A/N : I put this together for you guys. Enjoy
Kendall was sitting at the police station with a calm look on his face. James was sitting next to him. They had been called down to the station, and Kendall knew that in situations like this it was best to just cooperate and give the police what they wanted. Plus he didn't want to raise any suspicion that Logan had been behind Dak's murder. Kendall shuddered at the thought of Logan in prison. He knew that Logan wouldn't do well. But if Kendall had to go, he would be fine. He knew that no one would make him their bitch. But he didn't know that with Logan.
"Boss, everything okay?" He heard James ask in a worried tone. Kendall just raised an eyebrow to him. "You know I've heard that you and Logan have been arguing a lot the last two weeks...it has us all a little concerned."
Kendall thought about the last two weeks for he and Logan. They had bickered and argued almost everyday since the incident with Jo. Kendall had to stop Logan from leaving two other times, and Kendall didn't know if he could handle Logan trying to leave again without completely snapping. He had done well holding himself together so far, but he knew that eventually Logan's luck would run out. Logan hadn't seen Kendall come fully unhinged but he was getting closer and closer with each threat of leaving.
"He's being unreasonable, but we're okay." Kendall said smoothly. He didn't like others knowing about his personal business.
"You know Kendall, I'm reaching out to you as a friend. You remember when we were friends, right? And not just business partners..." James said in a soft voice. Kendall jerked his head up and his first instinct was to scare James into backing off, but Kendall had grown tired of keeping things to himself and having no one to confide in.
He groaned and then turned towards James. "What does he want from me? He doesn't want me to see anyone I've had sex with...does he not realize how many people that really is? I was a slut...why can't he just realize that I love him and no one else. Why can't he just get it through his thick skull that nothing else matters." Kendall said in a frantic voice. Kendall looked at James and then put his wall back up. He had a moment of weakness, but that was all he would show.
"Honestly, do you want Logan talking to someone he had sex with?" James asked. Kendall raised an eyebrow at that.
"I let him talk to Camille. That was his first everything..." Kendall said instantly. Kendall had thrown that in Logan's face and he hadn't liked it very much.
"That was before Logan knew he was gay, you can't really hold that against him boss. He isn't in to girls. You are, you swing both ways. Logan doesn't. You can tell how he is with girls. He is only into dicks. And the only other guy he's slept with you have banned him from talking to. I'm sorry and please don't take this as disrespectful, but I have to tend to agree with Logan right now." James said in a very cautious voice.
Kendall let James' words sink into his brain for a moment. Kendall had never thought of that. He had only seen it as Logan had slept with her and there was nothing else to it. Kendall knew that his messed up brain had clouded his thinking but now that it had been laid out for him he knew that James was probably right. He sighed.
"I told Logan from the start that I wouldn't change and I meant that." Kendall said in a very stubborn voice.
"Kendall, you have to give a little in a real relationship. You love Logan, all of us can see that. You have to give him some breathing room and you have to try and see things from his point of view...otherwise you're just being selfish and one day you're going to go home and he won't be there." James said. James felt his eyes go wide.
Kendall stared at him for a moment. "What do you mean?" Kendall asked instantly. He didn't like the idea of going home and Logan being gone. The very thought made him want to choke the life out of someone in the near vicinity of him.
"I'm just saying. Logan is getting a little fed up. I'm having this conversation with you trying to save your relationship with him. I know that you two have only been together for what a month and a half...maybe two months?" Kendall nodded. "But he is on the verge of just leaving you...and I don't want that."
Kendall stood up and walked to the nearest detective. He had to get the questions answered and he had to get it done quick. He had to go home and make sure that Logan was there. He didn't know if he could handle it if Logan actually left him.
Logan was frantically looking around the room. He had talked about his decision for a long time a few days ago and Logan thought that this would be best. He had everything in place. He would be laying low at Beau's house for a month and then when Kendall didn't expect it, Beau would sneak him to the airport and Logan would fly to Seattle. He had decided that University of Washington was the perfect place to finish his degree.
Logan jumped when he heard the bedroom door open. He jumped and looked behind him and saw that it was just a security guard. "What are you doing Logan?" He asked in a hushed voice.
"I'm leaving." Logan said in a very stern voice.
"I can't let you do that..." he said. "Kendall will kill all of us..."
