10 Fever

It wasn't like one of those cheesy romance movies where people look like attacking zombies, trying to eat each other's faces off. It was just a simple peck on the lips. It lasted for about two seconds before I pulled myself back slowly.

Matt just stared at me for a grand total of five minutes. He let go of my wrists finally and I walked to the end of the dark alley. "Uh… Sorry, Matt. I didn't know what I was doing. I'm not thinking clear—"

"D-don't apologize Mello," Matt cut me off, running his fingers along his lips. He walked closer to me. "You… I mean I can't believe you…"

"I kissed you…" I said it almost like I was ashamed. I couldn't look him in the eye.

Matt smiled, obviously in a daze."Yeah," Matt sighed the word. "I wasn't expecting you to… to actually…"

"Yeah… sorry."I frowned looking at my feet.

"Don't be," Matt shook his head.

He wasn't acting or sounding like he hated me. Nor did he sound like that was the most disgusting thing he'd ever had touch his lips. "Matt, I just kissed you! Don't act all nonchalant when a guy—when anyone kisses you!"

Matt blushed furiously, "R-right. Sorry… not used to having people kiss me. Not that I'm expecting people to kiss me. I-I just…" Matt rambled for a few minutes be for I cut him off by saying, "I got it. You're a fucking saint."

Matt's face was bright red. I could tell he was trying not to spazz out. Not that I minded. He was cute either way. He took a deep breath and smiled, "Th-thanks… for the k-kiss…"

He was so adorable, but I just couldn't believe him, "Mattie, you don't have to say anything to make me happy. Be honest…"

"I am!"

"See? Now you're just lying," I frowned.

"N-no I'm not! Why would I lie to you?" Matt looked slightly panicked then pulled the one line that made my heart melt, "You don't believe me, Mello?"

I instantly was at a loss for words. "Umm… I-I… u… we… uhhhh…" I gnawed furiously at my lip.

"Mello…" Matt's voice was calming and warm. "You have no idea how long I've wanted you to do that." Matt blushed, pressing his soft lips against mine.

I couldn't move. My mind blacked out but soon I kissed him back again and smiled. "So… you really don't mind?"

"Why would I?"

"Well… I'm your friend and… I'm gay on top of that!"

Matt shrugged, "So… I'm bi."

Wait. What? " No way! Really?"

"Did I not come across that way?" He gave me a sheepish look. "I've never had a strong relationship with a girl or a guy before, so I decided to be bi until I've met either the sex that I like or the right person. Pretty desperate, huh?"

I could feel the pink haze covering my cheeks. "I- I see…" I wrapped my arms slowly around Matt's neck, "so… it's okay?"

Matt nodded nervously. I pecked his lips again and smiled. His lips were soft and tasted like nicotine. Matt blushed and smiled at me. What did we do after that?

Well, we got on my motorcycle and sped off to his house. I wasn't about to go back and see Rod. Not after what just happened. When we got back to his house we started kissing again a lot more hungrily this time. I jumped off my cycle while Matt, in turn, jumped on me. He swiveled his legs around my waist and started covering me with butterfly kisses making me shiver. I awkwardly walked both of us up to the porch of his house as our tongues started to tangle with each others, exploring our mouths curiously. I struggled to find the door knob, but grabbed it eventually and let us inside without taking my lips off of the gamer's. I shut the door then slammed Matt against the wall next to me, kissing his neck.

"Careful…" Matt breathed. "My parents are still home."

I smirked at him, "Then you'll just have to be quiet Mattie." I chuckled slightly as I sunk down lower… and lower…

..Sadly…

This did not happen. C'mon! It's our first kiss! It's not gonna go from a kiss to a make-out session to a full blown sex scene! No. Heres what happened after I talked to Rod and made up an excuse about Matt not feeling well. I drove Matt home, dropped him off, gave him a quick kiss goodbye and left. No big fireworks or passionate romance. Just sweet, simple peacefulness. It was nice… calming… I wish it could've lasted longer….

Getting home sucked… no… I'm dramatizing things…. I crawled in through my window and immediately fell into bed like always but… tonight was different. I'm not trying to sound cliché, but Matt had changed the way I thought. I mean, I thought about him all the time, but now to actually HAVE him… I couldn't stop thinking about him and thinking about him and thinking about him until…

"Fuck!" I shouted feeling my pants constricting me. I gasped gripping the bulge that was suddenly making itself known through the front of my pants. "F- f- f-fuck!" I bit my lip, closing my eyes, feeling the fabric of my pants rub against my current problem. I bit my lip forcing myself to stand and looked out my door, nothing…. Which meant mom wasn't home… thank god! I shut my door, blushing furiously. The problem was growing…. and getting worse.

I shivered violently, closing my eyes seeing nothing but Matt. I fell onto my bed with my eyes still closed and buried my face in my pillow, closing my eyes and kissed my pillow gently. "I can't believe I'm doing this…" I kissed my pillow firmer and then kissed again and again before licking it slowly and kissing hungrily, Imagining the soft cushions as Matt's soft lips.

I moaned softly into the fabricated kiss, running a hand slowly up my shirt, giving me chills. "ah… Ma-Mat-tie…" I stumbled over his name and teased my hand along my skin before grabbing one of my nipples and giving it a small squeeze. I gasped, quickly unbuttoning my pants. Fuck teasing myself! I needed relief!

I kicked off my pants, quickly going to grab my unpampered erection. I stroked my cock gently imagining Matt's nimble fingers running down its length. "MATT!" I moaned his name, arching my back and started pumping my cock hard and fast, feeling the need for relief. "Ah! Mattie!" I forgot about the pillow and threw back my head, groaning Matt's name over and over. I twisted the tip of my cock very lightly between pumping, making me see white. "FUCK MATTIE!" I curled my toes and came into my hand.

I shivered, panting heavily and looked at my hand. "Fuck…" I mumbled, forcing myself to stand up so I could clean myself off. When I finished I crawled back into bed in a daze. "Wow…." I couldn't find the words just… felt… good? But wasn't orgasming supposed to feel good? No… wait… that wasn't it…. What was… I couldn't finish my thought because I fell asleep dreaming of nothing except my gamer.

TBC

Songs used: Fever

By: Adam Lambert

I kinda didn't know what to write (hence the shortness!) so I asked advice from my Mello and was told to write a masturbation scene XD I hope I did well... thank you for reading... R&R please!