Chapter 10 natural instincts

Tilly wondered what she could dare Jen to do, what would be funny, but not caused Jen too much worry. She knew what she privately wanted to dare her to do, but that was not for public display!

'I dare you to hop around this circle singing 'Mamma Mia' you do know that one, have you seen the film its lovely?'

'Oh, if this is what you want, but I can't promise to sing in tune and not to fall over ' Jen laughed

'oh go on Miss' cheered the students laughing, Tilly winked at Jen who got up off the floor where they were all sat. She took her shoes off and stood in her socks, which Tilly notices had 'little miss sunshine' on them. They made Tilly laugh.

Jen stood on her right leg and proceeded to hop passed each of the students singing

'Mamma Mia, here I go again my my how can I resist you, mamma mia does it show again just how much I miss you?'

She couldn't remember any more words, so kept singing the same line over and over as she hopped , trying to keep her balance until she got back to her spot and sat down laughing and out of breath. The students knew the words as it had been a karaoke favourite all week and they had sung along with her. They clapped as she sat down. She gave Tilly, who was opposite, her one of those sultry looks that meant there'd be trouble (fun) in store later! Tilly giggled.

It was Jens turn to spin the bottle, as she did her colleague came in

'OK guys time for bed, Oh hi Jen, hadn't realised you were here.'

'It's ok, I lost track of time I was having such fun with everyone, but you are right, it's gone 11.30 and we have to pack up in the morning and get ourselves ready to go. I've had a ball today, thanks'

Everyone left saying good night to Jen, Maddie and Sinead headed out

' you coming Tils?'

'Yeah, I'm gonna help tidy up here, there will be such a queue for the showers, I'll come over in a bit'

'Ok babe, we'll see you in a bit' and off they went arm in arm leaving Jen and Tilly putting the furniture back. Jens colleague popped in, and said he was going to check on the boys and said goodnight.

'umm, just us again, how nice it that' said Jen

'I can't believe what you made me do' she laughed

'Oh I had another entirely different dare for you… but not for everyone else to know about' Tilly winked.

'Oh really, and should I ask?'

'Only if you are willing to take the dare!' she said in a very sexy way

'and if I don't' asked Jen intrigued

'Well you might just miss out on some fun'

'Ok, but before we do this I need to go check the girls are settled' and Jen went over to the hut

'Lights were out and everyone seems to be sleeping or going off to sleep'

Jen went back to the Games Hut, she turned off the light. Tilly was lying across one of the sofas, Jen walked towards her and simply lay herself alongside, and kissed her across her forehead, nose, eyes, ears and lips, Tilly responded moving her hand upto and through Jens hair to hold her head as their lips met. It felt so good to be able to kiss Jen, Tilly thought she would never ever stop wanting this, it was like a necessity of life. Jen felt and tasted so good, she just loved the softness of her kisses, even when she was kissing her passionately.

'So, what's the dare?' asked Jen

'I dare you to come to the showers with me before bed' said Tilly very calmly

In the shadow light Jen looked horrified, then worried and then smiled, it wasn't as if she hadn't imagined something like this before, but here with the rest of the girls sleeping, her last night in charge, she couldn't risk it…. or could she?'

'Tilly, I, errrm, I errr'

'Go on, you wont regret it, we can be quiet' she said very sensually as she stroked up and down Jens arm

'after all we got pretty hot and sweaty out there earlier, and I am very good with my hands, I'm sure you'd relax'

Jen looked at her in amazement, and felt desire coursing through her veins , again, had she been planning this all day she wondered. Tilly rolled onto Jen, kissed her and rolled off the sofa, took Jens hand and pulled her

'You coming then, I'll meet you there in 10 minutes? you know you want to, and I want you, think of it as being practical together' as she stifled a giggle

