'Is that with this is about!? Me not returning your feelings from before when you were a fatass!?' You remembered his words from the other day. 'If only it were that simple, you stupid idiot.' You thought as you were on your way home with Ushijima.
"(f/n), are you alright?"
"Huh?" You looked up and saw Ushijima looking down at you. "Oh, I'm fine." You turned away from him and looked out the window before you led on any more suspicion.
"It doesn't seem that way. Are you troubled because of Oikawa?"
"...No." You didn't bother turning around to looked at him.
"He has to be the reason why their is a frown upon that pretty face of yours." You blushed madly in secret. "Are you going to tell me what happened when he pulled you inside the school?"
"I don't want to talk about it, Wakatoshi-kun."
"But if you don't talk about it, how will I have an excuse to kiss you and make you feel better."
"!" You whipped your head and found Ushijima's face up close to yours. "Wakatoshi-kun..." His lips grew closer and closer to yours. Your eyes were dodging back and forth between his lips and his eyes, not knowing which to look at. All you knew was that the both of them were making your heart sped up. "Aren't we supposed to be fake dating now...?" His lips were only one centimeter away as you inhaled.
"I know, but it's hard to keep doing that when your heart is beating 10 times faster than normal from just being near the girl that you've fallen in love with."
You bit your lip and looked away. "Wakatoshi-kun-" Before getting a chance to say anything else, Ushijima crashed his lips down onto yours, turning on the heat right from the beginning.
"If Oikawa hasn't had the chance to do it already, I'd like to have the chance to show you what real love is like. But only if you'll allow me." His eyes gazed deeply into yours.
'Oh crap, I hope he can't here my heart.' Indeed, your heart was beating just as fast as his probably was.
"Is that your heart? It's beating rather loudly."
"I-It's not." You shook your head and tried to turn away. But strong arms wasn't about to let that happen and pulled you closer to their owner. "W-Wakatoshi-kun, I know you don't like me."
"How do you know."
"Because you're only in love with my looks! You don't know anything about me except for the fact that I want to take revenge on Oikawa!"
"..." Ushijima took a moments pause to think about your words.
"See? You don't love me." You reached up and caressed his cheeks gently. "You only love what's on the outside, not the inside. And that's alright. I don't blame you." Your hands slid down and off his face.
"(f/n), do you have a curfew?"
"Huh? A curfew? No, I don't. Why?"
"If you'll allow me to, I'd like to take you out on a date right now."
"Right now? But I-"
"If me loving you for you or not is what concerns you, then you'll just have to let me take you out on a date to prove myself."
"I-"
"Please."
You looked away from him to think, then looked back at him once your reached your decision. "Alright. Where do you want to go?" You blushed and looked down into your lap.
"That's up for you to decided."
"I don't have anywhere that I want to go in particular."
"Then how about we go the mall. I'll get you anything that you want."
"Hold on a minute! I can't let you do that!"
"Why not?"
"Because-It's just not right!" You shook your head.
"It is, since you're my girlfriend. Just forget about him for a moment and let me spoil you."
"Wakatoshi-kun, you..." You sighed and gave in.
"Take us to the mall." Ushijima told his driver.
"Yes, sir."
And to the mall you both were taken. For much of the whole ride you were just sitting there, blushing about what just happened. As you arrived at the mall Ushijima came out of the car and opened the door for you like the gentleman he was. He took your hand and your bag and guided you out of your car. "I'll call you when we're ready to leave so stay in the area."
"Yes, sir. Have a good time."
Ushijima shut your door and turned to you. "Let's go."
"..." You were in a daze and therefor wasn't paying attention to what he was saying. "Wakatoshi-kun, can we do this another day?"
"Why? We're already here."
"There are a lot of students from my school here."
"So? They saw us together before."
"I guess so."
"Let's go then." As you and Ushijima walked towards the mall, you noticed that the people from your school were beginning to stare and whisper among themselves. As you walked inside the mall, you immediately head straight to Forever 31 and started to look around. Eventually you ended up not thinking about Oikawa and everything else and was able to immerse yourself in some shopping with your fake boyfriend.
"Wow, this is really cute. Wakatoshi-kun, come look at this." You held up a white sun dress towards him and then held it up against your body for him to see. "How does it look?"
"I don't know. You should try it on so that I can see."
"Okay!" You took the dress with you and scampered over to the dressing room to try on the dress. In about 2 minutes, you were out of the dressing room, looking for Ushijima, when you found him, you called him over. Wakatoshi-kun!"
Ushijima looked over and saw you. He was taken aback by how you looked in the dress. As he walked over to you, he tried to keep himself as calm as possible. "You look beautiful in that." He reached his hand out and brushed a strand of hair back in place with the rest. "See, when you're not plunging your heart and mind into revenge, you're can a very cute and normal girl. If you ask me, Oikawa was a fool for not realizing that any sooner. But, I guess I should thank him. He's given me the chance to meet, know, and love you."
"Wakatoshi-kun..." Your cheeks were flushed. "Kiss me." You reached up and cupped his cheeks.
