Gone

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2 days later

Gabby was walking from the bedroom to the bathroom. Although she had had a great day, she did not feel great this morning at all. The problem was that she kept feeling sick throughout the day, not just in the morning. She knew that it was because she was pregnant but she just wished that it would stop soon. It was terrible and she didn't want to feel sick. Although she was off work now because she had to look after matt, she hoped she could go back soon and when she went back, that she would be less sick every day. Her pants were starting to fit more tight to the point she had wished she had already bought some maternity pants, but she had been to stubborn to buy it yet.

Hurrying she ran to the bathroom, throwing up and she heard Matt walk in behind her, worried and holding her hair back as she was throwing up dinner again. They had just been watching a movie on the bed and now she was here again.

Matt handed her a towel, laying his hand on her shoulders.

''I am really sorry….you feel sick….'' He said then and she wiped the towel past his mouth. He was still rubbing over her shoulders.

''It is because of the baby.'' She said as she turned around and hugged him, It was so sweet that he was trying to look after her. He walked to the bed with her again and they hugged, watching the movie again and he had his hand on the baby bump, slowly caressing the baby bump.

The last 2 days had still not been easy. Although Matt seemed to be a bit calmer, especially now he got to work on the baby room and that seemed to calm him down a lot but he still was not talking a lot. She just wished he would talk a bit more. He didn't have to talk about his disappearance but she just wished that he would just talk about the daily things that they had already talked about.

In the movie somebody fired a gun and Matt started to breathe heavily. He tried to hide it from Gabby but he felt so worried and he just wanted to get out of here, feeling panicked.

''I am going to walk outside.' 'Matt said as he wanted to hurry outside. It was just because he got so much worries in his head. He knew that the police was keeping them safe and they were trying to arrest Nesbit, but it was like his mind was suddenly racing again and he just needed to get out of here, get some fresh air.

''Matt, wait, I am going to grab my jacket.'' Gabby said then as she wanted to walk out.

''I can…I can go to the park on my own!'' He said upset and Gabby looked as he walked to the door and walked out then. He was right, he could take a walk on his own but as he kept getting so upset and overwhelmed she had just wanted to walk with him, to make sure that he was okay.

When she arrived at the park close to their house she saw him sitting on the couch there, shaking a bit because of the cold.

''hey…'' She just said as she sat down beside him and put his jacket around his shoulders. She was just happy that she had taken it now because he seemed so cold.

He looked aside at her and grabbed her hand then.

''Sorry…'' He mumbled then

''don't be sorry…you don't have to be sorry.'' She said then and sat close to him. She was feeling a bit cold but even more worried about him was that he was shivering, but close together they were finally both warming up a bit.

''Can you tell me why you are so upset?'' She asked then. He looked down.

''I feel so stu…stupid…acting like this….'' He said softly.

''it is not stupid Matt, you are just struggling, but you have to talk to somebody about what happened to you, it is easier to get it out then to struggle about it alone.'' She said and he looked down, at his hand. He just wanted to feel better but did not know how to talk about it. He knew that he had to go back in his mind to the time that he was in hands of Nesbitt and all the things that had happened then. He did not want to think about it again and have all those memories haunt through his brain again.

''Matt, Matt, you really messed up this time…didn't you?'' Nesbitt said as he was sitting in front of Matt. Matt wanted to get up but the two men pushed him back down on the chairs and he was scared they could crush his shoulders. But he was more angry than scared.

He should have never taken the job from Jack and now he had tried to do the right thing, he had wanted to bring justice but now he was here.

''There was a girl coming to your apartment after we went away…what is she? A girl? Your girl?''

Gabby! Matt thought worried. She had wanted to come over to talk to him, what if they would hurt her!?

''What did you do to her?''

''Nothing…yet…'' Nesbit said then.

''Are you still worried Nesbit is somewhere out there, worried to find you?'' she asked as he was gritting his teeth and thinking about the things that had happened.

''No…not really…not about me…but I am scared…scared that he is going to hurt you….'' He admitted then. ''He…he kept saying he would hurt you.''

''Antonio and the other policemen are keeping a close eye on us to know that we will be okay.''

He nodded and she realized now that it was not just Nesbitt but he was just scared, scared because he was just scared of being hurt again or that anybody else was getting hurt because of him.

''Nobody will ever hurt you like that again, I promised and I will promise you again…'' She said then as she caressed his hand.

''You are strong and you are going to get over this. I know it has been a lot and honestly it still will be a lot, but you can overcome…and I will be here for you.'' She promised again, although he had told him this before and he nodded then and smiled.

They walked back home and at home, she felt a lot better, not just because she was not feeling so bad another but also because Matt had finally opened up to her.

NOTE: Gabby and Matt were watching a movie together and then Gabby felt sick because of the pregnancy and threw up and matt was trying to care for her but when they went back he suddenly panicked because he didn't feel safe somehow and went outside, even though Gabby didn't want to let him go alone but when she looked for him later she found him and tried to talk about it and we got some more insight and she promised him again they can get through this. Upcoming: Kelly tries to get old times again with Matt but that is not as easy as expected.

Thank you so much for reading, I hope that you enjoyed this chapter just as much as the previous chapter. Please do tell me again what you think by leaving a review and hopefully I will see you again next chapter.