Hey, man. I had one hell of a week. And thats a bad thing...this chick just pissed me off so badly. Actually me and Bella have something in common. We both cry when we get mad. Well, this chick cussed me out at school for something i didn't do and i cried for two hours. But luckily my friends were there to help me get through it and call her a &$# . lol. Anyways, im always interested in making new friends so if u guys ever just want to talk to me, im here and please, Please review! It makes my day better:
Goldilox07
this chapter is in Bella's POV. It may change in the middle so WATCH OUT! Lol. Everything belongs to Stephenie Meyer.
Chapter 10
Bella's POV
When we got back to the house. Everyone seemed to be waiting for us in the living room. Right as I walked through the door, Alice came bounding up to me and pulled me in for a hug.
"Oh thank you Bella!" she screamed.
"What?"
I looked over to everyone, and they were all smiling. Alice hugged me tighter and said. "Lily is really coming over tomorrow?" she asked.
I let go of her and nodded. She squealed and I put my hand up to shush her.
"Alice! Calm down. It's not that big of a deal." I said.
"But it is..." She said. I was going to ask what she meant when Edward put his arm around my waist. I looked up at him and he kissed me lightly.
"Well, don't you have something else to share with us Bella?" Alice asked. Making everyone aware that there was. I walked over to the love seat and sat with Edward. Then everyone else came and where scattered about. On the floor, chairs, on other people's laps.
"Well." I began. "As you all know. I have invited Lily to spend some time with just us girls. You know, have some female bonding." Emmett laughed at that and Rosalie smacked him. "Anyways, I was talking to her and she will be coming over around 1 tomorrow. Is that alright?"
"Of course Bella." Esme said.
"Good. I told her we'll probably go shopping or something." Alice smiled and I rolled my eyes.
"I told her that if we should change our minds, like have a sleep over or something, I would call her."
"Well that sounds like fun." Rosalie said.
"Yeah. Dress up on another human!" Alice bellowed.
"ALICE!" Everyone chastised.
"There will be no dressing up on Lily." Carlisle said. "Unless she wants to be. We don't want to scare her off."
"Like she isn't already." Emmett barked.
"She already knows. There isn't a problem. Thats mostly the reason why she is so inclined to meet us." Edward said.
"It is?" I asked. He looked to me and nodded.
"Okay. It's settled. Should I call her for a sleep over?" I asked.
"Yes of course. We can always kick the boys out anyways." Esme said. I smiled and stood up. But Edward pulled me down. I looked at him oddly.
"Isn't there something else?" He asked. Oh he was good. They all were just too damn good.
"Yeah..." I groaned.
"Well?" Carlisle asked.
"Well, you know since Jacob is back and everything...well, what I mean is..." I couldn't find my words. I thought for a moment and just blurted it out. "Jacob wants to know if maybe tomorrow, he could hang with you guys. And perhaps go to the bachelor party." I said in one breath. "He feels left out, and I want him to be in our family. He has most definitely agreed to behave. As long as you guys do." I said.
They all thought for a second then Jasper, ever so quiet, spoke up. "Why does he want to hang with a bunch of bloodsuckers?" He asked.
"You know...I really don't know." I said.
"He wants to be apart of our family. Like Bella is. Not in the marriage, intimate sense, but in the friends and family sort of way. He loves his family in La push. But now, when everyone seems to be imprinting, everything is slowing down for them. The only people Jacob sees now are his father and Sam. There is no one else for him. Except Lily of course." Edward said.
"He does?" I asked. Well, that was sad. I never had thought of it like that. Everyone was growing up. The only way he seemed to feel alive again was to hang with blood thirsty vampires? This was all to weird.
"Yes."
"Well, then you may tell him that he is welcome any time he wishes. As long as everyone behaves, and that means you too Emmett. No more rude sarcastic comments. He is welcome." Carlisle said.
"I will tell him." I smiled. Everything was working out just perfectly.
"Well, now that everything is cleared up, I'm going to go call Lily." I said standing and leaving the living room.
I pulled out the phone that Edward had given me before, and dialed the Black's phone number. Jacob answered on the second ring.
"Hello?" His husky burr said. He sounded a bit breathless.
"Hey Jacob. Is Lily there? I need to talk to her." I said.
"Yeah...but she's busy right now." He said.
"Really? With what?"
"Um..." He stammered. "She's in the shower." Is sounded more like a question than an answer.
"O-k-a-y." I said. "Can I leave a message then?" I asked.
"Yeah." his breath was shallow and fast.
"Okay, well tell Lily that we are having a sleep over, so if she has any clothes then to bring them, but if not, we have plenty. Okay?" I said.
"Uh...pant pant...Uh...he was breathing extremely hard and fast...Yeah." He croaked.