Jen looked in awe at Tillys self confidence this evening, it was perhaps their last night together for some time and what Jen really wanted was for them to spend the whole night together being close and being able to wake up in each others arms. One day we will, she said to herself, not long now. She thought, there is more to a relationship than just making love, even though it is amazing to connect so deeply with someone , it's like an addiction at first, you can't keep your hands off each other, kissing is like needing to breath, you can't live without it or be together without lips meeting and tongues dancing, I am so there right now about Tilly. She had remembered reading something in the paper saying that people in love displayed similar symptoms to people with obsessive compulsive disorder, or was it brain scans showed this, she couldn't quite remember, well something showed peoples need to be together and be physical with each other was obsessive in the first months of falling in love. Oh how true, she chuckled, we have so much more that we share, but I can't resit her, she makes me feel amazing. Then she realised she was over analysing again and would wind herself up and talk herself out of joining Tilly if she wasn't careful. I can not live like this, I have to go with this, it's too important, she's too important to me.

With that Jen got up, felt herself feel both anxious and excited simultaneously as she locked the games room. As she headed to her room to change into her dressing gown she became more excited by the prospect of the dare, it wasn't like her to take such a risk but it felt thrilling, naughty and yes, as if she was breaking boundaries. Oh Tilly, you are such a clever girl she thought, only you would know how to make me break my boundaries in such a public way, Foucault would approve she laughed.

Tilly had got back and picked up her wash bag, pyjamas and headed down towards the toilets and shower room. It was so incredibly quiet, she wondered if she hadn't over dared both of them, surely the sound of the shower would be incredibly loud, let alone anything else...she felt a little more on edge that she had imagined, a heady mixture of anxiety, fear and lust. She sat quietly on a bench, Jen seemed to take for ever, in fact ten minutes past so slowly it felt like an hour. Tilly didn't want to go looking for her, the idea was that no one saw them together, she pulled her phone out and started to text Jen to find out where she had got to. Still nothing, in fact nothing for another 5 minutes, she was starting to feel deflated and then something moved and she turned her head, and there she was. She turned and closed the door to the toilets fully but very carefully to prevent sound escaping.

What Tilly couldn't quite work out was, what Jen had on her face and her lower legs, it looked like dark smudges , but in the dim light of the emergency night light it was really hard to tell. Jen walked towards the shower cubicles in the farthest corner and beckoned Tilly over with her finger. Tilly stood up and prepared to take her clothes off, but all she saw was Jen pulling one of her serious scrunched forheaded looks and shaking her dead to say no and she also waved her finger to indicate the same. Tilly obeyed and moved forward, so they couldn't talk either, this would be fun!

Jen moved into the shadow Tilly followed and they stepped into the shower cubicle, without the shower being on, Jen closed the door and locked it. There was a chair and clothes hook at one end and the shower at the other. Jen without talking pulled Tilly to her by holding onto her waist band. She put a finger on Tillys lips followed by her own lips, the tension sent an electric shock through Tilly as soon as Jens lips touched her. As they kissed Jen very carefully removed Tillys shirt, slowly unbuttoning it and then dropping it behind her before unclipping her bra and sliding this along both arms before throwing it behind them. Jen then very lightly grazed her fingers across Tillys breasts, Tilly groaned into Jens mouth, the sound completely muffled. Satisfied that she had had the desired response, Jen undid Tillys jeans then breaking their kiss but stopping Tilly from talking by just looking deep into her eyes she removed these along with her pants. Tilly was the only one naked. She moved to touch Jen but Jen stepped back and waved her finger again. She stood in front of the teenager and very slowly and very seductively undid and lowered her dressing gown

Tillys eye widened, she stepped closer, Jen had the brown marks on her tummy, J4T Jen dropped her dressing gown and Tilly saw patterns across her body. Jen beckoned Tilly over in to a heated embrace, Tilly could smell it… chocolate, she was sure it was chocolate, she kissed Jens face, yes it smelt of chocolate, Tilly smiled then licked Jen with one might big lick on the side of her face. Jen giggled, lost her cool and made a squeaky sound trying to suppress it. They both held one another shaking because they were trying to laughed very quietly. Jen looked at Tilly, suddenly serious and whispered,

'so what are we going to do next?'

