EPOV
I don't know what to think. I just stood there in the hallway, watching Bella walk away from me a second time now. I need to talk to her, I can't handle it anymore. I tried many times but she wouldn't answer and it was driving me insane.
I called her over and over again. She never once accepted my calls, she even texted me once. But when I told her who I was she never replied back.
I leaned against the wall thinking of how stupid I am and how I should chasing her right now. But maybe I should just let her go and do her own thing. Maybe she needs it.
My phone started vibrating frantically in my pocket, my heart sped at the thought that it could be Bella. But it sunk when I realized it was just Emmett.
"Hello?" I said.
"Eddie!", Emmett boomed; "where are you at?"
"In a hallway."
"Dude, what did I tell you, stop being with Jessica!" Emmett said, "No one wants to 'just walk right through'!" He said jokingly.
I sighed, but laughed a little. "What do you want, Em?"
"Hm, ah, I was wondering if you wanted to go to a party tonight?"
"Where at?"
"Our lounge." Emmett said.
"Time?"
"Eight." Emmett said, then added, "but you never arrive at a party exactly at the time it starts. So, more like eight-thirty."
"Alright. Maybe it's what I need at the moment. Just to have a little fun…" I said sort of lamely.
"What happened with you and Bells?"
I sighed once again. "To sum it all up, we argued, and I blocked her way out and tried to kiss her because I knew she wanted it, I wanted it, but apparently I thought wrong because she rejected me and I let her walk away from me a second time."
"Dude, you're so fucked up right now. You need to fix this with her before Black tries to get to her." Emmett said.
"You don't think I know this? What do you think I'm trying to do?" I replied a little icily.
"Obviously, nothing." Emmett said sarcastically.
"Dude, fuck you. I'll see you at eight-thirty." And we hung up.
I didn't really know what I was going to do for an hour and a half. I decided I'd go to take a walk around campus. It'd keep me occupied for awhile.
I walked to the nearest exit and walked along the bike path, it was chilly and gray out, like it always is. I'm getting pretty annoyed with it actually, I want some sun back for God's sake. It is that hard to ask?
Apparently it is because it started to sprinkle rain. I groaned and walked into the nearest building which was the library.
I wiped my shoes off the mat that said, "welcome" and sat at the nearest empty table waiting for the rain to stop because I know it was going to rain harder anytime now. I sat in the chair slouching and looking at the shelves of books.
I don't really understand what the point is in having a library, especially with our technology we have today. Like the Kindles, we don't need books anymore. Computers, we can do research on there. Isolation and quietness? What do you think you're dorm room is for? I honestly think the library is a waste of school funds.
I kept staring at the shelves of books, but then a figure blocked my way.
"Oh, Eddie." She said.
I knew who it was.
"Hi, Jessica." I said annoyed. How can she even find me? Is she a fucking stalker? Probably, it wouldn't surprise me and couldn't she tell I don't want to talk right now, and especially to her? She's the whole damn reason why I am here in the fucking first place. If she had to come to the fucking pizza place I could be with Bella right now.
"It looks like you need to talk." She said softly.
Apparently she can't tell.
"Nah, I'm okay." I said, still slouching in my chair.
"Now, Edward, you know there is something you want to talk about. I know it. It's better to get it off your chest…" She said leaning in closer to the middle of the table.
I inhaled and almost coughed. Her perfume was over powering. God, was she annoying. She's like a fly, she buzzes around you constantly and you try to swat the fly away but you keep missing it. She was definitely like a fly.
I thought what I wanted to talk about. "You know Jessica, I do need to talk…" I said innocently, sitting up straighter.
She smiled slightly. "What is that Edward?"
"You…" I trailed. Looking at my hands and then to her eyes.
She looked like she was about to melt. "What about me..?" She almost purred.
"Hm, how can I start this…?" I said softly.
"C'mon, Edward. You know you can tell me." She looked right at me, I looked away.
So, I started. "One, you're fucking smothering me, Jessica. You're practically everywhere that I am. What are you? A stalker? Two, you're annoying as fuck. You just got to learn to shut the hell up. No one cares! Three, stop calling me and texting me. Like I said before, you're smothering me and you're annoying. I can't stand you! Why can't you see that I don't like you! You need to get that through your fucking thick head of yours! What we had, whatever that was, is nothing! It was nothing! I never liked you. I only went out with you because I felt sorry for you! It was the past, Jessica. Get the fuck over it and get your head into fucking future, for God's sake!" I looked at her when I said the very last part. She looked away from me, she was crying. But, I didn't feel anything.
I looked outside and the rain was pouring like I said it would have. I got up from the table and walked with my hands in my pockets and left. It was sort of dark out, I couldn't tell if it was because of the rain clouds or that it was actually getting later.
I checked my phone, and I dialed Emmett's number.
When he picked up the phone I said, "Emmett, I'm on my way." then I snapped my phone shut and walked towards the boy's lounge in the pouring rain.
OOO
A/N: Okay, sorry I haven't updated in awhile. The next chapter will be in Edward's point of view again and it's going to be of the party. I guess this was a "filler" chapter. I just wanted to show you what happened to Edward before the party.
Do you think Jessica is out of the picture? Do you want her out of the picture? Let me know what you think is going to happen next.! I love to hear your thoughts. (:
Reviews are like Carmex chap stick. They burn, then soothes. :D
Megan(: