Okay people chapter ten. I am guessing that from the lack of interest from chapter nine none of you knew that I replaced the chapter the chapter on Sunday night so you may want to go back and read that first and then this one. And don't forget to review coz it makes write me faster. Oh don't own glee or any of its characters, still UN bated so all mistakes are my own. Read and review. Enjoy.
The group of people watched as the paramedics loaded the blonde into the ambulance and Judy got in the back with her, whilst Kurt, Tina and Mercedes carpooled together and Brittney, Justine, Santana and Rachel got into Santana's jeep and made their way to the hospital, once the jeep had reached the hospital everyone seemed to run into the hospital but Rachel's body and mind had frozen, at thought of losing Quinn, how was going to ever going to forgive herself, Quinn had tried to kill herself when Rachel was suppose to protect her, she had let the blonde down.
"Hey Berry you coming or what?" asked Santana once she had gotten out the, but Rachel couldn't move so Santana helped her out of the car. The group were waiting for any news on the blonde when two women ran into the waiting area.
"How's Quinn?" asked the older woman. The group of people looked at the two strange women that had just arrived, wondering who these two women were.
"You came to Quinn's daughter's funeral?" Rachel asked the two women.
"Yeah we were at funeral." The shorter woman said. They group recognized the two women but still didn't know anything about them and would probably ask later.
"Are you going to tell us what happened to Quinn and how she is?" asked a frustrated Carly.
"She tried to commit suicide." Santana mumbled.
"WHAT! Why would she even consider suicide? What the hell was she thinking?" asked a very pissed Carly.
"We don't know. She doesn't talk to any of us any of us, Rachel and Quinn have been spending a lot of time together and she said that Quinnie was slowly showing improving so we decided to have a sleepover to show her that we were all here for her but I think that it just made it worse." Judy answered.
"Ok which one of you is Rachel?" asked Addison, the others pointed to the diva and Rachel raised her hand.
"Right your coming with me we are going to talk in private for a little while." Addison said as she grabbed the brunette's wrist.
"I will call you if you if we hear anything, use max's office so that way I know where you are?" replied Carly as Addison nodded and dragged the stunned and speechless diva along with her.
Right what's going on with Quinn" Addison said as she shut the door to the office.
"Uhm what do you want to know?" she asked nervously never meeting the younger woman's eyes.
"Everything, why did Quinn trust you and not anyone else?" she asked again.
"I... I wanted to spend time with Quinn so I just took her to this park that's pretty much neglected and we would just hang out and she would just paint or draw whilst I practiced my singing and or ballet." Rachel said with a sigh.
"Okay what's with the change of heart, because I know for a fact that no one wanted to know her when she was pregnant so why know? And don't even bother trying to lie to me because I can tell when a person is lying to me?" she asked.
I guess because when she was pregnant she didn't seem so depressed but when I use to go to see her every day after the funeral I realized that she wasn't grieving properly and that she was repressing her emotions which would end in a deep depression and she might do something like... what she has done." She said back to the woman.
"Okay that's understandable. I want you to explain to me how Quinn was before she knew about this sleepover and how she changed once she knew about it and tell me every single detail of what happened tonight?" she said.
"Well we started going to the park about two weeks at first she wouldn't eat or even do anything but the more time we spent together the more comfortable she goy and the more she seemed to relax around me, she still wouldn't talk to me but we had this way of communicating where I would ask her a question and hold her hand and if it was yes then she would lightly squeeze it and if not she wouldn't move, the other day Brittney came with us and we were practising whilst Quinn was painting and me and Britt fell and started to laugh and then Quinn looked up at us and she gave us this small but sweet smile, it was like the sweetest smile I have ever seen on her or anyone in matter of fact, it was only planted on her face for a few seconds and then it disappeared." Answered Rachel shyly, whilst Addison lips formed a smirk in understanding that the brunette in front of her had a crush on Quinn.
"So what happened after you told her about the sleepover?" she asked with slight amusement in her voice.
"Well I told her yesterday at the park and she kind of froze up it was like her body was with me but her mind was somewhere else, I tried to talk to her and even when I held her hand she usually would lightly hold on to mine but then she wouldn't and I let her down I knew that this stupid sleepover was going to end in disaster but I didn't do anything to stop it and now Quinn is fighting for her life because she tried to kill herself." She said as her sobs consumed her body, Addison walked up to the diva and held her.