'I am going to lick that chocolate off and then I am going to wash you down'

'best get started then'

Tilly laughed and kissed across Jens other cheek to her ear and whispered,

'I am going to eat you up…and I mean eat you'

Jen felt a surge of desire as Tilly licked her way down to Jens tummy. She couldn't take this seriously, she kept giggling

'It's so hard Jen the chocolate dried and it wont come off'

Jen almost let out a huge guffaw of laugher, she could feel how it had set after putting it on as it felt odd every time she moved. Maybe not one of her sexiest moves she thought.

'Let's wash it off'

She turned on the shower, and let it warm up, pulled Tilly to her and kissed her deeply, turned around and pushed Tilly under the water. They continued to kiss as the warm water ran between them adding a whole new set of sensations. Tilly moved her hands over Jens body they were one again, moving together drinking one another in. Tilly moved her hand down Jens back to her bottom and caressed the smooth firm roundess, she moved down Jens body to her breasts, licked the right one as she moved her middle finger over the nipple of the left, Jen groaned, she felt her own heat flow downwards Tilly swapped sides, Jen pulled her up to kiss her again

'My turn' she whispered

She turned round picked up the shower gel and made Tilly squeal by squiring it down her front, and then began rubbing it in. Jen then pressed herself to Tilly and squished the bubbles and lather between them as she moved herself up and down Tilly, before turning her around and doing the same to her back. Tilly was giggling quietly finding this hilarious, ticklish and incredibly erotic. She could not believe Jen had taken the dare on the chin and had gone with it 100%. Tilly turned and kissed her then stood back and washed the rest of the chocolate off of her including all remaining soap, Jen did the same for Tilly. As Jen moved back up from Tilly feet she kissed up her legs , hands ahead of her caressing the path in front, Tilly wanted Jen, Jen was behind Tilly and nipped her bottom as she moved upwards kissing her journeys route, she moved her hands to the front of Tilly caressing her hips and upper thigh, teasing at her pleasure zone. Jen kissed up her back , turned Tilly round and took her lips in hers once again , she leaned Tilly against the wall and their tongues danced, Tilly moved and then turned Jen around her back now to the wall. The heat and need was intense both caressed each other breasts and their hands moved to where the need was most demanding. They made love together, in unison, slowly, kissing, touching, making the most of this time. Tilly moved her fingers deeper until she found entry to Jens inner sanctum. Jen gasped and gripped Tilly, she hadn't expected this. Tilly move her fingers in a gentle rhythm, it was enough to send Jen tumbling over the edge in intense pleasure, She kept her mouth to Tillys to stop her making a sound. Tilly could feel Jens grip, inside and out, and was intoxicated by it. Jen had continued to stroke Tilly until this moment, and as she regained her awareness she restarted kissing and sucking Tillys neck, and then her breasts. Tilly tumbled through her own bliss, held on to Jen her mouth to Jens shoulder, she bit down to stop the sounds escaping her. The water continued to fall. When they both stopped shaking, they looked at each other with a depth of feeling that was hard to put words to. Jen turned the shower off

'Lets get dry'

Each dried the and helped dress other, kind of the wrong way round but it felt good and intimate.

'Tilly, I will never forget what we have shared this week, I love you so so much'

'I know, its been amazing, you are amazing, it going to be hard without you'

'But we can text and go on our first proper date'

'Yeah, I hadn't thought of that'

'Tilly, I have never felt this free with anyone before, I feel so at home with you, thank you for making me break out of my comfort zone'

'Jen, I love you, all of you, even the bits that make me mad at you, just don't leave me again'

'I wont, I promise'

The girls brushed their teeth and shared deep a minty kiss, Tilly left first, Jen followed, she was excited about all that they could do after tomorrow, Tilly lay in bed exhausted but alive with sensations coursing through her and the memory of the sensations felt by her fingers.

She text Jen 'night my beautiful girlfriend, see you in the morning'

Jen replied 'night babe, remember we get to sit together on the way home!