I know it's been a while but I'm finally updating! I got sudden inspiration today for this story! :D I'm updating whatever stories I feel like right now but still vote because it still helps me a little bit! (: haha I made a facebook for my stories and once I get more friends, I will do sneak peaks (: haha add me. It's Bita Scull. I hope you enjoy this chapter. Bella and Sam will be getting closer… *wink wink*

Hold my hand tight

Never let go

Make my worries go away

And let me hope this dream never ends…

Previously:

"These mash potatoes are really good, Bells." Charlie says. I smile my thanks at him. "So err I was thinking that it was best for you to go to school online. It might be best for you so you don't have to worry about any drama or something. I mean if that is okay with you." Going to school online and getting to spend it with this hunk all day? Sounds good to me. "But of course you will need to have good grades and keep up. No distractions." He glances over at me.

"Of course, daddy." He smiles widely at me. "That sounds better to me than real school. I'm tired of going to real school." I shake my head.

"Then it's settled! I'll sign you up right after dinner. You have your laptop, right?" I nod. "Great! It's settled then." I smile, feeling like a weight have been lifted.

BPOV:

I waved to my dad as he drove away. After we ate my dad used my laptop to sign me up for online school and tomorrow I start. Apparently I have to have certain things done by the end of the day. I guess I don't really have a schedule. (A/N: I don't really know anything about online school…)

I turned around and saw Sam leaning against the wall, staring at me. I blush and look down. What is he doing to me? I glance up, biting my lip. I've never felt this way before. Not even with FEJ. It's like we're magnets. I feel a pull towards him and truthfully it scares me. I don't want to get hurt again… I know I will because I mean look at him. Why would he want me? No one wants me. He's a god and I look like a hobo. I'm so plain Jane and he could be a model…

"You ready to go in?" I jump at the sound of his deep voice. I nod and avoid eye contact with him. As I walk past him, I could feel electricity all over my body. I pause for a moment before shaking my head at my stupidity. I'm just imagining things… "So uh you're probably really tired… would you like to just go to sleep right now? Today must have been a pretty eventful day."

"Sure… Thanks for letting me stay here." I mumble before running upstairs. I close my door quickly and lock the door. I change into my pajamas and fall onto my bed. I welcome the darkness with open arms.

SPOV:

I sit up immediately in bed. Something is wrong. I whimper in pain. What's wrong with me? I was just fine a minute ago… Wait this must be the imprint. I try to ignore the feeling of crying and this listened carefully for any sign of my Bella being hurt. After a few seconds I hear sobs coming from downstairs. I get up and follow the sound downstairs. What I see breaks my heart into a million pieces.

My Bella is on the couch, sleeping and clutching her stomach. I step closer and see tears falling down her angelic face. The sight makes me want to go and kill the person who is causing all this pain. She starts sobbing even more in her sleep. I have to wake her up.

"Bella? Hun?" I tap her shoulder. "Wake up. I think you're having a bad dream…" She bolts up and screams. "Bella. It's okay. It's just me, Sam." I hesitantly reach forward and wrap my arms around her. I held her until the tears stopped when she suddenly sat up and pushed me away. I immediately got up and put my arms up to show no harm. "Are you okay?"

"Ye-eah. I'm fine. I'm sorry for freaking out…" She stutters out and looks down trying to hide her tears.

"Bella…" I shake my head and sit down next to her. I put my arm around her and she tenses immediately before she relaxes. "Is this okay, Hun?" She nods and keeps her head down. "Bella look at me. Please?" She hesitantly looks up at me with tears in her eyes. "You don't have to be sorry. It's okay. You were vulnerable. Anyone would have freaked out. Understand? Do you want to tell me what happened?"

"I couldn't sleep so I came down here to get something to sleep but I think I fell asleep on the couch… I had a nightmare that FEJ was the one that killed my mom and Phil and he was trying to kill everyone I love too…" She started balling her eyes out again. I pulled her onto my lap and started holding her. I had tons of questions for her but I wasn't going to start asking her now. Like who is this FEJ guy? Why is she so afraid of him? I guess I'll find out later…

After a couple of moments she finally stopped crying. She looked up at me with wide, doe brown eyes. I hesitantly raise my hand up and wipe the tears off her face. I cradle her face in my giant hand. She instantly leans into my hand and close her eyes. I rub the side of her face with my thumb while she sighs. After a couple of moments, she opens her eyes and stare at me. I glance down at her lips quickly before meeting her eyes again. I try to prevent myself from leaning in to kiss her but the electricity between us is too strong. The next I knew her soft lips were on mine. She gasps and I take the chance to kiss her harder. I couldn't stop myself but I knew I had to stop myself. I reluctantly pulled back and put my forehead on hers.

We sat there for a minute breathing heavily. Then I realized my mistake. I just took advantage of her. Shit… I'm such a screw up. She'll probably never trust me ever again. I have to fix this now. This wasn't how I wanted our first kiss to be. "Bella?" I say hesitantly. She opens her eyes and all I see is fear in them. "Shit. I'm so sorry, Bells." I whisper, close to tears.

"It's okay. I understand." Her voice is rough from holding back tears.

"No. It isn't alright. I never meant to hurt you. I just know you're not ready for anything like this. I didn't want this to be the way we had our first kiss… I wanted it to be more special. Not when you're so vulnerable. Will you please forgive me?" I plead while biting my lip to stop the tears from falling.

She pulls back and I have to stop myself from pulling her back to me. My heart feels like it was torn from my chest and cut into a billion pieces and then burnt to tiny pieces of ashes. She stares at me for a minute before she flings herself into me and starts hugging me and crying. I sit there frozen and confused. She finally calms down and pulls back but grabs one of my hands.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to freak out like that." She sniffles and wipes the tears off her face. "I just thought… I just thought you were going to leave me. I thought you regretted the kiss and that you didn't like me like that…" she mumbles the last part and blushed. That's when reality hit.

"Awe, Bella. Of course I do. I just don't want to pressure you into anything. How about we get some sleep and tomorrow we can talk about everything. Okay?" She nodded. I kiss her cheek and start to stand up.

"No!" She screams. I look down at her confused.

"What's wrong?"

"Can we… can we just stay here on the couch? I just don't want to be alone tonight…" She whispered.

"Of course, sweetie." We lay down and I wrap my arms around her, wandering how I got so lucky.

Tada! Done! :D I know it's not the best but hey I'm going through some things. Tell me what you think. Feel free to PM anything to help my stories become better. I am almost out of school for the summer so hopefully I'll be able to write more for my stories. Please add me on facebook (: Bita Scull It'll be greatly appreciated. Please review. I hope you liked the sweet little things with Sam and Bella. Any ideas are greatly welcomed!