I wanted to fall to the ground and cry I wanted to shed my tears. But i cant. If I cry that first tear the tears wont stop falling down. I needed to stay standing. If I fall i'll drow in pain. But if i stand ill fall down. The only way to stop this is to stand... Stand in the rain, stand my ground, Stand up when its all crashing down. All my fears are whispering in my head. The shadows in my room seemed to grow darker and longer. I feel so alone, when im alone it feels like everything is crashing down.
But im not alone... someones standing in the corner.
"You see what happens dear child... your friends paid for your mistakes. How many more will have to pay?" Slade asked me from behind.
I didnt turn around or make a sound. I stood there in pure rage. I wasnt going to run anymore. The only way to get through this was to stand up and face me fears.
Slade walked over to Seer and Sol's bodies. "What a shame, They probably planned to live a little longer. Dont worry I made sure the suffered. All of those disgusting half-breed freaks, What a waste of life" He said as he looked at the boys.
If looks cold kill then the look I gave him woud of had him pushing up dasies.
He took a few steps forward and grabbed my arm.
"Come with me child" He ordered me I didnt budge. "I will carry you if i have to" He yanked me arm.
I shot my leg up so high I kicked him in the face.
Just then beast boy burst throught the door followed by robin. Slade jumped out the window and dissapered. Robin ran to the window and tried to spot him but he was gone "DAMIT" Robin yelled Beastboy walked to me slowely. He looked terrified. I dont know why.
"It's okay Paxton, calm down, Calm down" He told me softly I looked back at the boys on the floor. Greif hit me like a brick wall, I fell to the ground and started to silently cry. But I didnt shead tears... I made a vow to my self to neve shed tears over the dead.
Beast Boy sat down next to me and wrapped his arms around me. "Its allright calm down" He told me "Whats... Wrong?" I asked him, confussed on why he kept telling me to calm down He looked at me. "You...Your eyes... are red, and... uh your hair is like pitch black" he told me i didnt respond i just looked back at the boys. Raven, Starfire, And Cyboarg walked through the door. raven gasped, Starfire wailed and Cy started to shake his head.
"Who did this?" Raven asked "Slade... He killed them and... thats Paxtons friends tail on the bed" Beast Boy told her, still holdin me
The next few hours were a blur, Beast boy carried me to the common area. I fadded in and out of consciousness. The police came and took the bodies and the tail. Robin told the corner who it was and he made me tell the cops the secret location of club regects so they could check out the crime scene. The last time I fell asleep it was 5 in the morning and Beast Boy was letting someone in the tower
I woke up around 7 am. I sat up and streached, then the memories from last night flowed through my head. I instantly grew sad. I heard Beast Boy Talking... to himself? I peeked over the sofa. Beast Boy was talking to a tall boy. The boy had short curly blond hair, he wore a purple tunic and strapped to his shoulder was a gutar. The boy was signing instead of talking. I couldnt see his face. I wonder who this is? I thought. Beast boy looked over at me.
"DUDE! Looks whos awake" He cried "Come on I made Tofu waffels and there someone here to see you". The boy turned to me. I almost screamed. It was all I had, My blood, My kin, The ghost that never left my soul.
"I missed you... Jay"
THE END... how did you enjoy this chapter in Paxtons life! sorry about how bad my writing was I wrote this long ago but never finished it. There is another book. Its called "The rise of paxton" Where paxton becoms americas sweet heart, battels the press and fights her way to peace in her soul.
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