Logan smiled. He knew that was going to be an issue. "No...none of you knew anything. I dropped all my bags out of the window and you only saw me leave with my book bag...I told you I was going to the library."
He watched as the security guard's eyes softened as he nodded. "I will tell the rest of them nothing. I knew nothing about this."
Logan watched as he walked out of the room. Logan continued to frantically throw his clothes and belonging into the duffel bags. He quickly dropped the last one out the window. He had been planning his escape for the last two weeks, ever since Kendall dared him to try. He had snuck meetings with Beau and come up with this genius plan. Logan zipped up his backpack and left the note he had written for Kendall on the bed. Logan quickly walked down the stairs.
"When Kendall returns, tell him I will be back a little later. I am going to the library." Logan quickly walked out to his car that was waiting for him. He quickly put his bags into the trunk and then made his way to the airport. Which was where he was ditching his car and meeting Beau at. Logan couldn't help but be nervous. He was terrified that Kendall would find him. And Logan knew that if that happened Beau would be a dead man. But Logan couldn't take the constant pain anymore. He knew that Kendall was toxic to him and he knew that he had to get out while he still could, no matter how much he loved Kendall he couldn't do it anymore.
Logan parked on the floor and then grabbed his four bags he had in the trunk. He took the elevator to the ground floor and then went to the terminal and walked around for ten minutes like he had planned. He then walked out to the waiting area, where a limo was waiting for him to take him to a rental car place where Beau's dad would waiting for him. Logan got there and instantly got in the car with his dad and they drove in silence.
Logan didn't know how much Beau had told his family, but it would have had to of been enough to get them to go along with the plan. Logan still felt on edge, he knew that Kendall would be getting home soon and he knew that it wasn't going to be good. He was going to keep his phone long enough to tell Kendall he was okay, but after that he was going to destroy it and Beau already had another phone waiting for him.
Logan finally arrived at Beau's house and once the garage down closed, he knew that he could breath easy. Logan was thankful that Beau had a small house of his own. He was thankful that he had agreed to let him stay in the spare bedroom that was in the basement. Logan couldn't stop shaking as he carried in all his bags. He walked down the familiar steps and when he got to the bottom he put all his bags in the room and the collapsed.
Logan felt a pair of strong arms around him in an instant and he embraced the person who was holding him. "Shhhh, it's okay Logan. You're away from him, and you're finally safe. He won't know your here. We are the only two who know that, right?"
Logan pulled away and nodded. "Yes, I told Carlos I was going to New York, even gave some guy who wants to be on Broadway a fake ID and boarding ticket so it shows up that a Logan Mitchell boarded a New York plane." Logan had hated lying to his best friend but he knew that it was going to be best. He knew that leaving Kendall is what was best. But that didn't make it any easier. Logan felt the tears start to fall again.
Kendall ran frantically into the house. Logan's car was gone, and he needed to find out where he had gone to. "Where is Logan?" Kendall asked the second he walked into the house.
"He went to do some studying at the library." One of the guards said. Kendall nodded but still had a nagging feeling in his gut. He stared at the house for a moment and then ran up the stairs into his room. He opened Logan's drawers and saw that they were empty. He frantically pulled each one open to see the same thing. Kendall grabbed one of the drawers and launched it into the wall.
"What's going on?" He heard a familiar voice behind him, and then the familiar words rang in his head. He snapped his head to look at James. "What?"
"You knew...you knew that he was going to leave me! All his stuff is GONE!" Kendall yelled as he chucked another drawer across the room. Kendall felt his fist come into contact with the wall, but it wasn't enough.
"NO! I didn't. I know that he mentioned it to Carlos, but I didn't know he planned on doing it! I swear to you, you know I would have called had I known." James said quickly.
Kendall had James by the throat in a matter of seconds. "Call Carlos, and find out where my boyfriend is...if anyone will know it's him." James nodded and only then did Kendall let go of his throat.
James stood up and straightened out his shirt and then pulled out his phone and called Carlos. Kendall looked at the bed and saw that there was an envelope on the bed. Kendall approached it with caution and when he saw the familiar writing he felt his heart drop to the floor. He picked it up and slowly opened it. He unfolded the letter and then sat on the bed to read it.
