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Chapter 10

Just Think About It

I sat down on my bed hugging my pillow thinking about what had happened today.

'I can't believe I kissed the one and only Jake Ryan!' My heart still raced and my head still throbbed on what happened. Even my stomach had the feeling of butterflies in them.

I just couldn't stop thinking about it. I continuously gnawed on my lower lip knowing that it was be bruised and cut up, but I didn't care.

"Oh my god I kissed Jake Ryan!" I screamed once again and pressed my pillow firmly against my face.

Right after I kissed Jake, he just stood there shocked at what I did and so... I ran away. Ran away as fast as I could. I just couldn't believe I kissed him.

The thing that hit me the most is that… comparing it to the kiss I shared with Mark back then, this kiss… was more passionate. Like, I felt like something was there and I just wanted it to last. Mark's kiss was just… plain, wet, and gross.

I put my pillow on my lap and brushed my fingers on my lips. 'Does this mean I am completely over Mark?' I asked myself and licked my lips. I smiled 'Yeah I think I am.'

I heard my door being knocked and I got up to answer it.

"Miles, you have a visitor." It was dad.

"Who is it?" I asked.

"Jake." He looked at me and I froze.

"Umm, can you say that I'm asleep?" I whispered. 'Jake's here? Why is he here?' I slapped my forehead. 'Duh, maybe to ask me why I kissed him. Smart Miley, smart!'

"He says it's pretty important." Dad whispered back and I wanted to laugh.

"Why are you whispering?"

"Why are you whispering?" He asked and raised his eyebrows at me.

I shook my head. "Just tell him I'm sleeping. Tell him I'll talk to him tomorrow." I lastly said to dad and lightly closed my door.

"Oh boy, I wasn't thinking about what would happen after I kissed him." I leaned against my door and slid down sitting on the ground.

'I still can't believe I kissed him.' I smiled and started to day dream about Jake.

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The week went by so fast avoiding both Jake and Mark, and soon it was Friday, the day before the dance.

Jake and Mark both tried to go up to me and talk, but each time I would just walk away. I couldn't face them just yet, I will later on, but I still have to take in what happened on Monday and let go.

Yes, it's taking me this long to forget what happened, I mean come on, who wouldn't be like this after they had just kissed Jake?

I was hanging around at my locker once again and getting my things. I closed my locker and got ready to leave the school. I slipped on my iPod. Then I started to dance and sing, horribly just in case someone heard me.

"I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
But I don't know how to start
I wanna tell you, but now
I'm afraid that you might break my heart
Oh why should anything so easy ever
Be so hard to do
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
And to say that, I lo…"

I was cut off as I was being pulled into a classroom. I dropped my iPod as I was pushed against the wall. The person had his hand over my mouth.

I bit on the persons hand and he pulled his hand away. "Ow!" He hissed which sort of sounded like Mark.

"Mark?" I asked and squinted my eyes seeing that it is Mark. "What the heck are you doing?"

"I just wanted to talk to you okay? Every single time I tried to talk to you today and the whole week, all you did was avoid me! I knew this was the only way you'd talk to me." He replied and blocked the door with his body.

"Fine, I'll give you five minutes to say what you have to say." I sat on a desk and watched him.

"Okay, first of all, please go to the dance with me!"

"No!" I shook my head. "Hurry up; I have something I need to go to!"

"Next, why are you always like this to me? Remember when we first started dating, you were so loving, like you really cared about me. Why don't you just please, for the 100th time go out with me once again. I promise that I won't make that same mistake I did by cheating on you." He begged walking close to me placing both of this hands either side of me on the table.

"No. I told you on Monday that you don't deserve a second chance." I pushed him away from me, but he gripped on both my hands slamming them against the table.

"Do you not understand how much I freaking want you? I'll make you mine, I swear." He stared at me angrily. "I'm so sick and tired of you saying no to me. When will you ever say yes? So how many times will I have to say sorry until you freaking forgive me?" His grip on my wrists tightened and it started to hurt. Really hurt.

He was kind of scaring me. I didn't know he could get this freaky. "Never. I told you before that I will never ever forgive someone like you. I will never say yes and I will never like you." I tried to kick him, but he pushed me down on the table.

"Then I'll force you to like me." he tried to kiss me but I kicked his stomach making him fall to the ground.

"If you wanted me to like you, then you wouldn't be doing this to me!" I screamed at him. He was pissing me off.

Then the door knob twisted and I saw Jake staring at Mark from the door.

"What the hell is going on in here?" Jake asked.

I rushed toward his side and went behind him. "Mark tried to do stuff to me." I automatically said and Jake stared at me surprised.

"What?" He glared at Mark.

"No dude, it's not true!" Mark got up from the ground and got near to me and Jake.

"I'm not going to believe you, why should I believe you? From what I've seen and heard all you've been doing was making Miley miserable. She's cried because of you and I don't know what happened back in Tennessee, but I swear if you try and do something to Miley again, I'll kick your ass." Jake threatened.

'Wow, he's backing me up? With the few minutes or even seconds he was here, he believes me!'

I tugged on Jake's shirt. "Just leave him alone for now. He isn't worth it." I said and tried to pull him outside.

"And he isn't worth your tears." Jake said pulling his arm away from me and rushed toward Mark punching him at his eye. "And I swear Mark, you try something again…"

"I know, just leave me alone!" Mark pushed Jake into my direction.

Before Jake could do anything else, I pulled Jake outside of the class room and left the scene. It's weird that right when Jake did that to Mark, Mark actually looked scared. I don't think Mark is a big fan of Jake after what happened today.

Once we got to the parking lot, Jake stopped walking and I continued to. I don't intend to make contact with him untill tomorrow, even if he did rescue me from Mark which I do need to thank him for, but he decided otherwise. He grabbed my shoulders to get me to stop walking and spun me around.

"Tell me why?" He asked and I looked down.

"Why what?" I stupidly said and stared at my toes.

"Don't act stupid, tell me… why did you kiss me on Monday Miley?" He put his index finger on my chin and lifted it up so that I would be looking at him.

"Do you really want to know why I kissed you when the answer is staring at you straight in the face?" I cocked my head and waited for him to answer.

"What? You're not making sense." He was confused and I could tell. I guess I just have to give him more hints that I like him.

"I know I'm not, and that's what's so fun about it."

"Wha…"

I sighed. "Think about how much I changed compared to how I acted toward you before. I was from hating you to you being one of my best friends. Think about how I looked like when I found out you were dating Rachel. Think about how I reacted when I thought you were dating Holly. Think about those times where I said I was going to tell you something important and yet it wouldn't come out. Have you ever noticed how much I change whenever you talk to some pretty girl?" I questioned him and watched him hoping he'd get it by now.

He just tilted his head and stared at me still confused. You can see from his facial expressions that I still didn't make sense to him.

'He's never going to get it.' I shook my head. "Just think about it. Once you've found the answer and put the pieces together, you'll understand why I kissed you." With that I turned on my heel and walked away to go home.

A/N Okay, well, you probably know that it's almost over... I hope you like this chapter :)