stayed in my room as I sobbed over and over again. I missed Kili so much. It wasn't fair that we had so short of a time together! All I wanted was to be with him, but I couldn't! I just wanted to have somebody who cares about me, instead of having to stay with strangers. I cried myself to sleep, and entered a terrible nightmare.
I was back there; on the battlefield. I wasn't where I was fought before though. I was standing next to Kili. I had my weapons, but they were just ineffective as my enemy's blades were against me. I shouted, "Kili!" but he didn't respond. He couldn't hear me, or see me, nor feel my touch. It was torture to be so near to him, yet so far away. I saw a monstrous orc coming towards us. It was Bolg, son of Azgog. He was the one who killed Kili. Enraged, forgetting my weapons were ineffective on my enemies, I swung at Bolg. It had no effect on him, and his sword went through Kili's heart. "No, no!" I sobbed, and held him in my arms as he died. He was dead, dead, dead! I woke with a bloodcurdling scream, covered in a cold sweat. I heard a knock on the door.
"Are you all right?" Said the voice at the door.
"Yes, I'm all right. I just had a...difficult dream." I said, my voice shaky.
"Are you sure? That was quite a scream." It said.
"I am fine." I said. I heard the person walk away, and started crying again. I couldn't live without him but I had to live for the child! I wished he was here with me to see it...see our child. I simply cried.
The next day, I was treated no differently than any other person here, and I was grateful for that. I was not sure how I would be treated after waking most everyone in the inn up in the middle of the night with my scream. I tried to shake the dream, but I still felt as though any other moment I might relive it. After the morning meal I decided to wander about the town and see if there were any places who might hire me, as my gold would not last forever and I was going to have the child soon, in less then three months now.
I wandered around, but no one seemed interested in hiring me. It was only the first day of my search however, and I wasn't too discouraged. I would try again tomorrow.
Hi! This is the second to last chapter of this story! I can't wait to post the last chapter, it's a real killer! It'll be posted in the next couple of days! Starship T.A.R.D.I.S. out!