"It's okay, she's going to get better then I am going to kick her ass, and It wasn't your fault she should have said something, right how's Quinn been coping with Sam's death, I mean how does she relieve her grief like yell or scream or even cry?" she asked the now calm brunette whom was still in her arms.
"She doesn't do anything, I have never seen her cry and she hasn't said a word since the day of Samantha's death. She just keeps it all locked up inside." Rachel said to the taller brunette that was still holding on to her. The two spoke for the next hour, they got to know each other, Rachel got an insight to what he real Quinn was like in person from Addison, whilst Addison figured out that the brunette was crushing very hard on the blonde.
In the waiting room Carly explained to the group of people how she and Quinn had met, they were introduced by Addison who is Carly's little sister, Quinn worked part time at the coffee shop that Addison also worked at the two had become friends and Addison had introduced them to one another. She also explained how she knew that Quinn was in the because her husband max was the one who was treating the blonde and asked one of the nurses to call her and tell her to get down to the hospital because there was something wrong with Quinn. Rachel and Addison walked back into the waiting area; Addison was holding a very upset brunette.
"What did you do to her?" asked Carly.
"Nothing we just talked and got to know each other, she's just upset that Quinn's in there fighting for her life." She answered back as she sat the diva down and walked up to her sister and whispered something in her ear that was inaudible to the others. The older sister looked at the brunette with a small sad smile.
Max came through the doors and walked up to the group asking if he could speak to Judy alone but she didn't mind if everyone knew what he was going to say, everyone in that room cared extremely for the blonde. He told them that they had pumped out all of the pills but there may be side effects to this like nausea and she would feel light headed and rather sleepy for a while. He also told them that they could all she her once she was conscious.
Carly and Addison walked behind max as he left the room, they all walked into his office and within a few seconds they were back with the rest of the group of people hat cared for the blonde. Carly and Addison looked at each other a few times before Addison got up.
"Hey Quinn's not going to be up for a while; I am just going to get a few things." She said to her sister.
"You want to come?" She said to the diva that nodded and got up and walked behind the older brunette, who had stopped so the diva could walk beside her rather than behind her, once the diva was at her side she placed her arm around the shorter girl's shoulders and the two walked out together.
"Since when are those two best friends?" questioned the Latina. To which no one answered the room was filled with silence as everyone sat there waiting for the blonde to wake up.
Rachel and Addison arrived at Addison's apartment building. The two brunettes's walked in silence as they got to apartment, Rachel wondered what they were doing here. They both entered the apartment as Addison walked briskly into the kitchen and started to fry up some bacon and gather some other ingredients and put them in to a bag.
"What's that for?" questioned a curious Rachel.
"Wait and see?" said the other brunette. Once Addison had everything she needed the two of them left the apartment and headed back to the hospital. Once they were back in the waiting room with the rest of the people waiting for Quinn to wake up. They could all smell the scent of bacon filling the room up. A fascinated Carly gave her sister a knowing look, which was noticed by everyone else in the room. After two hour although it felt like years had gone by a nurse came telling everyone that the blonde had woken up, they all made their way to the room except for Carly, Max and Addison, the three off them stay in the waiting room.
"So how's she really doing?" Carly asked her husband.
"Not good, it was touch and go a few times but hopefully everything should be ok. Why did she do this?" He replied.
"Don't know they said she hasn't been talking to any of them, she was close to that Rachel chick that went with you. What did she say?" she asked her little sister.
"That Quinn wasn't talking to her either and that she hadn't seen her cry or show any signs of grief. I think she's just waiting for them to kick her to the kerb like they did last year." She said as the older couple nodded in understanding.
"I guess we should get back in there. You coming babe?" asked Carly, but her husband just nodded no and pointed to the back indicating that he had other patients. The two sisters walked towards the room.
Quinn watched as the people walked into her hospital room again this scenario was getting old why couldn't they just let her let her let die in peace. She watched each face as they that entered the room, they all looked scared, worried and like they had been up all night crying. She saw her mother and sister sit at each side of her bed and reach out and take each of her hands.
