AN- Hello everyone! Sorry I left you on a cliffhanger! It was find a place and stop or write for the rest of the night, and my partner would not have liked that. She was excited she finally had gotten the two kids out of the house (we are foster adopting my younger brother and sister 6 and 8) for the evening, and as none of you know where I sleep, and she does... Anyways, I've been getting quite a few messages of people who think Callie whould pass away. Please leave a review or message me with your vote for ether Callie making it through and working through this or the family trying to survive after Callie's death.

Lena walked in with to EMT's to Stef performing CPR on Callie. Stef looked relieved somewhat when she saw them, and Lena's head filled with white noise as Stef started to talk to them, the only thing pulling her back out was when someone yelled that they had a pulse. The oxygen mask reminded her to much of a couple months before. Walking out she saw Jude in Pajama pants, looking wide eyed "Is she going to be ok?" He whispered as he watched them lift the strecher.

"She's going to be ok, Bud" Lena assured him as she leaned down and wrapped her arms around him. She couldn't imagine what this looked like through the boy's eyes. Stef was covered with blood, as was a lot of the bed and some of the floor.

"I'll go in the ambulance, you can bring the kids with, I'll call my mom and see if she can pick them up from there" Stef said quickly as she started to follow the stretcher.

"Mom!" Jude cried and Stef turned with a small sigh. THe only way she had been getting through this was that she took herself out of it and thought of it as a different person.

"It's going to be fine, Love" She said softly, kissing his forhead, deciding not to hug him and get blood on him "Stay with Momma, I'm going to make sure Callie's alright." Jude nodded and wrapped his arms around Lena's middle.

Stef didn't like that she was pushed to one side in the ambulance. She noticed a bump in Callie's jeans and was able to slip a bottle out of the pocket "Damn it" she cried as she thrust the bottle into someone's hand "She got ahold of the left over morphine from when I was shot, there were probably 15 in there." Her hands shook and her mind realed. At the hospital she was left in the waiting room pacing. She didn't know what she exspected she would be able to do, but she wanted to do something.

"Baby" She heard as she turned and let a small sigh of relief out as she wrapped her arms around Lena, burrying her face into the crook of Lena's neck where she would be surrounded by nothing but Lena. She let herself stay like this for a moment, thinking of how Callie was comforted by this.

"They're working on her" Stef whispered softly.

"Do they know what happened?"

Stef nodded "She got ahold of the left over pain killers from the gun shut. I think there were 16 in the bottle. Out of all the stuff we removed, we forget about the one thing that can do the most damage? How the HELL did we not grab those."

"Because we didn't realize she was suicidal. We knew about the cutting, Stef."

"We're her parents, how did we not know our daughter wanted to kill herself. I read of parents who find their kids and I think- God, how can you not know."

"Stef, you can't blaim yourself" Lena tried to calm her down "I grabbed you a shirt, why don't you go change out of that one and clean up a little while we wait for news."

"I'm not leaving this room, I'm waiting until I can see Callie!" Stef said firmly sitting down. Jude walked over silently and sat beside her, laying his head on her shoulder.

Lena talked to the nurse and came back a moment later with a thing of wipes in her hand. Taking one out she started to rub at Stef's arm where blood had dried "I can do it myself Lena" she said trying to take it out of her hand.

"Mom's good at getting stuff off, especially nail polish" Jude said softly, reaching his hand out for Stef's who let out a choked laugh.

"I guess you are right, Love" as she ran her fingers through her hair and gave Lena back her arm. After it was dne as well as it could be Lena sat down beside Stef and Marianna sat on her other side looking at the ground.

"Mrs. AdamsFoster?" A doctor came out asking.

"Yes?" Lena and Stef asked at the same time, standing.

"Your foster child"

"Daughter-" Stef cut in "We're finalizing the adoption this week"

"Your daughter-" he corrected "Is very lucky you were there. We are guessin she took the morphine about 2 hours ago. We're having to keep her on a ventilator to help her breath, and are keeping a close watch on her heart, which is struggling. We'll be moving her as soon as we know she is stable enough"

"Can we see her?" Stef asked just above a whisper, gripping Lena's hand "You and your wife may go ahead, no minors for the moment" he said as he looked over to Jude and Marianna. "Callie's doing alright, me and Momma are going to go check on her and Grandma should be here soon" Stef said before turning back towards the doctor to follow him.

Stef started to shake as she walke up to Callie's bed, both her arms were wrapped in gauze and she had a tube down her throat. A crash cart stood to one side while heart monitors snaked out from the top of the blanket that was just covering her chest. "Damn it, Baby" Stef whispered as she pushed hair of of Callie's face, running the back of her hand across her forhead. She smiled slightly shen she saw Callie's forhead crease, ignoring everything the had ever learned about automatic responses she was convinced Callie knew she was there "It's OK, Love" She whispered, kissing her forhead as Lena went to the other side and prasped her other hand "You're ok, me and Momma are right here. You will be fine, but if you ever scare me like that again you will be grounded until menapouse."

"We just wished you would have talked to us, Callie" Lena whispered "We not ready to let you go, and neither is Jude. I miss that beautiful smile." Stef wiped her eyes quickly before speaking.

"Me and Momma aren't going to leave you, and we're not giving up on you. What happened with that man today wasn't right. He should not have gotten off, but if you let go because of him, he's won."

"Babe" Lena said softly, shaking her head. She didn't want anything but positivity around Callie "You have us and that's all that matters, Callie, Love. We aren't going anywhere."