#10
Do you think I should date Mai? I mean I did love her once, but I'm not sure if I feel the same now. I can't tell her that because she'll either be heart-broken or she won't care at all. What do you do with a girl like that? Mai is special and beautiful in many ways, but not in ways that attract me. Before I loved her because we were the same. Both families were more concerned with political statuses and it made sense not to stand in their way, and just smile for the pictures. But now I'm free, we're both free. Free to find true love that's real and sincere. I'm done faking, lying, not being myself. I want start something that will last, something that will be worth while. Something real and true.