A/N: I know it's really short, but I still have exmas so I don't have much time. Hope you will like it anyway :D Would love reviews!

He shut the door behind him and took a deep breath. He leaned his head to the door and rested it there for a while. Had he given up to soon? Maybe he shouldn't have said he was done. Because it didn't feel like he was done, it still felt like it always did. That he was completely in love with Serena Van der Woodsen.

"I love you!"

"I love you so damn much!"

He couldn't believe what he was hearing. He quickly threw the door open and looked at her with surprise.

She stared back, just as surprised as him.

"You're still here…" She whispered.

He didn't let her say anything else, he walked quickly towards her. He took her face in his hands and kissed her. And this time he wasn't about to let her pull back. He wouldn't let her run this time.

She kissed him back. With just as much force and eager.

Eventually they pulled back and just stood still and stared into each other eyes.

She rested her forehead on his and took a deep breath.

"Are we really going to do this?" She whispered, scared he would take it the wrong way.

"Us…"

He stroke her cheek and kissed her forehead.

"You bet we are."

And then he didn't say anything else just kissed his way down her neck and collarbone. Then he grabbed hold of her t-shirt and gently removed it from her body (It was the only thing she was wearing).

Seconds later she did the same with his shirt.

"Nate…Maybe…My bed…" she halfway moaned when he kissed his way down her shoulder and her breasts.

"Mm…"

He grabbed hold of her and lifted her from the ground.

"Nate!" She squealed.

He laid her down at the silky sheets and gently placed himself on top of her. Before he started kissing her again he had to take all of her in. It was almost painful to watch her. He realiesed just how much he had missed her.

"You are so beautiful it hurts" He kissed her nose and she giggled.

But suddenly her expression was much more serious.

"I'm scared, Nate…"

Those words surprised him and he looked at her with concern.

"I'm scared I'm going to ruin us again. I'm scared this is all a dream and I'm scared you won't be here when I wake up in the morning…"

A single tear made its way down her cheek. He wiped it away immediately.

"You not trying to ruin us were the thing that was starting to ruin us. And this feels like a dream, but I assure you it's not."

"See"

He pinched his own arm and she had to laugh.

"And I promise you, Serena, I'm not going anywhere…"

She lifted her head up a little and cut him off with a bruising kiss.

He pressed his lips against her, gently and hungrily all at once. He let his tongue sweep between her lips. He had wanted this for so long.

Their legs got all tangled up and Nate moved his hands lightly across her stomach. He moved his hands upwards and whispered her name against her neck while he kissed her skin.

"Nate" It was only a breath.

It felt so good to have him touch her again, tracing kisses all over her skin.

His hands found hers and he held her wrists lightly, pinning her down. She shivered beneath him when his lips started to drop lower again, his lips moved between her breasts...

"You taste so good…" He groaned.

He pulled her shorts down her legs while she tried to unzip his pants.

They were looking at each other like there was no one else in the world. The look in his eyes in that moment almost made her cry.

Then his hands drifted right between her legs and she made a little sound, very close to a sigh. The sound that he was the cause of almost makes him lose it.

"Nate..." Her hands was clutching at his back. She breathed heavily and was nipping at his lips.

He needed her and she needed him just as much.

She wrapped him up in her, her arms around his neck and her legs tightly around his waist. Eventually she slipped a hand between their bodies to guide him.

And then everything was gone for a moment.

She took a deep breath while he watched her. He was still stunned by how perfectly their bodies fitted together.

They were a perfect fit in any aspect of life.

"Serena…" he moaned as her hips bucked against his

She kissed him franticly and swallowed his quiet screams.

He breathed heavily between their kisses and she was clenching around him as he went deeper into her with every thrust.

She came with his name on her lips and he followed her seconds later.

She was gasping for air while she buried her face against his neck.

"You okay?" He whispered.

She nodded.

"Never been better"

She said when he tenderly kissed her cheek.

She made a contended little sound and cuddled up against him tiredly.

"I love you so much."

He whispered in her ear when she fell asleep, happier than she had been in a long long time.