"Jacob are you okay?" I asked.
He didn't answer but I heard his fast shallow breaths on the other line. Then I heard a soft moan. I pushed my ear tighter to the phone and heard the soft cries that where coming from Lily. And they grew louder, and louder, and louder! And Jacob started groaning! Right here on the phone with me!
"Uh..." I said nervously. "I'm going to go." I said and hug up before I could hear anymore.
What nerve! They were having sex, and Jacob answered the freaking phone!! I'm going to get him for that! When I walked to the door of the kitchen and opened it I found the whole family standing there. Where they listening in on my conversation.
"What?" I said annoyed.
"Feeeuwww!" Emmett yelled. "They were getting busy!!!" He said. I glared at him and pushed through them all and ran up the stairs. Before I got the the room, Edward swiped me off my feet. Literally. I clung to him and closed my eyes.
"Are you alright?" He asked me when we were seated on the bed.
"Yeah. Just shaken up." I said. "Stupid mutt." I muttered.
"You know, don't be so hard on Jacob. I know exactly how he feels. Every moment of everyday, I want to be able to touch you like he's able to touch Lily. I want to be made one with you." He said.
"Edward..." I began but he touched my lips with his fingers.
"Don't. I know that it will pay off in the end. It's just hard." He said. I grimaced. I couldn't believe I was tormenting him so with my stupid wants and beliefs. And it seemed weird to me that just a month ago I was the one jumping all over him. Now, the tables have turned and I am the one who says that we need to wait. I am such a hyprocrate.
"You are not." Jasper yelled from outside the door. "It's half Edward's fault you know!" He said.
I smiled. I always liked Jasper, despite the fact that he tried to bite my head off on my last birthday. He always keeps to himself and I sometimes wonder how much pain and suffering he must have really been in. Every time I even in the same room as him I can feel the intelligence and wiseness of him. And it makes me feel even more dimwitted then I already am.
"I love you, you know." Edward said quietly in my ear. He had been so quiet that I almost forgot he was holding me. Almost. I looked up at him and kissed him lightly.
"I know. I love you too." And he kissed me deeply. It shouldn't still surprise me that whenever Edward and I got into this close proximity, my heart would beat a hundred miles per second. He always thinks that it will be too much someday. Further more reason to change me as soon as possible. I thought to myself.
Edward held me in his arms until I finally drifted off into my own little world of sleep. Tomorrow he's going to get it and he won't even know it. Was my last coherent thought before I drifted off into the obis.
Lily's POV
When I woke up, I was still naked, and still in Jacob's arms. Last night was unbelievable. Though I found it a bit frustrating when he picked up the phone. I mean, come on! We were having passionate love and he picks up the phone. That just pisses me off right there. I'm going to have to punish him for that. He distracted me. Grr.
But the things he did to me last night. God, I didn't know he knew such things. And this was his second time! I was the one who took his virginity away from him. But wow. I am still blushing about it. He seemed pleased with my performance. Not that I was a virgin before I met him. But he doesn't need to know that.
The boy who took it was just my boyfriend and we had been going out for three months and everyone was doing it. It didn't seem like a big deal back then. I mean it was when I was sixteen. So he wouldn't know if I were a virgin or not. It is said that you have to have sex constantly to get your...place...to stretch and stay that way. I just hope he doesn't suspect. It's not like I still love Thomas. He was my third boyfriend. And I thought I had loved him at the time. It just didn't work out. For either of us.
Well, he moved away and I stayed in Forks. We went our separate ways and I eventually moved away. After graduation, nothing seemed to be enough for me. Not that the place I moved to was better than Forks, I just needed to get away.
It now seems ironic that I had never met Jacob before. He has lived in La push all his life. I suppose our age difference is the reason. I can't believe I'm four years older than him! But love has no boundaries. We are supposed to be together. That much has already been proven. And nothing, will ever tear us apart.
Though it is amazing, I would have never thought that I would be with someone like Jacob. He is my own personal dream hunk. He's tall; I like my men tall. He's absolutely gorgeous, and he is ripped. He is lean and packed with two hundred plus pounds of solid muscle. His hair isn't as long as I would like it to be. But it is now a few inches past his shoulders. He told me that he had it down to his waist once. I shivered with anticipation when he told me that.
Sometimes It is completely unfathomable to me why he would be the one for me. Surly I don't deserve a man as beautiful and perfect as he. But perhaps I have reached my break after all. He is what ever man ought to be. He is perfect in every way that I am not. I could not have asked for more.
"What are you thinking?" he asked me running his fingers gently across my arm.
"You." I said smiling.
"Really? Any details you might tell me?" He asked.
"Hm...I wouldn't give you the satisfaction." I teased. He flipped me over so that he was on top of me and I laughed. He smiled and bent his head down to kiss me.
