(HQ – Guest Room)

Dean opened his eyes slowly at first, he remembered sleeping in Castiel's arms, but now he was in bed alone, but Castiel's trench coat was wrapped around Dean's body. This time Dean knew that it wasn't a dream, he and Castiel kissed, it still felt like a dream though.

Cas? – Whispered Dean sniffing the Trench coat lightly, where could he go? Was he in love with Castiel? He licked his lips and felt Castiel's taste that still lingered in his lips, it was sweet and salt.

Dean realized that Sam didn't know a thing that was going on; he stood up and folded the trench coat carrying it with him to his room. He didn't find Sam while walking to his room. "What will I do now?" Said Dean silently to himself, he was concerned and felling something strange. Was it love? If it was, how would Sam take it? And how would Castiel take it? They already kissed and almost made out, what if comes down to sex? How would it go?

Dean walked into his room closing the door behind him and lying again on the bed, he couldn't let go of the trench coat, holding it like a blanket, sniffing it and wanting that somehow Castiel would come back to him only by wishing it.

What is wrong with me? – Whispered Dean to himself, he was about to cry, why do I feel this way? This is not right! Protested him, he didn't want to feel like this, but every time he closed his eyes he could sense Castiel's presence and its felt good, not kind of Memorex that he felt in heavens, its felt real, and it made him happy.

Dean… - Said Sam knocking on the door, Dean hid the trench coat in the closet and opened the door after rubbing his eyes – Dean?

Sammy, Yo! – Said Dean hiding his feelings, Sam smiled

You gotta see something, Dean – said Sam tilting his head towards the library, Dean followed him, Sam had the movie cartridge on an old projector – Let me play it.

The screen began to fade in, there was a man on the screen, he was saying something, but Dean could not tell what, those old films tapes usually didn't had any audio on it.

He was embracing a woman that was way older than him. She was crying anxious for something, then he opened his wings – black and long wings - she say something while crying, he told her to go away or something in these lines, but she refused and embraced him, both blast in a white shinning explosion.

The film ends with only theirs markings in the wall, as if a radioactive bomb struck both of them.

Sammy, that's creepy! – Said Dean turning the lights on – What hell was that?!

An angel fading away – Said Sam a little concerned – I found it on our library, this guy just faded.

And why did he? – Said Dean with a drop of fear invading his mind, somehow he knew the answer

He broke Dean – Said Sam a little concerned with Dean's reaction

What do you mean dude? – Said Dean confuse, but he knew, Dean just wanted to hear it again

That angel fell on the earth… He forgot everything of his past live, but when his memories came back it broke him into pieces along the years – Said Sam trying to not hurt Dean like it hurt him

And what about the old woman, who was she? – Asked Dean trying to understand what Sam said

She was his wife; he lived with her for years after finding out – Sam paused while Dean took a seat – She refused to let him go, and died with him.

You mean both died and went to heavens, right? – Said Dean trying to stay calm

No, Dean – Said Sam resting his hand on Dean's shoulder – They both ceased to exist, it all over our records and books.

That's a lie! – Said Dean standing up and shouting – That's not possible, how can they know it for sure?!

Even if it is a lie, Dean – Said Sam trying to calm him –They are already gone;

O-of course – Said Dean, he was actually thinking about Castiel and him – I mean, we have to help Cas… Not to blow up into an H bomb.

Sam smiled and Dean sat again and continued – What broke him?

His memories – Said Sam a little unsure – I think, we don't have so many info in record regarding that.

So, what keeps it from happening with Cas? – Said Dean concerned – Sammy?

I don't know Dean – Said Sam after a pause and a pad on Dean's shoulder – Look, It's bound to happen, Cas gave up his home to help us… He is an exile Dean; fallen angels are bound to fade away.

No – Said Dean leaving the room – He won't die, Sammy, not on my watch.

Sam smiled, he knew that searching other way was the right thing to do; he turned the projector off, and thought "If both died, whose was that black feather?"

(HQ – Dean's room)

Cas, do you got your ears on? – Said Dean sitting on his bed – Cas?

A silence filled the air in his room, Castiel wasn't there Dean couldn't feel him.

Cas? – repeated him, Dean knew that this silence wasn't right – Cas? Buddy…

Nothing happened, Dean closed his eyes and whispered hoping that Castiel was listening to him – Cas, we need to talk… Please, come here dude… I need you here.

Dean opened his eyes and took Castiel's trench coat in his hands; Dean just wanted to talk with him again; Why Castiel was in silence? Something was up, but what was it? Dean walked in circles in his room, waiting and hoping that Castiel was coming, but nothing happened for the whole afternoon, the night fell and Dean walked to the kitchen.

Sam – said Dean taking a beer on his way to the living room - Cas isn't answering.

Have you tried his cell phone? – Said Sam with his notebook in his lap and glasses on

Does he still have it? – Said Dean drinking his beer

I think so – Said Sam, he was too much focused on his notebook

I hope he picks up – Said Dean making a call with his phone, it called twice and someone picked up

Hello, who is this? – Said a female voice

This is Dean, Can you put Castiel on? – Said Dean with millions of things passing thought his mind

Castiel? – Said the voice a little confuse – So that is his name… I'm sorry to say, but your friend can't talk right now.

What happened? – Asked Dean concerned, Sam realized the drastic change in his voice and stopped to look at him

He is sleeping right now, but you should come here… We are in the hospital – Said the woman, Dean took note of the hospital address and hanged up

What's up, Dean? – Said Sam resting his hand on Dean's shoulder

Cas is in the hospital… I'm going to get him from there – Said Dean taking his keys from a bowl close to the entrance; Sam didn't followed Dean, but just nodded instead.

Sam knew that Dean wouldn't listen to him anyway; returning back to his notebook, Sam kept searching about any angel's lore he could find.

(Hospital – At night)

Castiel was sleeping on a hospital bed, his face peaceful or was it the morphine's effect? Dean was allowed to see him, but he knew that he need to take Castiel from there; the king of hell had many friends and one of them could kill Castiel now that he was in this condition.

Cas – Said Dean taking the tube off Castiel and helping him to walk – I'm gonna take you home – Dean doubted himself for a second, Castiel's home was really with him? He shook his head and doctor costume from his bag.

The hospital was so full of sick people that they didn't even realized that Dean dressed as doctor was taking a patient with him though the back door; Dean rested Cas on the back sit, nothing seemed wrong with him, but by the bandages on his stomach and chest.

Dean started the car while thinking "What's happening with you, Cas?" Before taking the road he looked at Castiel's face and thought "Did I break you, Cas?"