I feel a bit torn with the story… I don't want to rush it along just to give the readers what they have been asking for but I also don't want them to get bored or annoyed with the story. I'm trying to look for the happy compromise, but the important word there was trying. The best that I can do it try to keep it interesting and continue to ask for the reviews, if you have suggestions or something you want to see, don't be afraid to tell me. But as always, thank you nonetheless for the reviews. I never thought the story would get the attention that it has. Onto the next chapter!

"Did you want me to walk you to the door?"
"Oh, um no I'll be okay. I guess I'll see you later."
"Was that a question or a statement Ness?" I myself didn't know. Being without a mother and father, I didn't know how love worked and whether or not you can fall in love in a matter of hours.
"I want to see you again Jacob." He smiled and leaned over me seat, he came so close to my face, his breath was like a caressing kiss all in itself,
"Then you will. Good night Ness, call me okay?" he trailed his finger around my lips. Leaning forward just an inch I sat, waiting for him to meet me. He lips touched mine, gently, and a fire was ignited within me. He cupped my face, securing mine to his. His tongue teased my lower lip, asking for entrance. My thoughts, getting in the way of my desire, denied him entrance and my whole body tensed. He sensed this, opening his eyes and leaned to open the door and sat back in his seat.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that. Good night Ness." But I wanted him to do it, it wasn't Jacob that made me pull away it was MY nerves, MY fears.
"No Jake it's just-" I didn't notice the tears that had lightly begun to fall. I turned my head before Jacob could see and headed towards the house. I suppose I shouldn't have been too surprised when he came after me.
"Renesmee," he reached out for my arm, I jerked away from him, "Please stop, for me."
"For you? Jake I hardly know you!" His eyes softened,
"Is that what this is about? You think we're moving too fast?"
"We are! We've known each other for a couple of days that's it. I'm just not use to this,"
"You're wrong Ness, I've known you my whole life-"
"Jacob please don't insult me by giving me a corny line. I just need some time, I'm sorry. Good night," I walked away before he could say anything further. It wasn't that we were moving fast at all, we weren't moving fast enough in my opinion and that's what scared me. Something about him made every part of me come alive, and I refuse, refuse to let another being have control over me like that.

I tried to collect myself before walking into the house but I had no intentions of doing anything but going straight to my room. Inhaling deeply one more time I entered the house. Bella and Edward were on the couch, I assumed everyone else was upstairs. Surely they didn't stay up waiting for me to come home.
"How was it Renesmee? You have no idea how hard it was to make Alice go upstairs." Bella seemed fine, as if the other night hadn't happened, but I was still very unsure about how to talk to her.
"It was okay, I'm really tired though, um would it be okay if I went upstairs?"
"Well I thought maybe we could-"
"Bella, let her go love." She looked over at Edward and the beauty in her remained the same but it looked as if I light had dimmed from behind her eyes.
"Sleep well Renesmee," Bella said it calmly, not meeting my eyes though as she spoke. Edward offered me a smile and it took everything I had not to run upstairs. Turning, I prayed silently, asking whatever God there was that I made it upstairs before I lost my composure.

Downstairs

"Edward she hates me! I can see why the family wishes to keep her, she likes all of you. Her and I haven't had 'that moment' since I brought her home. Why isn't anyone understanding that this is devastating to me?"
"Bella, do you truly believe that she hates you?"
"Yes Edward, my daughter hates me."
"Maybe Alice was right, maybe we need to tell her. Maybe then everything will fall into place…"
"Edward I just want to be alone right now, I'm sorry," and with that she left the room. Seems like she and her daughter were more alike than either knew. Edward, feeling like he had to do something to fix this went to go confront his daughter. Knocking on her door, he hoped he got an answer,
"Renesmee,"
"What is it Edward?"
"May I come in?" Silence,
"I'm coming in." He entered cautiously not sure if she was changing or anything. Instead he found her under her covers, face red and face tear stained.
"Oh, Renesmee," He sat on her bed searching for her hand. "What is it? What's bothering you?"
"Nothing,"
"I already know you're strong. You're just like your mother. But please don't lie to me; you can trust me I promise." I met his gaze,
"Just having a hard time adjusting. I haven't really had the love that everyone here seems to give, it is very hard to open up when all of my life I had to be as secure as a safe. If that makes any sense,"
"It does-"
"And… I called Bella Mom. I don't want her to be mad at me, it just slipped out Edward."
"I can assure you sweetheart, she isn't mad at you. In truth, you made her day that night. She came to me crying and said that you had called her that."
"She isn't mad at me? Well she's been kind of distant since then…"
"Only because she thought you were embarrassed that you slipped up and she didn't want to make you feel worse."
"Guess I had it all wrong. I'll talk to her tomorrow, maybe she and I can go for a walk or something, you can come too…"
"Did you not have a date with Jacob tomorrow?" I didn't answer.
"Okay, well sleep well and I will see you in the morning. I won't tell Bella, you can talk to her in the morning." He began to walk out of the door, I wanted to say something but I didn't know what.
"Edward?" He stopped and turned. "Thank-you,"
"Good night Renesmee, no need to thank me. Just remember this okay, everyone here does love you. It didn't need to be earned, so just trust us enough to show you what a family, our family was suppose to be from the very beginning."

I don't know what it is, the last few chapters have really been difficult for me to write, so I hope you're not disappointed. I will try and rise above this writers block. Will try to update tomorrow, I have a pretty good idea where this is heading. TGL