My life was hell. I was after all an evil creature of the night with no soul and no heart who killed people ruthlessly for blood. In short words I was a vampire. Life wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, I was almost human. Almost. I still killed animals for blood and I still had inhuman powers. I was as fast as wind and really strong. I was inhumanly beautiful, and I really didn't like that, it attracted way too much unwanted attention. I also had a power, I was a mental shield. That meant I could protect myself and my loved ones from people like Jane Volturi.
The day still haunts me. The day I was changed into a vampire. The day he died. The day where my soul shattered. I remember the first time I had opened my eyes as a vampire.
*flashback*
"Open your eyes young one" said the strange girl. I slowly opened my eyes.
I looked around slowly; everything was so much more detailed. Everything was as clear as a crystal. I could see everything, even the smallest dust particle. I looked around distracted for a while. Everything was just so much more detailed.
Suddenly, I remembered about the girl. I looked around hastily for her. Nobody was there. Nobody. Nothing. Nada.
I panicky looked around the forest for her, I knew she was here. Had I hallucinated her? I was so sure I could hear her high like bell voice. I could even smell her scent, as strange and weird that sounded. I knew she was here. Why did she run away from me? I could track her down if I wanted. I was about to follow the scent when something caught my eyes. There lay a small piece of paper on a rock folded neatly. I walked towards it slowly like maybe it was a bomb. I hesitantly picked it up and opened it.
Dear Isabella,
Sorry for not staying. I had to go, I have to find someone and it's very urgent. I am truly sorry for all of this. I hope one day you will be able to forgive me. By the way, the guy who attacked you is not dead, he ran away when he saw me. If you don't know already, you're a vampire. Shocking I know. Anyways, I just want to tell you to not attract too much attention to yourself and not kill way too many people for blood or the Volturi will get involved. And trust me you don't want them to be involved. The Volturi are like the kings of the vampire world, they have the power to kill you. But, I already know you'll be fine. If you don't want to kill humans for blood, you should kill animals. It won't quite fulfill your thirst but, it will keep you strong. We'll me again Isabella, I've already seen it.
Forgive me if you can, we'll see each other again.
Alice
*end of flashback*
I still have the letter. After I read the letter, I wanted to follow her scent but, I knew she wanted to be alone, so I left her alone. I hunted animals even though it didn't fulfill my thirst as Alice had said but, I was pretty good at not killing any humans. It was really tempting at times but, I just reminded myself that they are people just like I had been. I still hadn't met Alice, I don't know why but, I wanted to meet her. She had changed me; her venom ran through my veins. She was responsible for me. I met a lot of vampires named Alice; apparently it was a popular name back then, but, I just knew that this girl wasn't the Alice who had changed me. I still wanted to meet her.
"BELLA!" Marie screamed. Yup that's Marie, my best friend even when I was human.
"WHAT?" I screamed back even though I knew she was perfectly able to hear me even if I whispered.
"WHERE'S MY PURPLE SHIRT?" She screamed back. I rolled my eyes.
"HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW? LOOK IN THE CLOSET!" I yelled back
I heard her mumble something like 'thanks for the help'. I rolled my eyes again. Marie will be Marie.
I still remember the day when I found her. I was visiting my town after 5 years.
*flashback*
I ran to my parent's house. I climbed up the tree and jumped in the window to my room. It looked the same, my bed was still unmade, there were still books scattered around the desk. But, there was dust everywhere like nobody had bothered to clean my room. I sighed and sat at my unmade bed. I knew it hurt my parents to think about it. I would spy or well stalk them. They would pretend everything was okay but, they would weep when they were pretending to sleep. It hurt me t see them hurt. I wish I could tell them I was alive, well I wasn't technically alive but, I wasn't dead either. I knew they would get a heart attack if they saw me. I sighed again and jumped out the window.
