A/N A lot of people have been telling me to put Bella with Jet instead of with Edward. I will only do this if enough people review to tell me that they want it like that. I'll need about 20 reviews before I can put Bella with jet. Sorry, but I don't want to ruin the story so I'll just keep my mouth shut…

Anyway, this chapter will tell you why Edward was acting so weirdly with Jet and also the whole thing with Alice and Tanya…

Edward's POV

120 years.

120 years since my Bella died.

And it was my entire fault.

I had attended the funeral from a far for I knew that I was not welcome. They should all blame me for her terrible death.

She died because of me.

As soon as I had gotten the news of her death, everything that I believed in- that she was happy and safe- came crashing down on me like a boulder crashing into the sea.

I had wanted to end my own life, though I knew I couldn't be with her; her innocent soul would go to heaven whereas I would go to the deepest, darkest pits of hell.

After the funeral, Carlisle and Esme decided to take us to Alaska to take our minds of things.

They had both felt an overwhelming amount of sadness for they felt as if the had lost a daughter.

Emmett was also bereaved as he had lost his little sister. He had Alice but she wasn't the same as the blushing, klutzy human they had come to love.

Alice was also very mournful that she had lost her sister, best friend and human sized Barbie doll.

Jasper felt the guiltiest. He blamed in entirely upon himself for what had happened.

Rosalie was still being her selfish, vain self and kept telling us to get over Bella.

That's when I snapped.

I had yelled and screamed and thrashed about for three days straight and after that, she just sat sulking and just said those hurtful things in her head.

Then, when we went to Alaska to see the Denali's, everything changed…

It was an ordinary day and I was just doing what I always did; mourn for my lost love.

I was sat on the porch steps of the Denali's house when it happened…

I was oblivious and too caught up in my own thoughts to realize that someone was stood behind me until it was too late.

She pounced.

Jumping on my back, she put her hand over my mouth to stop the yelling I was going to give her.

I turned around and stared right into the eyes of…Tanya.

I shoved her away before glaring at her a hissing, "What did you do that for? Can't you see I'm a little busy at the moment?"

She raised her eyebrows. "Busy? If that's what you call grieving over a stupid dead human, than you must not have come out of your cell yet…though I could change that…" she trailed off suggestively.

I growled.

"Oh, you're so sexy when you growl," she purred, "And I bet I can make you growl my name."

I narrowed my eyes at her.

Then, before I could even process what was happening, she was on me, pinning me to the ground and kissing me.

Her urgent, passionate kiss was something I had never experienced before.

I couldn't have done this with Bella because she was much too fragile for me to hold her tightly and kiss her with this much passion.

I tried to get Tanya off me, I really did, but her kiss got angry and she pushed my lips open, her tongue snaking into my mouth.

Suddenly, the weirdest thing happened.

I kissed her back.

I tried to stop, but I couldn't and that when I felt it.

I wasn't in control of my mind any more.

I wound my arms around her neck and kissed her with the most passion I could muster up.

I didn't care if anyone saw us.

And anyway, they couldn't see or know about this because everyone else had gone hunting leaving me and Tanya alone.

I picked her up and carried her to my room.

I didn't bother closing the door behind me; no one was here to see us doing this.

I laid her onto the bed and looked down at her with confused, but mostly lust filled eyes.

"I…need you in me…now," she panted, her breathing her heavy.

I nodded and tore my clothes off while she watched with greedy eyes.

Then, I ripped through her clothes until I found the pale and sexy body…

We were halfway through making love when we heard an intake of breath.

I froze and so did Tanya beneath me and we both looked up to see Alice, Kate and Irina stood in the doorway, staring at us in horror.

That's when I realized what I had been doing and a rush of guilt took over me.

Suddenly, the guilt disappeared as soon as it had come and all I felt was a deep lust for Tanya.

"Edward, what are you doing?" demanded Alice in a mixture of horror and disgust.

"What does it look like I'm doing?" I sneered back.

"Fucking my sister," replied Kate, her voice shaking.

"Tanya, I always thought you were a bitch you were a bitch, but I didn't think even you could go that low," said Irina icily.

Tanya's sisters left but Alice still stood in the doorway.

"Edward, how could you do this? To me, to Bella?" she said, her voice cracking as if she was near tears; though she couldn't cry.

She shook her head and left.

I looked down at Tanya.

He had an evil gleam in her eye.

I heard her thoughts.

Someone in this family has to go…and I know just who it should be…

Tanya's POV

I was waiting outside on the porch steps after my heated evening with Edward.

Oh, he was good.

Too bad Bella didn't get a taste of him.

I snorted at the thought.

It was good that she had died. Edward would have killed her anyway during a little kiss-nothing as passionate as what we shared of course- but a kiss al the same.

I growled at the thought of my Edward kissing that filthy human child Bella.

The thought made me sick.

"What are you growling about?" hissed a soft voice behind me.

I whirled around and narrowed my eyes at Alice.

She gave me death glares in return.

"Oh, just how good it was felt when your darling brother was inside me," I said sweetly, "and how great it is that our little innocent Bella died."

Now it was Alice's turn to growl.

"Yeah, well innocent isn't what you are, is it? My brother wouldn't just 'fall for you' as you so guiltlessly put it. You manipulated him! I know it so don't think about using your damn stupid lies with me," she whisper-screamed.

