Seeing Kendall peek into the auditorium is just a miracle. He's so loyal, yet, I ask him if I can be alone and he chooses to go and peeks in on me. He's different. My friends are different. I'm different. My life isn't going the way it's supposed to. Instead of me enjoying my life that used to be, I'm here, facing problems that no one else could possibly be able to face at all. Being one of those suffering stars, no one seems to care about me now. And what I mean by don't care is they don't care if I'm okay or not. Not the "oh she's nothing anymore" kind of care. I miss my life, and it could stay like this forever. I'm clueless, and hurt. My friends are acting like they hate me, Kendall is disobeying me, and my heart is just breaking by the minute. Everyone said nothing could go wrong in my life 'cause I'm so nice and kind. I didn't do anything to anyone and yet my life is ruined. I'll never get the wedding I've always dreamed of with "the one", I'll never get my life back. I walked down the steps of the stage and walked out. I walked down the hall, and all eyes were on me. I didn't mind them. I knew it would be like this. I'd have to get used to this if my life would be like this forever. Mumbles were around me and I just glared at them and they stopped. What could I do now? I got kicked out of my own apartment (one that I paid the bill for), Kendall's roommates won't let me in their apartment, and I'm just some small little nothing anymore. My life is a wreck. Behind me walked Kendall, trying to talk to me.
"STOP IT!" I yelled, turning around to see a jaw-dropped Kendall. He looked at me in disbelief.
"I am so, so, so sorry." I say, pulling him into a hug. "I'm just so stressed, I don't know what to think and my life is just ruined."
Kendall just shook his head and walked away. Ugh. I feel so bad. It's not my fault though, well, maybe it is. My life is just... different, everything is just different, now that this all happened. I"m not sure of anything that has happened to me in the past month. I can' believe it's already been a month and none of my friends have dropped it. It's a shame.
Author's post-note:
So, I know, I finally updated, and um, I know it's pretty short, but I'm just doing the best I can. I am glad to tell you that I won't be ending Nina's journey too early...I'm making 14 more chapters. Meaning this story will have 24 chapters. I promise I will be updating ALOT more...aw, who am I kidding...no one is really reviewing or favoriting or anything anyway...gosh...well, I guess that's it.
~WrittenHereForever