It hurt too much to think about them. I wanted to run away from here, it hurts too much. I didn't even dare go to his house; I knew I would lose it if I did. But, before I go I wanted to visit Marie my ex-best friend. I missed her sarcasm and her humor. I ran to her house. Marie's family wasn't rich; she had 5 sisters and 1 brother. When I ran towards her house, I smelled it. Blood. And it smelled so good but, I restrained myself. It was coming from the south which was in the forest. The blood called to me but, I resisted. The person was probably badly hurt, she or he needed help. My throat was on fire but I ignored it. I ran till I found her.
"Marie!" I gasped. She laid there, she was surrounded by blood. Her eyes were closed. I prayed she wasn't dead, she wasn't. She was still breathing. I couldn't leave her there so I changed her
*End of flashback*
It turns out Marie's father had beaten her because she had refused to marry a guy. She was in love with someone else but, he father didn't care. He said if she didn't marry who he picked he would kill her. She said she didn't care and so her father beat her up and left her to die in the middle of a forest.
"Bella!" Marie's voice made me jump. I turned around and glared at her
"Don't sneak up on me!" I scolded. She rolled her eyes.
"This is hardly called sneaking up on people" she said.
"Come on it's time for hell" she said and I groaned, hell = high school
"Go get dressed" Marie commanded. I gave her a sarcastic salute and marched into my bedroom
I grabbed the first cloths in my closet and put them on. I looked for my hair brush, I couldn't find it anywhere. It was probably in one of the bags. I looked through my bad and found it, I quickly brushed my hair and was about to put it away when something caught my eye. It was a ring.
It was my wedding ring. A sob build up my throat. It reminded me of him. With shaky fingers I picked it up. the diamonds still shined like the moon. He had slipped it on my finger. It hurt too much even to just look at it, I threw it back in the bag. A very small sob escaped my mouth and I knew Marie heard it.
In a second, she was standing in front of me. Concern masked her face, I squeezed my eyes shut and tried to bear the pain. Marie's hand was rubbing my back in soothing motions.
"It's ok Bella, its ok" she said while she ribbed my back.
We both sat there for a while. She rubbing my back and me sobbing. After a while I calmed down and took a deep breath. I stood up and looked at Marie.
"We should go now" I said to her with a smile even though i was hurting. She got up and smiled back.
"Yeah, I don't want to be late on the first day of hell" she said and then snickered.
One of the best thing about Marie, she just knew when you didn't want to talk about it. That's why I loved her, she just knew me. I smiled to myself and followed her to the garage. A small scream escaped my mouth as I stepped into the garage.
My beloved Chevy truck was ruined. It was burned. Everything was burned.
"MARIE!" I screamed. I turned around to see Marie looking sheepish.
"I didn't mean to! I was just practicing my power and I didn't think anything would've happened but, then uh your truck kind of blew up"
Oh yeah, did I mention Marie had a power? She could influence the fire element. So that meant she could put things on fire but, she wasn't that good. She could barely start a camp fire. But it was a pain in the ass when she actually did light things on fire.
"MARIE! HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I TOLD YOU TO NOT PRACTISE FIRE IN THE HOUSE" I yelled. She rolled her eyes.
"It's just an ugly old truck. I'll be you another one" she said. I glared at her
"Don't call my truck ugly" I snarled. She rolled her eyes again.
"fine." she said.
"Fine!" I said
We both got into my Marie's Lexus and she started to drive to the high school. Marie had actually tried to get me to start dating again but, that just hurt me more. Somehow, it just didn't seem right, I was after all married. I knew that didn't actually count but, it just didn't seem right. I guess I'll be spending the rest of my life alone.
"Bella?" Marie called bringing me out of my thoughts.
"Huh?" I said
"You're not really mad at me are you? For blowing up your truck? I swear I didn't mean to! It's just that I was kind of glaring at your truck and then suddenly it blew up. I swear I didn't mean to-" I cut her off
"It's ok. I guess it really was getting old" I said and smiled at her. She relaxed and smiled back.
"First day of high school" I said and sighed. I heard Marie sigh with me
She parked in the parking lot and sighed again. We both got out
"Welcome to hell" Marie whispered
awww! poor little Bella thinks Edward is dead, but he's not or is he ;) lol remember to review and i'll love u 4ever :)