"What, so you think I have some sort of manipulation power?" I asked airily-though I was getting anxious.

She was getting warmer now.

"Yes, as a matter of fact, I do. What else could make my chaste brother 'fall in love' with you?" she hissed glaring at me again.

I decide to give in- this was the perfect chance to put my devious plan into action.

I slowly advanced toward her, slyly deciding my moves at the last minute and changing my mind so the vision would have holes in it.

She narrowed her eyes at me- she knew something big was coming.

"Yes, I guess your right- I do have manipulation powers and to be honest, I'm quite surprised none of you actually knew. Though I did manipulate Elezar into not saying anything- in fact, I don't think he hardly remembers anything. Anyway, more to the point, I have a little problem. You see, now that I have my hands on Edward, or rather now I am in his pants, I have the full right to be classed as his mate and therefore, join your coven. But the problem is, Carlisle is a bit suspicious at the moment and he thinks the Volturi may do something if his coven gets any bigger.

So, my little plan is that I need to get rid of one of you to be with my Edward."

Alice looked at me, her face horror struck.

I gave an evil smile and carried on, a little loudly this time since no one was home- Edward had gone out hunting, the others weren't back yet and who cares where my two slutty sisters are?

"And, I have put a lot of careful thought into this decision and have decided that, it is you who should leave."

I smiled triumphantly as a mixture of different emotions crossed her face.

"You…you can't do that! You can't just go up to someone and decide to 'eliminate' them! That's just wrong, there's no one in the world with a soul cold enough to do that!" she yelled.

I smiled again, a sweet sickly smile.

"Yes dear Alice, but have you forgotten? We vampires don't have souls!" and with that, I flounced off leaving Alice sputtering on the porch.

We were all sat in our living room.

I was waiting for my plan to kick into action.

Alice walked in.

She had gone for a quick hunt, except I had made her do a little more than that…

I suddenly jumped up from where I was sitting in Edward's lap.

"Look, look! Alice's eyes, they're red!" I shrieked in horror.

Everyone turned to stare.

And indeed, Alice's eyes were red.

"She must have eaten a human on the way back!" I continued in a disgust filled voice.

Everything happened very quickly then.

Jasper and Alice had a moment together where jasper was asking her why she would do such things.

Alice was also crying along with Esme who was told to stay back.

Edward seemed a little thrilled after I told him that I was joining his coven.

Alice was told to leave, to join another coven, to do anything she wanted but come back to them.

Alice left that night and I joined the Cullen family leaving behind my own.

Kate and Irina didn't really care that I was going to be honest.

We decided to go back to Forks when I made sure that everyone was over the whole Bella issue.

I knew they would forget about her sooner or later.

I just didn't wait.

Edward's POV:

Fork's high.

The name rang a bell somewhere but I didn't really care.

I guess I was happy with Tanya, though I still felt ultra confused.

We all got out of the car and looked around cautiously.

I could hear vile, dirty thoughts running through people's thoughts about me and Tanya.

They didn't really seem to notice Emmett and Rosalie who were making out in the car. I told the both to grind each other somewhere else and they got out of my car with a huff. Jasper was the only 'single' one so the female population decided to smother themselves on him for once.

Then suddenly, it all changed.

Tanya suddenly moved and something in me told me to pounce.

I lunged at on jasper.

He thought about ducking, but I grabbed him by the collar and smashed his head against the tarmac floor.

The floor got a dent in it.

Someone screamed.

I didn't take any notice and kept up what I was doing.

Suddenly, some big guy lumbered over and pulled Jasper off me.

Okay, now I was shocked.

One, what had I just being doing and two, this guy was strong.

Really strong.

I realized he was a vampire, but then I realized I couldn't hear his thoughts.

This was unusual and it also brought back too many bad memories.

I lightly jumped to my feet and was about to move, when the weirdest thing happened.

I stopped thrashing about and stayed exactly where I was.

I saw Tanya's look of surprise and wondered what that was all about.

Then, I heard Jasper's thoughts as he took a step towards…Oh. My. God. The most beautiful creature I had ever seen I my existence.

She was stood there looking all worried when suddenly, Jasper thought it.

Bella.

Before he could take another step towards the goddess-on-earth woman, I was in front of him, guarding him.

Another guy-who I presumed was also a vampire due to the fact that he got there faster than me- was also in front of my brother.

"Stay away from her!" he snarled defensively.

I froze.

He didn't just talk to my brother like that.

Okay, none of the Cullen's took orders like that.

I glared at the intruder as he stared back at me evenly.

"And who say's you can boss my coven around?" I demanded.

"I do what I want- and that includes talking to a member from you're coven like that," he replied back coolly.

"Well then, you can just piss off before I tear you to shreds!" I sneered back.

He curled his lip up into a sneer. "You want to try it?" he taunted.

I leaned up close to him so only he could hear.

"Yes, I do. And I want to do it tonight, at midnight," I hissed.

Then, I grabbed Tanya and me and the rest of the family walked away leaving the other vampires behind.

A/N okay, I hope that explains a couple of things for you. The rest of the question answer stuff will come in later chapters.

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Thanx,

Amethyst

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