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Chapter Ten

"Can I smoke in here?" Quinn asked as she walked across Rachel's room. All the girls had arrive and sat around the room as Rachel explained what actives they would be doing at what time. Santana and Brittany sat against the headboard of the bed as Mercedes, Tina and Rachel sat the floor around the bed. Rachel frowned as she watched Quinn made her way to her window.

"I'd greatly appreciate it if you did not smoke in my room. My fathers would not approve. I'm sure they would probably even smell it." She said. Quinn simply glanced to her as she opened the window. She sat down on the window seal and brought a cigarette and her lighter to her lips. Rachel frowned as every one watched her light it before blowing the smoke out the window.

"Thanks Rachel." She said with a small smirk before turning her attention out the window. Rachel sighed and slumped her shoulders slightly at being completely ignored before she turned to the rest of the girls. She continued on with what she was saying. Everyone turned their attention back onto Rachel expect for Santana who watched Quinn smoke her cigarette.

"She's so fucking hot." She whispered and Brittany released a small chuckle.

"Totally." She agreed as she glanced to Quinn.

"Ladies please join us on the floor so we can begin please!" Rachel said as she clapped her hands together. Brittany nodded excitedly as she jumped off the bed and down onto the floor next to Tina. Santana rolled her eyes as she slowly climbed of the bed to join them.

Quinn finished her cigarette before joining the group in the middle of the room. Rachel started them off with some lame party game and before they was even have way through it Santana had already decided she had enough. "I'm not nearly high enough for this shit." She scuffed as she jumped up from her spot in the circle and moved her way towards her bag.

"Santana what are you doing? It's your turn." Rachel said as they all watched her pull out a weed bowl from her bag as well as a lighter. Rachel gasped loudly. "Santana! What are you doing with that!?" she asked as she glanced around the room. Quinn chuckled lightly with a shake of her head as Santana returned to group and sat back down.

"I'm sorry Rachel. I really tried but there is no way I can tolerate you for a large amount of time without being high. I just can't." she said as she began to pick the seeds and stems out her weed before she looked around the group. "Now I'm not forcing anyone to do this but if you all want to try then be my guess." She said before she looked to Quinn. "You down Q?" she asked with a small smirk that Quinn returned.

"Aren't I always?" she asked and Santana nodded her head before she continued to pick the seeds and stems out of her weed before shoving it slightly into the bowl. She sighed as she brought the end to her lips, placing her finger over the small whole on the side and brought the lighter to the other end of the bowl. She inhaled deep as she light it. She slipped it away from her lips and blew the smoke out her mouth. She sighed as it immediately took affect before passing it over to Quinn. The other girls all watched in awe as Quinn took the bowl to her lips and inhaled the drug deeply.

Santana watched as the smoke fell from Quinn's lips before she passed the drug over to Brittany. "I can't believe you guys are actually doing this in my house!" Rachel panicked as she glanced towards her door, hoping her fathers wouldn't come in any time soon to check on them. "Please put it out!" she hissed harshly as she looked to Santana with a glare as the dark haired girl took her bowl back from Brittany.

"Will you chill out? Haven't you ever wanted to live a little Berry? Come on." Santana said before taking another hit. She held it out towards Rachel this time instead of Quinn with a raised eyebrow. She released the smoke from her nose. "Come on Rachel." She said as a small smirk came to her lips. Rachel bit her lip before looking over to Tina and Mercedes.

"Hell, I'm down." Mercedes said with a small smirk of her own and Tina nodded her head from next to her in agreement. Rachel released a heavy sigh before reaching over and taking the bowl from Santana's hand mumbled about just trying it once.

"That a girl. I knew you wasn't a complete and utter loser. Make sure you cover the hole on the side while you inhale or you'll just get air." Santana said with a small chuckle.

Everyone watched as Rachel took to her lips before she paused. "Are you sure this won't damage my vocal cords and stop my amazing ability to sing?" she asked as she looked up at Santana who rolled her eyes while tossing the lighter to her.

