LIKE I PROMISED HERES CHAPTER 10 I WROTE IT AS QUICKLY AS POSSIBLE BUT ITS AWSOME I HAVE A GREAT IDEA FOR SOMETHING THAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN DURING THERE SHOPPING TRIP SO I HOPE YOU LIKE

I felt two strong arms wrapped around me tightly they were holding me down I couldn't move I was trapped it was going to happen again and like always I couldn't do anything about it Mike started kissing me and like always I started trashing around to get away but I couldn't. My eyes started to sting I was going to cry again like always and there were going to see me the weak fragile bitch.

I opened my eyes to find me self with tears down my face and someone's hand wrapped around me .I immediately moved away and started kicking and punching at his chest. When he finally gripped my hand and stopped me from hitting him again and that's when I looked up to see it was Edward the one holding me.

"Oh Edward I'm so sorry, so, so, so sorry" I started crying harder into his I couldn't believe I had done this to the man I love.

"Bella its fine, I knew I should have slept on the couch I don't know how I thought you could handle this" He was blaming himself again I hate when he does that it's not his fault I knew I couldn't handle it yet I still didn't say anything.

"Edward don't blame yourself I knew I couldn't handle it but I at least wanted to try it because with you I feel safe nobody else can touch because I freak out but you are the only person I actually feel safe with so don't blame yourself please." By now there were no more tears in my eyes.

"Bella are you wake now we have to go shopping please hurry up I have clothes for you in my room" Alice was standing outside Edwards room knocking like the maniac she is.

"I'll be there in a minute Alice." All I really wanted to do was stay here in the room and never leave I felt like everyone knew about me and would judge me and see how dirty I was.

"I'll go get dressed and tell Emmett and Jasper it's almost time to go get your stuff."

"Ok, I'll leave so you can get dressed and to get myself dressed as well" I ran quickly to Alice's room to get dressed.

"Finally we have a long day ahead of us Bella you have to hurry up and get dressed here."

"Alice I want to shower first where's your bathroom."

"Oh here then, you're going to want to change completely change then, don't worry there new." She handed me a blue bra with matching underwear as she led me to her bathroom.

Once inside I took off all my clothes and looked into Alice's floor length mirror. I still had bruises that were black and yellowish all over my body I looked horrible how Edward could still like me. I started the water on and once inside I scrubbed myself until my skin was raw and I still couldn't get the dirt off myself I still felt like the piece of trash I was after for about an hour in the shower and seeing the feeling was never going to go away. I got out and got dressed into what Alice brought me. They were a pair of dark blue skinny jeans and a black long sleeve shirt with a white under shirt peeking out on top now all I needed was some socks and shoes. I blow dried my hair and tight it into a pony tail and with my vanes made a bubble on top so it didn't look so simple and walked out the bathroom.

"Alice I'm ready now I just need some shoes"

"Oh here Bella I know your my size" she handed me some socks and some black and white converse that matched perfectly with my outfit.

"Thank you Alice."

"Oh don't worry Bella I knew Rosalie's clothes would fit you perfectly and my shoes would also fit you so since you're ready let's go eat breakfast and then we can leave. Oh and Rosalie's coming with us is that ok with you."

"Yeah Alice's that's fine with me. "Esme made breakfast for us and once we ate we were off to Seattle. Once we got there they dragged me to the most expensive store there was although I told them I didn't have enough money to buy myself anything in one of these stores but of course Alice insisted.

"Here Bella you can try this skirt with this cut corseted shirt." she said as she pushed me into the dressing rooms.

I tried on the skirt and the shirt but it only made me feel more like the whore I already was. "Alice I can't wear this everybody already thinks I'm a whore now imagine if I wore this." Tears were starting to pour down my cheeks as I realized this again.

"Bella just come out and let me see." I walked out of the dressing room with tears in my eyes.

"Bella please don't cry."

"What's wrong Bella?" Rosalie came out of one the dressing rooms where she had been trying on clothes.

"It's that I look like whore and I wish I didn't."

"Bella you don't look like a whore you look really pretty in this."

"No I don't, stop lying to me."

"Ok, Bella it's time for me to talk to you." We walked inside a dressing room to sit and Rosalie sat on one side of me while Alice in the other.

"Ok, this is really hard for me Bella but did you know I was raped." I was taken by surprise Edward never told me about Rosalie here I was feeling bad for myself when the same thing happened to Rosalie.

"No" I answered still in shock

"Well I was it happed about a year ago. It was before I moved in with the Cullen's, I lived with my mom since my dad had left us when I was little I never really met him. But the case is that when I was sixteen my mom met someone she use to say he was a good guy that loved her, respected her and made her happy. Then one night they came home and told me we were moving in with him. I was happy about this he looked like a good guy and I wanted to get out of the neighborhood we lived in so the next day we packed everything and moved in with him. He even started paying for a private school for me not to far away from home." Rosalie had tears running down her face now. "One night my mom had to work late and I was left home alone with him. We ate dinner like any other night and I went to bed early because I had had a long day and was tired. I took a shower and put on some short pj's I always slept like this so I never thought anything of it. An hour later someone came in to my room I thought it was my mom to say good night until I felt some pulling off my covers and touching my legs. I looked up to see it was him climbing on top of me I immediately tried to move away but he was to strong and held me down. You know what he told me. He told I was provoking him by dressing the way I dressed and that I wanted everything he was going to do to me. I was a virgin when he did this to me. The next day I told my mom but she wouldn't believe me she said he had told her that I was mad at him because he had screamed at me and I just wanted to get out of there because I was so used to doing what I wanted. My mom started to get so many jobs sometimes she wouldn't even come home so he would keep raping me over and over again each night. I stopped going to school I didn't want any of my friends to see me like this or know what had happened to me. The last night he did this to me it wasn't only him but a bunch of his friends the all came over for a so called "party" I started to feel safe for at least one night that's until all of his friends started coming into my room one by one and then at the end the came in all together and raped me all over again. Later I found out he's friends paid to rape me and as if it wasn't enough after his six friends left he came in .That's the last night I let it happen in the morning after him and my mom left I called the police and told them everything .The took him and his friends to jail but since my mom didn't believe me when I told her they took me to a foster home."

