I've always been hated in my clan. For a long time, I thought it was because they were jealous of me. Now, I realize that it was I was a self-centered, bossy, stuck-up, brat. Ever since I was a kit, I was rude, arrogant and thought I was the best. My parents were the only cats who loved me, and they encouraged me. They said I was perfect, too perfect for the clan.
Whenever the other kits snapped at me, they would always say, "Don't worry Starkit, they just don't realize that you're perfect. You're too perfect for them." And I always believed them, until the others exiled me, and told me what I did wrong.
"Let me play too!" I ordered. The other kits, Mosskit, Vinekit, Spiderkit and Sparkkit were playing a new game called, 'Battle'.
Vinekit scowled at me. "No! We don't wanna play with you!"
"Yeah!" Mosskit agreed. Sparkkit and Spiderkit nodded.
I ran over to my parents and told them what they said. So my parents said, "Don't worry Starkit, they just don't realize that you're perfect. You're too perfect for them."
I nodded, and kept that message in mind. They were jealous of me.
When I became an apprentice, their hate grew stronger. I constantly slept, and left the hunting and training to them. I ate prey without catching anything, and lost at every battle. When the first battle came, I was no use. I just watched from begind a tree while they fought. I mean, they were like my servants!
My parents were so proud of me after battle, coming out with no wounds at all. The other apprentices tried to tell them that I didn't even fight, but they didn't listen. All that mattered was that I had no wounds. See? I was perfect. No, of course you don't. Nobody saw me as perfect. They saw me as stuck-up and self-centered, like I said before. And I guess I was.
The clan leader didn't think I should be a warrior, but my parents threatened to kill him if he didn't. So he did, reluctantly. My name was Starshine. The other apprentices' names were: Vinetail, Mossleap, and Sparklight. Spiderpaw was still an apprentice, since he was one moon younger than us.
Then, there was another battle. Again, I didn't lift a paw to help. I was the only one free when Stormpaw was about to be killed, but I didn't help. And the cats were really angry at me. They blamed me for her death, and they said I wasn't a ture warrior. They said I lied when I took the oath and said I would protect my clan even at the cost of my life. Again, my parents told me,
"Don't worry Starlight, they just don't realize you're perfect. You're too perfect for them."
One day, my clan had enough. The leader exiled me. These were the words he spoke:
"Starlight, you are no longer a part of our clan. You are an arrogant, stuck-up, jerk! Nobody wants you here! Be gone!" He said.
My parents tried to get me to stay, but it was no use. I was exiled.
I didn't survive long as a rogue. A fox killed me.
In StarClan, I saw something that made me want to kill my parents. They were having another kit. My father told my mother,
"Don't worry Blossomfur. Our kit is going to be perfect! Our kit is going to be too perfect!"
OH MY GOD! STARLIGHT/GLEAM IS BACK! NOOO! xD