Two month past by quickly to Rin, it seem like yesterday that Sesshomaru ask her to move in with him and the mind blowing kisses they shard after she said yes. Soon after Jaken come into her room with bags of new cloths that Sesshomaru order for her all from fashion designer. Everyday they ate breakfast and dinner together and slept in the same bed, every night he kissed her goodnight and every morning he woke her up with a kiss. They haven't had sex yet and it never crossed her mind that they haven't. She was content with her life, she was happy to be with him. The first month she had to sleep in her hospital bed but after that she moves into his bedroom. His room was decorated in only black and white which was a complete opposite form her room which look like you step into a garden. After a few days of her telling how cold and lifeless the room felt and that it need a ladies touch to bring life in into the room. She was allowed to only bring in a few plants into the room and that all. Which help make the room feel more welcoming to her. The only thing they fought over is if she should continue to go to school, a fight in which he won. Only because he cheated she thought with a smile on her face. There should be a rule against using kissing to win a fight. So for the past 60 days 24hrs a day that's 1440 hours she stayed in his house and she was starting to go crazy. Lucky for her his place was so big she knew she hadn't been in every room but she need to get out and go some where.
Sesshomaru hurried home form work he had to talk to Rin about the new information that Kouga sent him. Sesshomaru still hadn't asked her about her parent he could never find the right time to ask her. But now he needs to know, he need to know why naraku wanted her and why he searching globe to find her and will pay and do anything to get her. He had to find out what information she was hiding.
The moment he enter the house he was mad, mad that he didn't have the answer he needed or wanted, mad that he couldn't find the men that harm his Rin, mad at Rin for coming into his life and making him care for her, for causing him to act like a dumb ass human in love. When the word love enter his head Sesshomaru stop died in his track just as he was about to open the door. Could he be in love with a ningen?
No not him, never he will never be in love let alone be in love with a human. Everything he was doing for Rin was just to protect her and keep her safe that all. She slept in his bed so that she will be closer to him so he could protect her better that all. And not because he needed her there or he wanted her there.
Rin notice that Sesshomaru was late so she thought she wait for him in the front of the house like a good little wife should. When she open the bedroom door the first thing she saw was Sesshomaru standing there in deep thought and looking upset.
"What wrong Sesshomaru?"
Rin voice brought him back into reality
"What are you not telling me?" He said with an anger voice
"What are you talking about?" Rin could tell he was mad, and she never really seen him upset and glade she hadn't cause the look he was giving her made her step back in fear. This is something she never felt before with him.
"I know you're not telling me something, what are you hiding? Why is the most hated, evil man I've ever met looking for you? Why did you not tell me the your parent that where killed where your adopted parent, who where your real parent and what happen to them?" With each question he ask he step closer to Rin until the back of her legs bump into bed. When she didn't answer he grab her arm and pulled her closer to his body he was so lost in his anger that he didn't know that his claws where digging deep into her skin cause her arm to bleed. Sesshomaru could sense something he never sense before coming from her body and it was fear. Sesshomaru step back from Rin with shock in his eyes. Why did she fear him he would not hurt her.
Rin didn't know what the hell was going on but this man was not the man she cared for. This was some stranger. She tired to back away from him but when he grab her arm she could not move, the pain of his claws piercing her skin was intense. The only question running through her mind was why is he hurting me, why is he yelling at me. Tears started to run down her cheeks as he tightens his grip digging his claws deep into her skin. She didn't understand that this man that looks just like her man. His wearing the cloths he left with and he has on the same shoes but Rin don't know this demon. There's no way this man could be Sesshomaru. He has to be someone else she thought. Because Sesshomaru wouldn't touch her like this and he wouldn't treat her like this. All Rin thoughts stop as Sesshomaru release her arm and step back from her with confusing in his eyes.
"Rin what wrong why can I smell on you?" Sesshomaru ask stepping closer to her but she step away from him holding her arm close to her body. Sesshomaru suddenly smelled blood, her blood he looks down at his and to his surprise he saw her blood on them. He step away from her trying to figure out what the hell happen when her voice broke his thought.
"What have you done with Sesshomaru? I know you're not him because I know my Sesshomaru wouldn't hurt me." As she finishes what she was saying she lifted up her arm to show the damage that he had cause.
Sesshomaru felt sick to his stomach at the sight of her arm and the sight of tear running down her face. Tears he knew he caused. He didn't know what to do so he grabs Rin and held her close to his body. He could fell her tried to pull away but he held her tighter.
"Please forgive me Rin" was all he could say.
Sesshomaru just held her until her crying died down. He knew she would have question for him but there would be no answer he could give her right that would explain his action.
"Sesshomaru what did I do displease you so. Please tell me so I would not do it again. I never want to see you mad at me again." Rin whisper trying to hold her tears at bay.
He lifts his hand to weep the tears from her cheek but she jump from his touch. Seeing her fear his touch made sesshomaru feel a pain in his heart he never felt before a pain he wanted gone.
Sesshomaru back away from Rin and left the room. He needed to think to get his thought together to figure thing out.
When Sesshomaru left the room Rin fell to the ground and sod. She was so lost and the one person she wanted to go to was the one that confuse her. She wonders if she should leave, but thought against it. She didn't lie when she said that she rather go through hell with him them be with anyone else. So Rin decided to wait for the man she knew she loved and be there from him like he been there for her no matter how long it took.
Sesshomaru got in his car a drove he didn't know where he was going but he needs to get away form her. Hours past and the R light was shining when sesshomaru pulled up to a gas station in the middle of nowhere. The only thought running through his head was should he keep driving or should he turn back.
(It takes a stronger man to face the truth then one whose turn away from it due to fear)
Is this what you where talking about father. Where you trying to tell me that I am weak for not facing my true feeling for Rin? Is that why I'm running now because I'm afraid? Well father your son not afraid of anything and he is not weak.
With his mind made up, he got back into his car and drove back to face the truth. To face his women that he hurt, he only hopes that Rin would be there.
Sorry if this is a little off and there spelling mistake I wrote this late at night. Hope you enjoy