"Now thats not nice." he said. "Refusing to give information." he clucked his tongue at me. "You will be severely punished for this." He said.
"Oh...the big bad wolf is going to punish little ol' me?" I mocked. He smiled and started tickling me.
"Hey!" I laughed and crumpled up into a little ball. "Stop it!" I yelled still laughing.
"I told you, punishment." He laughed and then he captured me in his arms and kissed me fearsomely.
"This is your punishment?" I said past his lips.
"Umm...more will come." He said.
"Can't wait..." I said kissing him. "But I really need to get ready." I looked at the clock and it said 12:03.
"Now?" He whined.
"Yes now. Don't worry. You'll be fine here. It's only one night without me."
"Only one night? It will feel like forever!"
I smacked him lightly. "Let me have some fun." I said.
"Am I not fun enough?" He mocked teasingly.
"Your all I need. But I'm a selfish girl. I need friends too." I said jumping up.
"Alright." He said. "But when you get back, your not leaving this house for at least...a week." he said.
"Now who's selfish?" I asked.
"Ha! I never said I wasn't." He said.
I smiled at him, grabbed some clothes and headed for the bathroom. He still had that stupid smirk on his face when I left the bedroom.
I thought I took a short shower trying to hurry. But it ended up on being a thirty minute shower.
"Damn." I said. Bella would be at the line in less than fifteen minutes! I rushed back to the bedroom after doing my hair and brushing my teeth.
"I packed your stuff for you. I thought you might be late getting out of the shower." Jacob said. He had pulled on jeans. His hair was tussled in every which way and he looked even more gorgeous than normal standing there in nothing but jeans and his coppery skin that melted over full muscles.
I gulped and lost my train of thought. Could it be possible that I still feel nervous around him? After all that we've been through together?
"Thanks." I managed.
He looked up at me from throughout his falling hair.
"Your welcome. You'd better put on you shoes. Your going to be late. I'll go start the car." he said. He came over to me, kissed me and went out the door.
I pulled on my shoes and picked up my bag and headed out the door. Jacob was in the car already and he looked sad. Maybe it shouldn't bother me. It was only one night. He didn't need to be such a drama queen. It's not like I'm dying and he'll never see me again.
I opened the door but he still had his gaze out his side window. Watching the trees sway in the wind. I closed the door and he reached for the key to start the car. We pulled away from the house and he turned onto the road that would take me to the line.
"It's only one night." I told him. "Don't worry. Bella won't let anything happen to me."
"I know." But he sounded as though he wasn't entirely convinced.
"Alright then." I folded my arms across me chest and looked out my window. The trees where so beautiful in Washington. With all the rain we've been getting I'm not surprised.
Just then, I thought it had been my imagination, but I thought I saw a large animal moving along with the car deep in the forest. I looked at Jacob and he glanced at me from the corner of his eye, not bothering to move his head.
"There following us. Making sure we're okay. Thats Sam." He said nodding to the giant wolf running in the forest. I gulped.
"Thats Sam?" I peeped. "He's absolutely enormous!"
"I'm not much smaller. Since he's older, he's bigger." Jacob said. "Thats what we look like. In case you've been wondering." he said stiffly.
"Why can't I see you?" I asked.
"Because it's not safe Lily. I could hurt you." he said. "I don't want to take that chance."
I didn't say anything to that. Now I understood what he meant. The wolves were huge! They were possibly bigger than a horse!
"We're here." He said. I looked out the wind shield and saw the Volvo in the distance. Bella opened the passenger door and waved at me. Edward was in the drivers side and he smiled.
"I'll call you when I need to be picked up." I said.
He nodded but kept his gazed locked on the vampire in the Volvo. I sighed and opened the door. A strong arm clasped around mine and Jacob pulled me to him. He crushed his lips with mine and I breathed him in. His lips moved roughly against mine and then all of the sudden they were gone. I looked at him and I furrowed my brow.
"You'd better go." he said. I got out of the car and slammed the door. What the hell is wrong with him? I thought. He is just being retarded.
"Hey Lily!" Bella said hugging me when I approached the car. She opened the door for me and I climbed into the back seat.
"Hello Edward." I said politely. "It's nice to finally meet you." He smiled at me.
"Yes. It's nice to finally meet the imprint we've all heard so much about." He said looking at Bella.
"What?" she said innocently.
I looked out at Jacob and he was sitting there glaring at Edward. I narrowed my eyes and he eventually pulled away. Actually he sped away, spinning the tires and throwing mud everywhere.
"What the hell is wrong with him?" I muttered. Edward heard me because he looked at me and frowned. Bella got into the car and shut the door.
"So, are you ready to have some fun?" she said.
"Yes, I am." I said.