The blonde looked at each person but never felt guilt that was until her eyes landed on the brunette diva, whose eyes were blood shot red from crying and her body looked crushed and her whole body language looked trampled on by fear and she looked like she was on the verge of tears again. Quinn turned her head not being able to look at diva any longer. She just lay quietly in bed as everyone around her looked at her waiting for her to talk to them or maybe a show a sign of what she was feeling like.
The door opened revealing Addison and Carly entering the room, Quinn's eyes shot up so high that she thought they were going to jump of her head. The two sisters looked at the sadly and walked up to her hugging her tightly.
"Can we speak to Quinn in private please?" Carly asked the young blonde's mother.
"Sure we will be right outside." Stated Judy with a sadness detected in her voice. The group of people left the two sisters in the room alone with the ex cheerleader.
"Where do you think you're going?" Addison asked the diva holding on to the diva wrist. Rachel indicated to the door where everyone had stopped to see the conversation between the two.
"No you're not; you are staying here with us." She stated as the others walked out of the room shutting the door behind them.
"So are you going to tell me what the hell possessed you to kill yourself and don't bother lying to me." Carly screeched but they didn't get a reply Quinn couldn't bring herself to them the real reason for trying to take her life so she turned away.
"So are we going get the silent treatment too?" asked Addison but got no reply once again. Quinn just lay on her bed with Addison and Carly sat on each side like her mother and sister did before, whilst Rachel occupied the chair beside her bed.
"I murdered her" mumbled the blonde which was heard by the other three people in the room.
"Why would you think that?" Carly asked.
"Coz it was my job to protect her and keep her safe but I couldn't, I let her down, and I let you guys down, I shouldn't be allowed to live after killing an innocent baby." She said quietly.
"Oh Quinn sweetie you are not to blame I told you it just wasn't meant to be, you have to let go of the past and grieve for Sam properly and talk you have to talk to someone and start taking care of yourself properly, that means eating all your meals." Carly said and Quinn looked down ashamed.
"Okay." She slurred.
"You will talk to Rachel and tell her how you feel and let her in to see the real you the side of you that we know." Addison said with a slight smirk whilst Quinn nodded her head faintly.
"And if you don't I have a little something that will make you change your mind." She said as she took out the cooked bacon, ice cream, and ketchup, mustard and chocolate sauce.
"Remember these. Rachel here has my number and if she for a second thinks you are falling back into a dark hole I will make you eat it the same way you made me eat it, and I know for a fact that you won't enjoy it like you did a few months ago so talk to her if not her then just call one of us." She said as she got up from her place on the bed and pulled Rachel up and sitting her on the bed.
" Come on we are going to leave you two alone to talk for a while and then everyone else will probably want to see you again." Carly got off the bed and walked up to her sister giving her a dirty look. Addison whispered something in the other woman's ear which made a smirk also grow on her face with a slight blush.
"So we should leave the two of you alone so you can talk." She said while trying to contain her laughter but it broke out before they had left the room which also made Addison laugh as well.
Rachel was pushed onto the seat by the bed by Addison and she watched as the two women had gotten the blonde to talk in the voice that she had been dying to hear so much, they had gotten her to use the voice that she was craving to hear so easily yet she had tried for weeks and never had any luck, she listened to the conversation going on by the three women on the bed with great concentration, but her heart broke as she listened to the blondes confession, how could she even think that. She felt her smile grow when Addison mentioned her name and that Rachel was the one that was going to get her better.
The two teenagers watched as the Addison whispered something in Carly's ear which made the older woman smirk and suppress her laughter. They watched as the two women left the room laughing so hard.
"I wish they pull a muscle." Quinn said her first words to the brunette who had a thousand watt smile as she nodded frantically at the blonde's statement.
"Quinn I want to talk to you about how you feel but I know it's going to take some time so how about you talk to me when you're ready and if you ever feel the way you did when you tried to..." she trailed off not wanting to even say the words.
"Okay but I don't think I will ever be able to talk to anyone about her Rachel it hurts too much." The blonde said in a voice that was barely above a whisper.
I wanted Quinn to show signs of getting better but there will defiantly be more angst coming up even with Quinn showing signs of improvement. Question time.
Did I do the right thing or was it unbelievable? (I personally feel it was slightly un realistic)
More of Addison and Carly or just one of them? Or just cut them out completely?
Santana and Quinn becoming friends again?
More Finn bashing?
That's all for now next up date will be Friday if not hen Sunday night or Monday night.