt, he was such an ass. She looked up, and saw him standing in the doorway, the look on her face was a mixture of happiness, and confusion.
" Are you real? Am I dreaming again? Come here so I can touch you, if you are really Tommy." she said in almost a whisper.
Tommy instantly moved towards her. Her long thin hand stretched out towards him. When he drew close enough her fingers grazed his face.
She gasped. " You are Tommy! Oh my Tommy I missed you so much I can't believe it's you. Sadie said I would never see you again because you were heartless, but I knew she was wrong. You love me don't you Tommy?" she asked with tears in her eyes.
" Of course Jude, there is no one in the world like you. You are the only girl in the world for me." he said, he couldn't help tears come cascading down his cheeks.
" Tommy please don't cry I am not mad at you." she said rubbing his head softly.
" I am sorry I shouldn't be upsetting you Jude." he sobbed. "But I feel like this is all my fault. I am so sorry."
" Why? You didn't do anything wrong." she said softly. " It was all my own fault, I pulled out to fast without checking traffic, I was on my way to you but that wasn't your fault."
" Why were you coming?"
" Because I was wrong for what I did, and I wanted to tell you that."
Suddenly Sadie burst through the door, she looked at Tommy with pure hatred in her eyes.
" Get the hell out of here!" she shrieked.
For anyone who actually like this story I am so sorry that I haven't posted for so long. I was busy with other stuff.