Kendall,
I know that you are going to be furious when you see that I have left. But I can't do this anymore, I can't be with someone who doesn't take my feelings into consideration. I can't be with someone who refuses to change things that need to be changed. I have left, and per your request have left the area. You will never see me again, Kendall. I'm sorry but this is best. We are not good together. We are like poison for each other. I think you know that too. We are toxic and I am putting an end to it before one of us gets seriously hurt. I want you to know that I love you more than I have ever loved anyone in the world. You have shown me so much, and I want to thank you for that. You have shown me what true love is like. Unfortunately, our love story has to be cut short. Please don't look for me. I won't be found.
I will remain forever yours,
Logan
Kendall felt the letter scrunch in his hands and then he felt the tears start to fall before he heard the door open. He quickly wiped his eyes. "He went to New York. Should I call our airport contact?" James asked.
Kendall nodded and then pointed at the door for James to get out. Kendall sat down for a moment and finally let the tears overtake him.
Logan sat on the bed staring into space. Beau had gone upstairs to get him something to drink and Logan was afraid that Kendall was going to burst through the door at any given moment. He felt his phone start to vibrate. He knew who it was he answered it. "Hello?" He said quietly.
"Where are you?" Kendall demanded. Logan felt the tears start to well in his eyes.
"I'm about to board a plane. I'm leaving. And I'm never coming back." Logan said softly. He had to stay strong.
"I know that I can't expect to not change. I know that in order for us to work I have to change, please give me the chance to change." Kendall pleaded. Logan knew that Kendall was trying to just get him to come home. "I promise, I won't hurt anyone who helped you...just please come home."
Logan felt his heart strings start to pull. He hoped that Kendall was serious. He knew that Carlos was going to talk to James to try and get him to say something to Kendall. Had James been able to get through to him? Logan felt his walls start to go down and he smiled. "Fine, but this is your very last chance..."
"Deal. Just get home..." Kendall said. "I love you."
"I love you too, Kendall. Be home in a half hour!" Logan said as he flipped his phone shut. He heard a commotion upstairs and instantly thought it had to be Kendall. He ran upstairs and saw Beau on his knees with a gun pressed against the back of his head.
"Tell me where Logan is!" He heard a voice say. He looked over and recognized the face as Wayne. He sighed and knew that it was finally going to happen. He was going to be abducted to try and get to Kendall.
"Don't hurt him...I'm right here." Logan said and in an instant there were two guys on him tying him up. Logan felt himself pushed onto a chair and then was staring at a camera.
"Tell Kendall to come for you. Tell him we mean business and if he isn't at our meeting place by eight tonight, we will kill you." He heard Wayne say in his ear.
Logan felt the tears well in his eyes, but he refused to cry. He wasn't going to give them the satisfaction. He saw the camera start to roll. "Kendall, Wayne took me. He found me and he has taken me hostage. Meet him at your guy's spot at eight..."Logan couldn't bring himself to say the next part, but the gun that was pressed to his left temple gave him the motivation. "Or else they will kill me..." Logan finally let the tears fall. He didn't know what he was going to do.
Kendall looked at the clock. His and Logan's phone call had been two hours ago and he still wasn't back and now when he tried to call his phone it went right to voicemail...had Logan just boarded the plane and just didn't want to tell him? Was he just trying to get away at him. Kendall felt himself pacing. NO! Logan was coming home to him. It may have just taken a while to get his bags and what not.
Kendall heard a knock on the door and went to answer it. He saw that there was a camera sitting there that had a note on it that said "Play me" Kendall picked it up and called out for James to come to him. He sat down on the couch and when James was next to him he pressed play. He was sickened by what he saw next.
It was Logan he was tied and was close to crying. "Kendall...Wayne took me." Kendall felt his blood start to erupt from his veins. "He found me and he has taken me hostage. Meet him at your guy's spot at eight..." Logan paused and what Kendall saw next didn't help. He saw the barrel of a gun pressed to his love's forehead. "Or else they will kill me..."
The camera cut and then Wayne was on the screen. "You and your second and third are allowed to attend this meeting. Don't do anything stupid, or else Logan will pay the price." Wayne said and then the camera cut out.
Kendall felt like his head was going to explode. He felt as if he had been punched in the balls repeatedly. He wanted to throw up, but most of all he wanted Wayne's head on a silver platter. "I think it's time we end Hawk's gang." Kendall said as he stood up and walked upstairs.
A/N : I hope you all liked it! I didn't edit, I probably should have but am far to tired to do so. Please forgive any errors.
Reviews are appreciated.