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Kendall's POV

Chapter 10 : It wasn't true

"KENDALL!"

Dak stops, letting me take a break for a while. Maybe it has already ended.

I am so relieved. I try to see who called out, but it is too painful for me. I let out a groan and move my head slowly toward the sound of the voice. I feel dizzier now, my eyes burning like hell, and it doesn't help that my entire body feels dead.

Slowly, I make out who the voice belongs to.

Logan.

I am so happy to know that he is here. He saved me, as I knew he would.

I let out small smile as Dak gets up and takes all of his stuff, leaving me on the floor, still naked.

"L-Logan.." My voice is trembling as if I'm worried that he won't hear me.

He looks so red, but I don't know why.

Is he mad at Dak because he raped me? Does he still love me? God, I'm so glad if he is, and I'm sure that he does.

"Logan.." Dak says as he is getting dressed.

"What are you doing here?" Logan's voice is so sharp. His stare is like that of a tiger who wants to get his food. His face is red like a tomato, and his hands are gripping each other so tightly that they are turning a pale white.

"I'm sorry, Logan, I couldn't help it.." Dak is walking towards Logan after e finishes dressing.

"He's so tempting and sexy.. I miss doing this with him. Besides, we haven't been doing this for months, so I came here to ask him about it, and he said it was a good time." He stops talking and turns his face to me.

He winks at me.

"It was a good time, because you guys weren't here, so we could do anything that we wanted to.." Dak smiles at Logan.

I am in shock, but everything seems like it stopped.

Time stopped, my heart stopped, and this life stopped.

What the hell is he talking about?

Everything he said is a big LIE. We haven't had sex before. I just had sex with Logan, the only person whom I love.

We were in love with each other until this unborn baby came along. What the hell was he doing? Why would he say those fucking things?

I looked up into Logan's eyes. I can see how angry he is.

"Logie..please don't believe him," I say to myself, begging him not to trust Dak's words.

"That's not true!" I repeat at a higher volume.

"I spoke the truth! The last time we had sex, you asked me to do it again, so I asked you tonight and you said yes." Dak gives me a serious look. He is acting as if he was telling the truth to make sure that everyone believes his every word. "Don't you deny it, Kenny. I know you wanted this for a long time. We haven't had sex since about four months ago." He smirks at me.

I'd like to punch him and scream that all his words aren't true.

I haven't ever had sex with Dak. I never loved him then, never. We haven't had any relationships.

"HE'S LYING!"

I immediately freeze, petrified.

Logan slaps me.

He slaps me right on my cheek.

"KENDALL, STOP!"

I can't say anything, my mouth feeling as if it has been glued shut.

Logan's face is so red. He looks right into my eyes, like he wants to kill me.

"STOP FUCKING LYING, BITCH!"

He wasn't my Logan that I had known. He is changed.

"I have to know if you are such fuck, Kendall. Thanks, we did break up." Logan gets up and turns his face in the other direction.

"Oh, Kenny.." Dak opens his mouth again. "I'm so sorry it had to happen this way. I didn't know that they would come home earlier than you told me.."

Dak is a good actor.

Logan sighs.

My eyes fill with water that I know will be falling soon.

Logan walks over to me and forces me to stand on my feet.

I groan a little because of the pain, but the pain wasn't go away.

He strangles my neck so tightly that it makes me cough many times in an attempt to take air into my lungs.

My feet aren't any help at all. They feel like gel.

I wince, trying to let Logan's hands go. He pushes my body to the wall. His breath fans across my face. I can feel his anger. He even looks like he doesn't care at all that I am still naked.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU THINKING, BITCH?!" He screams right in front of my face.

"LOGAN!" Another voice comes in the room.

Someone gets Logan's hands off of me, making me fall down on the ground.

I don't have any strength.

"WHAT DO YOU THINKING YOU ARE DOING?" James pulls Logan into the wall, causing it to crack.

"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING? HAH? YOU SHOULD ASK THAT, ASSHOLE!" Logan screams at James' back, pointing his finger at me.

James looks at me with a blank stare. His mouth doesn't say a thing, and it is closed tightly.

There are the sounds of more foot steps entering the room.

"W-what happened?" This time, the voice belongs to a girl.

"K-Kendall?" The short man asks with confused tone.

Okay, this is like a drama. My life is a drama.

"D-Dak- what are you doing here?"

"I-I was just.."

"He just fucking had fucking SEX with Kendall!" Logan answers without looking anywhere but the floor.

I can hear everyone in the room gasp, except Dak of course.

Camille is the only one who covers her mouth with her hands.

James is still looking at me, looking helpless.

Carlos is in shock. I am really sure, because he isn't saying anything. He's just standing still in his spot.

Logan isn't doing anything. I don't know what he is thinking.

If I had enough strength, I would love to punch Dak right in his face, and fucking hit him in his fucking damn cock, but I am feeling too weak and worthless.

"Go," Logan says with flat note in his voice as he turns his face towards Dak.

"Go, Dak," he repeats.

As Logan wishes, Dak opens the door and leaves.

This whole thing is making me even sicker. My head aches and I am still dizzy.

I curl my body on my other side as my stomach cramps or something. It feels really uncomfortable.

I try to control my breathing but it hurts so much in this condition. I close my eyes, breathing heavily. The next thing that I know, I am throwing up.

This is so hard on me. My chest feels so heavy, and it hurts to breath with the vomit. My stomach doesn't help either, and my head is killing me.

I scratch the floor with my nails, hoping that it will help me with the pain.

Suddenly, the tall boy grabs my body and sits me down, helping me by rubbing my back.

I feel better after that.

I cough again to catch my breath.

James takes my hand, holding up my weight. He holds me up with his hand on my shoulder. He dresses me before leading me to my room.

Taa daa ..

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