"I thought that was already fucked up." She said. Rachel's eyes narrowed in a glare. "I'm kidding but I smoke all day every day and so does Quinn and we both still sing like angels so I'm sure one time isn't going to hurt you." She said and motioned for her to continue. Rachel took in a deep breath before she brought it to her lips and brought the lighter up. She let it and tried to inhale at once but quickly dropped the lighter as it burnt the tip of her fingers. Quinn was the first to laugh and they all looked to her. "Lightweight." Santana mumbled as she picked up the lighter while signaling Rachel forward. The rest of the girls all watched as Santana lit the bowl for her and Rachel inhaled the drug deep.

She immediately began to cough and pushed it away. "It burns…"she hissed.

"Just means you hit it right." Santana chuckled as she took it back and watched as Rachel rubbed her throat as she took a deep breath. "It burns for most beginners." She said with a shrug before she looked around the circle. "Anybody else?" she asked and Tina raised her hand. "Okay girl Asian." She said as she handed it to her.

It wasn't long before the entire group of girls was high and the room was filled with so much smoke that Santana had to open the window. They had put on some music and Brittany, Tina and Mercedes danced to it, Rachel sang to it and Quinn giggled as she watched them from her spot on the bed. Santana sat next to her watching with a bit of amazement.

See how a bit of weed can bring everyone together?

But then of course the paranoia kicked in with Rachel and she freaked, thinking that her fathers could hear the weed…Santana wasn't really sure what she met by that but they decided to all go to sleep after that. They left the music on but it was a small whisper in the room. Santana claimed the bed for her and Quinn cause she's a boss like that and the rest of the girls slept on the floor in sleeping bags.

Santana watched as Quinn came from Rachel's bathroom. She tip-toed over the girls on the floor before slipping into the bed next to Santana. "I thought for sure you'd want Brittany to sleep in the bed with you." She whispered over to her as she pulled the sheets up to her neck. Santana rolled on her side to face her with a small sigh.

"Well I could have but she's not you." She said and Quinn looked over to her with a small frown. "I just really miss you okay. I'm sorry about all the shit that's been happening between us lately. I'm just not use to this. You having a boyfriend thing. I feel like he's trying to take you away from me and that's like…not cool." She said as her eyebrows came together.

"I miss you too." Quinn whispered as allowed her eyes to go over the features on Santana's face. "And I don't even remember why we're fighting." She said. Santana chuckled with a shake of her head.

"Me either. It's stupid. We should stop." She said and Quinn nodded her head before she rolled her eyes.

"It probably had something to do with me being sexually frustrated. You know how I can get." She whispered and Santana chuckled.

"Finn not hitting it right?"

"Not even close." Quinn sighed

"Jesus Finn…" Quinn hissed as the boy bucked his hips roughly. She pushed on his shoulders and forced him to remove most of his weight off of her. "Can you at least try to support some of your weight? You're going to suffocate me." She said as her eyes narrowed. He nodded his head quickly as he pushed himself up. She sighed as she gripped his hips. "And stop bucking. Don't you have any rhythm?" she asked.

"Y-yeah…yeah." He said as he quickly nodded his head. She returned it before she leaned up to kiss him. He returned it and began to buck his hips down into hers once more. She rolled her eyes as she released a small grunt. She dug her nails into his shoulders as she pulled her lips away from his. She kissed down his neck and he panted heavy as he closed his eyes.

Her hands traveled down his arms and to his hips once more. She gave them a squeeze before moving to his zipper. "Let's take these off." She whispered and he nodded his head before he grunted.

"Oh-oh god." He whispered as his entire body stiffened. She sighed as she immediately pushed him off of her. "I-I'm so sorry Quinn. I promise I won't do it again. You're just so pretty…I can't help myself." He whispered his entire face red. Quinn rolled her eyes as she sat up.

"That's exact what you said the last time and the time before. Well you ever stop cumming before I can even get your pants off?" she asked as her eyes narrowed. He swallowed thickly before he shrugged his shoulders. She sighed as she watched him. He looked seriously hurt and embarrassed. But when didn't he? "Maybe you should go. We can try again tomorrow." She said with a shrug. He nodded his head before he quickly jumped up and disappeared out her room. She slumped back in her bed.

"Told you" Santana chuckled.

"Shut up." Quinn hissed as she rolled over to be on her side, facing Santana as well. "Not every one is as lucky to have someone as sexy as Brittany at their beck and call." She said with a frown as she cocked an eyebrow. Santana rolled her eyes as she sat up on her elbows.