"Is someone from your school here?" He asked. He was just a bit confused since you were the one asking for a kiss.
"No. I just want my boyfriend to kiss me." You pulled him down and gently pressed your lips on his. Ushijima's hand eventually found your waist and pulled you in closer for more intensity.
Ushijima pulled away from you. "I love you, (f/n)."
"!" Your whole face went red.
"Hey! (f/n)!" A familiar voice called out to you and interrupted the moment between you and Ushijima.
When you followed the voice, you saw Furata waving to you in the distance with a girl by his side. "Furata-kun?" Him and the girl walked over to you and Ushijima. "What are you doing here?"
"I'm taking my little sister shopping. I don't have to guess why you're here though. You're looking really good in that dress though, (f/n)."
"Thank you."
"Oh, hey there." He greeted Ushijima. But Ushijima only greeted him with a glare. "Uh, (f/n), why is he looking at me like that?"
"Ah, Wakatoshi-kun, Furata-kun is just a classmate so please don't be mean."
"Forgive me. (f/n), are you getting the dress?"
"Hm, I guess I will."
"Alright. Get changed and we can keep looking around."
"Okay." You went back into the changing room to get changed.
"Well, see you later." Furata walked away with his sister. As soon as he got out of sight, he went in his pocket and took out his phone, dialing the number of Oikawa. "Hey, man. You wouldn't believe who I saw in Forever 31 just now...Come on, guess...Will you stop being so depressed for a second and guess...No dumbass, (f/n) and her boyfriend."
"WHAT?!"
"Ow!" Furata yelled back in Oikawa's ear. "Jeez, relax."
"Did you really see them there together?!"
"Yeah. They looked like they were just finishing making out in the middle of the store."
'!'
"She was trying on some nice sun dress for him it seems. She was looking really good in it too."
"Furata you bastard..."
"Listen, just moping around all the time is not going to get her back, or make her forgive you for all the crap you've either done or said to her. You need to get your ass into high gear and get her back. I don't care if you have to beg on your knees or like dog crap, you're going to fight for her. If you don't, then you'll be one giant loser who didn't even try."
"...So what do you think I should do?"
"I think you should get your ass down here right now and-Oikawa."
"What?"
"You're right across the hall from us!"
"What are talking about Furata I'm not-"
"I can see you! You damn stalker! You followed them here! Well, since you're here you might as well come over here and talk to her." Furata hung up on Oikawa and watched him come over to Forever 31. Oikawa then met up with him.
"Where are they?"
"She's in the dressing room. I don't know where he is though. He was scaring me so I just took my little sister with me and left."
"Okay, I'll see you later." Oikawa walked over to the dressing room and stood outside, waiting there for you. With his hands clenched and his eyes focused on the exit he waited with anticipation. 'Crap, crap, crap. My hands are sweating. What the hell should I say to her? Just an apology won't work. Grabbing her like last time is not going to work. But just asking her to stay and listen definitely won't work. What the hell should I do?! Think! Think!'
"Wakatoshi-kun. I'm out of the-!" As soon as you stepped out of the dressing room, you directly ran into Oikawa. Your eyes narrowed as you glared harshly upon him.
"(f/n), look I-"
*SLAM!*
"H-Hey!" Oikawa called out to you when you slammed the dressing room door right in his face. "(f/n), please come out!" He banged on the door."
"Go away!"
"I'm no going to leave until I tell you what I have to say!"
"I don't want to hear it!"
"You're locked yourself in there so you have no choice but to. Just listen! These past few days have been hellish because I haven't gotten to be near you. I never realized how much I love being around you. I miss looking at your hair when the wind blow it. I miss your even miss the way you'd insult me out or walk away from me when I try to talk to you. I know without a doubt that I fucked up and probably nothing I can say can ever make you forgive me, but I just need to tell you that I'm sorry. What I said a few days ago, it was all my anger and stress coming out from seeing you with Ushijima. It was bothering me a lot to see the girl that I love get taken away from me like that."
"Love?" You opened the door and stepped out of dressing room. "Love? Are you fucking kidding me? You know nothing about love! All you care about are the best looks you egotistical bastard! Do you want to know what real love is?" You started to stab him in his chest with your finger. "Real love is caring for someone and showing them that you care instead of just telling them. Love isn't judgmental. Love is not trying to get in someone's pants, but taking the time to get to know them. There is so much more I could tell you, but I don't have the time to waste on you. Instead, I'd rather be doing it with some who I care about and who I know feels the same way about me."
"(f/n), are ready to check out and go the next store? Oh, Oikawa. I didn't know you were here too."
"Yes, I'm coming Wakatoshi-kun. Here." You passed him the dress. "I'll be right there in sec."
"Alright." Ushijima then walked off towards the cash register so that he could purchase your dress.
"..." Oikawa was completely speechless. It wasn't helping that his heart was slowly tearing apart.
"When you actually learn how to love someone for them, try and apologize then. Until then, you're invisible to me."