With a puzzled look I looked back at Francisca who pulled up her shoulders almost directly. 'surprised are you?' he asked. My head flipped back to see him standing way to close to me. 'mind if I sit next to you?' he asked. I looked up with no expression in my face. 'yeah I thought so.' He let the bag that was hanging on his shoulder fall on the floor. He came and sit next to me, somewhat to close if you ask me. 'let me guess you have no idea what's going on do you? Well I do.' I looked at him I knew it wouldn't be good to answer but it was out before I could stop it. 'then why don't you tell me, it seems that whatever I do I am the one that is guilty so I don't see any reason why you wouldn't.' I felt francisca's hand touch my back like she was trying to comfort me. 'well cause its fun, I like to see you suffer. You know when I say something you don't talk back. It doesn't end well, and you not staying away from my sister well that's asking.'
'you're just an asshole with a big ego and little talent, so what are you going to do now? Screw up my life? You already did that. Are you happy? You have no friends, everybody hates you and no one wants to be around you including your own sister. You know I get it it's the only thing that makes you feel important but really it's just pathetic.' I screamed out, packed my book and left. I could hear everybody whisper when I walked out of those doors but I didn't care I'm just angry or at least I think I am. I walked to the border of the forest. The solidness and calmed might calm me down and help me think. That's what it has always done. 'it's nice here isn't it?' asked Carrie who was making her way to sit next to me on the ground. 'yeah it is.' I replied smiling. 'a while ago you asked me if you could help me with my defense against the dark art right?' she asked, I nodded and smiled. 'well how good are you in potions?' she looked at me with an innocent look in her eyes. I smiled and pulled up my eyebrow. 'so you'll help me?' I made a hmm sound. 'well of course my dear. How could anyone say no to you?'
She smiled and said 'they don't' we both started laughing. 'what is it you don't get?' I asked. 'about everything really.' Carrie sighted 'well how about tomorrow around five, here?' she nodded firstly 'thank you so much.' 'no problem, but I do have to go now, I have class.' I got up and waived her a good bye, then made my way to muggle studies. I thought it was boring for the most parts. Not only because everything the professor says seems to be wrong with my own experiences but also because professor carrow seems to be the most boring one I've ever seen or had. I looked at my clock and noticed that I was getting late so I walked a little faster. Not that it really mattered he always seemed to be late himself, even later them me usually. My walk to the first floor was pretty relaxing even though the corridor was full of people trying not to be late.
When I entered the classroom the professor wasn't there yet as usual. I found my way to the seat next to Lars. 'you're later than usual?' he asked. 'yeah I was outside and forgot about the time.' I replied. 'silence!' yelled a professor walking in. I knew he was a professor because I've seen him during dinner and talking to several professors, he was way too old to be student. 'your teacher is sick.' He said bluntly, this is the first time that I saw him from close, his dark wavy hair was incredibly weird looking. And his eyes were silver. I've seen a lot but not something like that. He looked like an alien for all I cared. 'take your books and go to where you stopped last time.' he said on his weird tone. His sentences were harsh but his voice wasn't it was more of a warm deep voice. Oddly I liked him already.