"Brittany and I aren't fucking on a regular basics Quinn. It was just one time. I figured out that she's not what I want." She said and stared down at her. Quinn nodded her head slowly. Her eyes narrowed a bit as she appeared in thought.

"Well what exactly do you want then Santana?" she asked. Santana stared at her for a moment. She inhaled deep through her nose as she bit her lip.

"You."

There was a beat of silence.

"What?" she mumbled back. Santana leaned a bit closer. She reached her hand up and cupped Quinn's cheek. Quinn stared back at her, feeling shivers rise on her arms as Santana's thumb traced her cheek. She leaned into the touch and Santana leaned closer with a slight tilt of her head. Quinn allowed her eyes to flutter shut when Santana's lips landed on her own.

Quinn inhaled deep through her nose. It felt like her breath was just stolen away with a simple kiss. And there it was again, that spark she felt, the fuzzy sensation that over took her body the moment Santana's soft lips touched her own. Santana was the only person in the world who could do this to her with just one kiss. She'd never felt like this in her entire life and she was afraid.

But of what?

Of Santana?

Of herself?

She pulled her lips away from Santana's quickly and sat up right in the bed. She could feel Santana watching her as she ran her fingers through her hair. "Did you see Rachel's big ass pool?" she whispered through the dark as if the kiss hadn't even happened. Though her heart was still pounding and her cheeks felt flush. Santana's eyes narrowed on her as she licked her lips. Quinn threw the blankets off her and slowly rose to her feet. "I'm gonna get in it." she as she tip toed over the girls and towards the door.

"Seriously Quinn?" Santana hissed as she sat up right in the bed. She had just told Quinn that she wanted her and all she wanted to do was get in a pool?

She watched her disappear out of the room before she released a sigh and rolled her eyes. She glanced to the other girls before throwing the blankets off of her as well. It was just like Quinn to run away when she was trying to tell her something seriously important. She stepped over Tina who was snoring loudly before she had a clear path to the door. She stepped out and walked down the hall, going down the stairs and through the dark living room. Her eyes fell on the open back door and she stepped out of it.

She crossed her arms as she watched Quinn strip out of her night shirt, followed closely behind by her shorts. "You know Berry is seriously going to shit herself if she finds out we're down here." She said as she glanced back to the door as if Rachel was going to pop out at any time. She looked back to Quinn watching as she dipped her toe into the cold water.

"So what? Don't be such a pussy" she mumbled back as Santana moved to stand closer behind her with a shake of her head and a scuff. "It's freezing though." She mumbled as she bit her lip rethinking her idea of getting in. She didn't want to get sick but the last thing she wanted to do was have this conversation with Santana.

"Don't be such a pussy." She repeated back to her and Quinn turned to glare at her. "Seriously Quinn. Stop being such a pussy. You're just trying to avoid the conversation you know I want to have with you." She said. Quinn turned her head away, looking back into the water as she put her whole foot in it. She shook her head and fought back the shiver that ran up her spine.

Shit, this water was cold.

"I don't know what you're talking about."

Santana clenched her jaw, her nose flaring before she reached up and gave Quinn a rough shove. Quinn lunched forward with a surprised squeal before the pool was making a large splash as she fell into it. Santana crossed her arms as she watched her quickly break the surface with a cough. "What the hell Santana!?" she shouted as she pushed her wet hair out of her face to glare up at her. Santana glared back down at her.

"What are you so afraid of? I'd never hurt you like Puck, Quinn. I'd never abandon you like Finn!" she yelled down at her and Quinn shook her head quickly.

"Yeah. You'd do a lot worst!" She yelled up at her and Santana shook her head.

"What the hell does that mean?"

"You just don't get it." Quinn chuckled with a shake of her head.

"Your damn right I don't so why don't you just explain it to me!" she said as she took a step closer to the pool.

"I'm damaged goods Santana! And it's all because of them! You'd ruin me and to make it worst I would-" She cut herself off as she stared up at Santana before shaking her head. Santana appeared to be hanging onto every word. She took another step closer. If she wasn't careful she'd end up falling into the pool as well. Quinn shook her head. "Forget it." She scuffed as she looked away, her lower lip trembling from the cold.

"Forget what? Damn it Quinn just spit it out!" She yelled

"It's nothing Santana! Why don't you just fuck off!" Quinn shouted back as she glared back up at her once more.

