Plot: Without her he feels as good as dead. She makes him feel alive and that life is worth living. (Because Bucky needs so much love)

Warnings: SMUT, unprotected sex (wear condoms people!), it's not angsty but it's gunna pull at your heartstrings a lil bit.

Words: 1,283

Whenever I think of Bucky I think of the wounded puppy look and my heart breaks. He needs love and comfort and protection. (There's kinda a huge paragraph so sorry about that but enjoy!)

Another big thank you to everyone who reviews!

When Y/N opened her door at 10pm the last thing she expected was for Bucky to grab her face in his hands and kiss her.

"Mm!?" She pushed him off and stared up at him with a hand over her mouth. "The hell was that?" She breathed out. Bucky looked like a wounded puppy. He looked down at the ground.

"I... Whenever you're around... I don't feel so dead inside. I don't feel like the Winter Soldier or James Buchanan Barnes... I feel.. Right. Whenever I see you I forget everything else and...there's just us..." Y/N still had her hand over her mouth but this time to muffle her gasp.

"B-Bucky..."

"Y/N...I want to feel alive. I want you." He said. Y/N felt her face flush and blinked. Bucky bit his bottom lip and took a step back. "I'm sorry... I shouldn't have..." He swallowed. "I..." He turned to leave but Y/N grabbed his hand. He looked from their hands to her face. She walked up to him and went on her toes to kiss him. His arms went around her to pull her against him. His eyes welled up with tears as he felt warmth and tingles spread throughout his chest. One of his tears landed on her cheek making her open her eyes as she pulled away.

"Oh Bucky." She said as she wiped away his tears with her thumb.

"You make this life worth living." He whispered before kissing her again. She let her eyes close as she put her arms around him. He lifted her up, going into the room (closing the door behind him) and lying her down on her bed. He moved on top of her only to wrap his arms around her tightly and turn them into their sides. He buried his face against her neck, his hot breath sending shivers down Y/N's spine. "Y/N... I think I'm in love with you." He pulled back to look at her flushed face as he caressed her cheek, looking her in the eyes. "When I think about you my heart races and my head whirls, I see you and everything else around me is gone, when you look at me I feel like I can't breath... I feel like I'm dying but I love it." His eyes welled up with more tears and Y/N kissed them as they rolled down his face.

"I-I never knew you felt that way about me." She said.

"Since I first met you." He admitted. "Y/N... I... I know I have no right to ask this... I don't deserve it but..." He bit his bottom lip as he hesitated.

"What is it?" Y/N asked as she stroked his hair. He took a breath and closed his eyes.

"Can I make love to you?" He asked in a whisper. Y/N's eyes widened and her heart fluttered in her chest so fast she thought it would fly right out. She was apparently quiet for too long. "I'm sorry-!" Bucky sat up to leave.

"Wait!" Y/N stopped him by grabbing his arm. He turned to her and their noses were an inch apart. She looked into his eyes as he slowly met hers. "Yes." She whispered. Bucky's heart fluttered as his eyes widened. He tilted his head and kissed her deeply, slowly laying her back down on the bed and climbing on top of her. Y/N's hands held his face as their tongues mingled. He slid his hands down to hold her hips. His fingers took hold of the bottom of her PJ shirt to pull it over her head a moment later. He held in a groan as his fingers brushed against her skin. Y/N was starting to get light headed so Bucky started to kiss down her neck. He let out a soft moan into her skin as his hands found her breasts. She gasped and arched her back slightly as he began kneading them gently. He pulled off his own shirt quickly as Y/N undid his pants. His hands found their way back to her hips as his lips made their way to her breasts. He squeezed her hips gently before he started to pull down her pants and panties. His fingers ran along her bare thighs as he sucked on a nipple gently, swirling his tongue every so often. "Bucky." Y/N gasped. He reached a hand between her legs and she squeaked as he ran a finger along her wet slit. She let out a moan as he rubbed her clit in circles with his thumb while sliding a finger into her. "Bucky..." She sighed out as she pushed herself against his hand. He kissed up her chest and neck to her lips before adding another finger. "Ahh Buck..." His fingers picked up the pace as he couldn't help but hold himself through his jeans. He groaned as Y/N looked up at him. She was biting her bottom lip and her face was flushed red. He pulled down his jeans and boxers and let out a sigh of relief as his length sprang free. He jerked his hand up and down it a few times. "Bucky please." His heart skipped a beat as she opened her legs for him. He pulled his fingers out and positioned the head against her slit. He bit his lip as he rubbed his tip against her. She threw her head back as she panted. He leaned over her and put his forehead to hers.

"Y/N, I love you so much."

"I love you too, Bucky." She said. His eyes lit up and he captured her lips as he pushed himself in to the hilt. They both cried out into each other's mouths.

"Oh, you feel so fucking perfect." He groaned. "Can I move?" He asked.

"Yes yes please yes!" Y/N cried as she wrapped her arms around his neck. Bucky smiled and started to roll his hips slowly. He buried his face into her neck and let out a low groan. He bit his lip as he squeezed her hips. Hearing her whimpers and gasps of pleasure made him buck his hips hard. The squeak she made had him smiling so he did it again and again and again. Soon his hips were moving like a piston. He threw his head back and let out a choked groan.

"Oh fu-uck!" He looked down at her; her head was thrown back, eyes closed, mouth open as she moaned loudly. He grunted leaned down to kiss her. She moaned into his mouth as his hips drove deeper. His thrusts grew shorter as he just wanted to be as close to her as possible.

"Bucky I-I'm gunna-" Y/N gasped.

"Cum for me." He said into her ear. "Just let go. Come on, baby." He gasped; his breath hitched as her walls clamped down on him tightly and her warmth coated him. "Oh Y/N..." He groaned. He felt his release coming as bit his lip as he gave a few last deep thrusts. He stopped as far in as he could go and spilled into her, his body shaking. She let out a hum. He looked down at her as she looked up at him panting hard. He stayed inside her as he leaned down to kiss her deeply. He slowly pulled out with a groan into her mouth before he fell off to the side next to her. He pulled her into his arms and kissed the side of her head. "So...will you be my girl?" Y/N turned her head and kissed him.

"You don't even have to ask." She said. His eyes welled up once more with tears and he kissed her, pouring all his love into it.

Bucky deserves all the love. ALL OF IT! T_T (You can tell who my favorite is right?)