"Oh Rose I already knew this but it still hurts to hear it." Alice was crying her eyes out just like me and Rosalie.

"I'm so sorry Rosalie I didn't know."

"So you see Bella it was a year ago most people who been raped are like you for many years but me no I started to dress like myself again I wasn't going to let him see how much he hurt me fiscally or emotionally. Then when the Cullen's adopted me I met Emmett who had also been adopted and it was love at first sight at the beginning only he could touch I only felt safe with him but he helped me understand that all men weren't like the ones that raped me and now look at me if you saw me I bet you would never figure out I had been raped."

"Of course not you look so sure of yourself."

"So Bella don't let them see how they hurt you because that only makes them happier, be yourself and have fun."

"So Bella are you going to take this or not." Alice excited to what would say

"Yes Alice I am I actually like it." I walked back into the dressing room and changed into my normal clothes.

"Hey Alice"

"Yes Bella"

"I know I'm going to regret this but I want to get a makeover and I want to know how much it might cost me because honestly I just have 500 dollars and with the clothes I'm buying I probably will only have…"Alice ran up to me and hugged me tightly.

"OH Bella don't worry about the money where paying everything to day and about the makeover will pay it to and will do it today and you're going to look so hot and sexy if we want to finish we better get started right now."

"Ok Alice calm down you're not going to pay everything I can't let you do that."

"Of course you can your part of the family now not just as Edwards girlfriend but as our sister."

"And since when did that happen."

"Since you moved in with us well actually since you became Edwards's girlfriend and now you just made it official. But if we want to finish today we better get started."

"Rose let pay NOW, Bella want to get a makeover." Alice ran outside the dressing rooms making everybody look over at us. "Come Bella let go pay for all your stuff."

"Alice it's not that much it's just the skirt and corseted shirt."

"Oh no Bella we know your size now so me and Rosalie picked lots of things for you while you were changing again." After we finally finished paying for everything they took me to get my hair cut. I decided to only get it cut I'm not the type that like to dye me my hair. I cut my butt length hair just below my shoulders and the woman fixed it into soft curls with a bum on top I actually liked how I looked.

"Ok Bella well go back home and we will finish your make over."

"Alice I don't want Edward to see me until the makeover is finished isn't there somewhere else we can go so we can finish it."

"Oh don't worry Bella all that's taken care of we got the boys out of the house for a while and after we finish were going out to dance with them that's a great way to start your new life, but first we need to stop by Victoria's Secret."

"No please Alice that store is so embarrassing." But it was too late we were already walking in going straight to the back of the store to the worst part of the store. I tried to stop by the perfumes but was dragged with Alice.

"Ok Bella pick anything you like remember were paying." I walked over to a purple push-up bra with cut little designs on it. After half an hour I had picked a bra with its pair of underwear in every color you could imagine and f I say so me self they were pretty sexy. I had also picked some cute pajamas.

"Wow Bella I didn't know you had t in you to so much for this kinds of things." She said looking threw everything I had bought.

"Shut up Alice. You bought lots of things Alice and look at Rose." They each had like ten bags from Victoria's Secret.

"Whatever Bella you I love to shop at Victoria's." said Rose trying to defend herself. We made it back home in half an hour and Alice immediately started fixing me for tonight. She started with my makeup, and then moved on to my hair, and then finally I got dressed. She decided to dress me in a red corseted shirt that went along with a feather like skirt that went down to my mid-thigh with some high heel boots that went just above my knees. I felt way to exposed and like a whore but I wasn't about to let them know that I promised them I was going to try without having to go to a therapist. Alice was dressed in a blue silk dress that fit her tightly with a gold bet at the waist and just above her knees she wore this with some gold high heels and her short hair was all spiked up. But Rose made me feel self-conscious she was wearing a red dress that fit her to mid-thigh and the top part went down just far in enough to show the lace of her black bra and she wore some silver high heels. Her hair was up in a high pony tail with a bump and her veins were strained.

"Hey Alice can you please loosen the corset I think it a little too tight you got to remember I'm pregnant."

"Oh yeah sorry you should of said something before."

"Ok girls I think we should go now we've kept the boys waiting long." Rose was just finishing her make up so now we were all ready to go now .It was time to see what Edward thought of the new ME.

WHAT DO YOU THINK? YOU LIKE WHAT I DID WITH ROSALIE HERE AND HOW BELLA CHANGED WITH HER STORY.I ALSO DECIDED ON MY BETA THANK YOU TO ALL WHO ASKED TO BE MY BETA BUT I THINK THE ONE THAT WILL HELP ME THE MOST IS DeexLovelyxDeeDee!