"Ladies." Both of their eyes snapped to the back door to find one of Rachel's dads stepping through. He was the taller one with the glasses and grayer hair. Quinn quickly swam to the end of the pool and climbed out as he walked towards them. She crossed her arms to try and keep herself warm as the cold air hit her. It felt even colder than the pool water. "A little cold for a late night swim isn't it?" He asked as he rubbed the sleep from his eyes.

"We're sorry Mr. Berry." They mumbled together as they looked away from him.

"It's alright. I'll be sure not to tell Rachel about it." He said with a chuckle and they both nodded their heads. "How about you guys go ahead and get dry before you catch a cold." He said as he glanced to Quinn who nodded her head as she quickly bent down to pick up her clothes. She quickly stepped around him and into the house and Santana followed hot on her heels. He sighed with a shake of his head as he watched them go. "Kids." He mumbled as he glanced back towards the pool.

Quinn made her way into the bathroom to grab a towel as Santana made her way back to Rachel's room. Quinn took in a deep breath as she stared herself in the mirror. She wasn't ready to face Santana again. She couldn't make her understand. Santana didn't understand that she was the only one that could really hurt her. Worst than Puck and worst than anything Finn could do to her. Santana met so much more to her than them and she was afraid. She was afraid Santana would hurt her, so afraid that she'd probably end up hurting Santana first before the other girl even had a chance.

And maybe that's what scared her the most. Hurting Santana.

It was better this way for the both of them.

She finished drying off and put her clothes back on, despite her underwear and bra still being damp. She made her way out of the bathroom and back to Rachel's room. Her eyes squinted as she tried to see through the dark. Her eyes fell on the bed which she was surprised to see was still empty. Where was Santana? She glanced around the room for her but still didn't see her.

"She left." Mercedes said as she sat up a bit on her elbows and Quinn looked to her quickly. "She kicked me when she was getting her things. Are you two alright?" she asked and Quinn frowned as she shook her head and made her way towards the bed. She climbed back under the warm sheets and tucked them up to her neck. "Okay well…if you ever need to talk about anything I'm here." She said as she continued to watch Quinn from her spot of the floor. Quinn released a small sigh.

"Thank you Mercedes." She mumbled. Mercedes nodded with a small frown before she laid back down and went back to sleep. Quinn sighed again as she stared at the empty space next to her where Santana had been laying before she closed her eyes and tried to will herself to sleep. It didn't come easy.

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The next morning Rachel was the first one up. She woke all the girls with an excited idea of making star shaped pancakes. "Do you even know how to cook?" Mercedes asked as they all folded their sleeping bags. Quinn made the bed on her own with a small frown and bags under her eyes. Rachel looked to Mercedes as if offended by the question.

"Of course I do!" she said with a hand to her chest. "and might I say I'm a very good cook thank you." She said with a for sure nod of her head.

"W-Where's Sa-Santana?" Tina asked as she looked around the room. It was silent and all eyes fell to Quinn who continued to move about as it she hadn't even heard the question. She looked up at the silence to find all eyes on her. She frowned back at all of them.

"What? I guess she wasn't feeling good and left doing the middle of the night. I'm not Santana's keeper. I don't know the reasons for everything she does." She lied as she glared back at them. They all quickly looked away from her and she grabbed her bag quickly. "I call first dibs on bathroom." She said and walked out before any of them could object.

"I like sleepovers." Brittany piped in during the silence and they all looked back to them.

"Wh-What's going on be-between them?" Tina asked as she looked around at the rest of the girls. Rachel bit her lip as she glanced towards the door before she quickly sat down on her bed.

"Okay. I'll tell you but you didn't hear it from me." She said and the three girls nodded their heads as they moved in around her. "Okay so Santana is madly in love with Quinn!" she said as she clapped her hands together in excitement with a grin on her face. Mercedes and Tina looked slightly shocked as they both gasped but Brittany smiled and nodded at the information she already knew. "And apparently Quinn might have feeling for her too but I'm not really sure. Santana thinks she does but I think its pretty hard to tell but being the nice person that I am I'm trying to help Santana win over the one that she loves." She said as she touched her heart as if she just finished telling the best love story of her life.

"T-That's kind of sweet." Tina said with a small smile.

"Yes indeed it is!" Rachel said before she bit her lip in excitement. "Anyways we should all get down stairs before she finds out where talking about her and Santana." She said and rose back to her feet. They all nodded their heads as they rushed out of the room and down into the kitchen where Rachel began to make them breakfast while telling them the long story of how she was able to cook at the tender age of six.

Quinn joined them a few moments later and took a seat next to Mercedes at the island. Rachel smiled to her as she sat her plate down in front of her and slipped two star shaped pancakes onto it. "Thank you Rachel. These actually look really good." She said with a small smile as she looked down at her plate and Rachel nodded her head.

"Why thank you Quinn. You know I'm glad that all of us could hang out like this. I think its good if we can all become friends. Surely being closer will help us as a team and with a lot more work we could go to nationals!" she said with a bright smile and Quinn playfully rolled her eyes with a shake of her head as she turned back to her pancakes.

"Is it normal for someone to be that happy in the morning?" Mercedes asked as she watched Rachel move around the kitchen.

"Apparently so." Quinn shrugged.

"It's a shame Santana couldn't be here for this." Brittany said as her shoulders slumped slightly and they all looked towards her. Quinn frowned as she kept her eyes on her food. "I think she could have liked the pancakes even though she would have told you they were gross." She said with a smile as she looked to Rachel who nodded her head.

"Wow. You guys sure do like the bring up Santana." Quinn mumbled as she stabbed her pancake with a bit more force then necessary. "I wonder if you guys talk about me this much when I'm not around." She said and only looked up when the room was silent. Mercedes and Tina quickly began to eat while Rachel busied herself with the kitchen. She looked to Brittany who simply nodded her head. "Oh my god you do!" she said as she looked around at all of them, offended. "About what?" She asked, her eyes narrowed.

"Nothing much!" Rachel broke quickly as she spun around to face her. "It's just maybe you should give Santana a chance!" she said and Quinn's eyes came so large the almost fell out of her head. She dropped her fork. "I mean you guys are like…soul mates and its so clear the feelings you two share? Why fight that?" she asked as she quickly moved to take Quinn's hand who quickly snatched it away.

"Maybe because I have a boyfriend Rachel and what goes on between me and Santana is none of your God damn business." She said and watched as Rachel's face fell at the mention of her boyfriend. Her lips drew into thin lines and her eyes narrowed. Her nose flaring slightly. The room was silent as the other three girls looked back and forth between the two of them.

"You don't love Finn, Quinn." Rachel stated as she squared her shoulders. Quinn raised a challenging eyebrow back at her.

"Why don't I Rachel? And Who are you to tell me?" She asked as she rose to her feet, not liking having Rachel standing over top of her.

"Because you just don't! You barely even look at him in glee class, too busy trying not to look at Santana! You're just using him to protect yourself from your true feeling for Santana and you need to stop! Your just hurting yourself, your hurting Santana and in the end your going to hurt Finn too! You're hurting everyone! So just stop already!" She yelled. Everyone in the room stared at her in silence.

Quinn felt her blood boil, her heart racing and her cheeks flushed with her rage. Was it that obvious for all of them. She glanced to the others, taking in their expression. They weren't surprised by this. None of them were because they all knew. She clenched her teeth, balled up her fist. Why did these people now all about her life?

She reached down and picked up her bag that was by her chair and pulled it over her shoulder before looking back to Rachel. The anger had fallen from her face and she now looked regretful but Quinn didn't care. It was too late for that now. "Wouldn't that be convent for you?" she asked as her eyes narrowed, her voice low. "You've been dying to get in Finn's pants for years. You'd love it if we broke up. Stop acting like you care if Santana is hurting or if I'm hurting. All you care about is your own self and you'd do anything to be with Finn."

"No Quinn…It's not like that. I swear I didn't-"

"You know what Rachel? You can just go to hell and for the love of God stay out of my personal life." She said before turning on her heels sharply and stormed towards the door before Rachel could say another word.

"Way to go Rachel." She heard Mercedes though the silence as she made her way though the living room before she stepped out of the front door, slamming it shut behind her.

She fucking hated sleepovers.

Man I hate this. All Quinn and Santana do is fight! Hopefully they'll be seeing eye to eye again soon...

I hope you guys enjoyed. Until next time!