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BPOV (on the plane)

I kept fidgeting in my seat. I couldn't keep still, and peter would have to keep holding me down before I did something that could jeopardise the trip. I finally got it through my head that I could do something that could slow down me getting to my Jasper. I loved that. My Jasper.

'will you please distract yourself with something?' he hissed at me. I growled, too low for any humans to hear.

'don't tell me what I can and cant do petey! My mate is in danger, I cant stop fidgeting' I hissed to him.

'okay, okay' he said, his hands up in surrender 'just think of all your memories of the Major, because you may never see him again, little one' at his words I let everything out. I dry sobbed into his chest while he petted my hair and soothed me. When I had somewhat calmed down, the memories started running through my head. Meeting the Major, training with the Major, watching the Major, arguing with the Major and of course, the moment I realised that I had fallen for the one man that, at the time, I thought I could never have. I stayed mostly still the rest of the way on the plane, thinking of my Jasper and hoping we could get to him on time.

JPOV

'could all passengers who travelled first class please exit the plane first. Please exit in an orderly fashion, thank you' I sighed. This was it. I was down to the last few hours of my life. I didn't look at anyone or anything as I left the plane and the airport. I didn't have any luggage to collect, since I planned on being a pile of ash in a few hours, I thought clothes would be a bit pointless. I only had one thing with me and that was my photo of Bella. It was in an envelope in my back pocket. I knew peter would talk bella into coming to save me, but I knew they would be too late, so I was going to give the letter to the brothers to give to bella. My only wish is that she could have been mine, but, it was not to be. The last time I saw the girl I love, was with another man. That image has been burned into my brain since. It reminds me that bella can never be mine, and its clear that she doesn't want to be.

While my thoughts are running off on there own, I have been running at vamp speed for the Volturi Castle. I hope they can make the pain go away.

BPOV

Why was this flight taking so damned long? Peter was bugging me and the hostesses with their 'can I help you with anything?' squeaky voices were annoying the hell out of me and the one thing you really shouldn't want is a pissed off newborn on a plane. So yeah, I was maybe possibly going crazy, but it's only natural isn't it? I mean my soul mate is about to commit suicide and I'm stuck on a plane with idiots that wouldn't know what hit them if my anger gets anymore out of hand.

'Bella, would you please calm yourself. This is not helping Jasper'

'the Jasper card? Really peter? I thought you were better than that you worm'

'worm? Really? Just remember who brought you to your Jasper' wait, what?

'what do you mean? peter?'

'who do you think changed you bella? I knew from the sight of you that you were perfect for the Major, and I knew that in changing him you would get him away from here'

'there?'

'the wars. I knew that when Jasper realised that you were his mate, that he wouldn't be able to handle you being in that place because it was danger to you. And he wouldn't allow you to be alone, so you would make him leave'

'wow'

'has he been searching for a mate for long then?'

'dear, he's never given it much thought honestly. To be frank, I don't think that he believed that he deserved to ever have a mate, after everything that we've had to do in this army'

'but, you've been with him doing the same things, and you have your mate. Why does he not think about these things?'

'because dear, he's a man' peter said with a smirk 'he doesn't think. Trust me, I know these things'

I still don't understand why Jasper didn't just wait for me and talk to me before running off to do something so drastic. God I hope we get there in time. If we don't, well, sign me up for a death wish. Now that I've kind of found him, I don't want to live without him. Please Jasper, where are you?

'LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, THIS IS YOUR PILOT SPEAKING, WE WILL BE LANDING IN FLORENCE IN 30 MINUTES. I ASK THAT YOU PLEASE PUT ON YOUR SEATBELTS AT THIS TIME. THANK YOU. Jasper. I'm coming.

JPOV

'so you wish to die, Major, is that right?' Aro asked me, looking at me curiously.

'yes' I spoke in monotone. I was about to die, who cares about manners now.

' would you please tell us why?'

'no' I was embarrassed. I had always believed that I was alright looking and that I would have no problems when or if I found my mate because they would like the way I look. But not anymore. It was the scars I think. I was covered in them, from head to toe and I mean that literally, there are some on my toes.

'very well. You wont tell us, and I am hesitant to use my gift on you, so I must deny your request without good reason to fulfil it' I knew they would and I smiled. Now I would have to take action. It was midnight now, and since what I had in mind would have to wait till the day, I had a couple of hours. I bowed my head respectfully and ran from the castle and checked into a hotel. Now I could spend my last hours, dreaming of the one who should have been mine. My Bella, no, never my Bella. She's his Bella.

BPOV (they've landed and are at the volturi castle. its morning)

'what do you mean he's not here? What have you done to my mate?' I growled at them and peter grabbed me before I could lower into a hunting crouch.

'mate? What.. when.. how.. If he has a mate, then why does he want to die?' Caius got out.

'he saw her holding hands with a male and came to the wrong conclusion. He thought they were seeing each other, but they are half brother and sister. The Major, never stayed long enough to actually ask'

'I see. That would be why his eyes looked hollow and empty before then?'

'yes, it would. Please, do you have any idea where he may have went?' peter almost begged.

'he may have checked into one of the hotels in the area but other than that have no idea I'm afraid' I broke down, falling to the floor, taking peter with me, and sobbing tearless sobs.

'I'm never going to find him peter. I'm going to lose him after just finding him. And then ill be the one in here begging to die'

'Bella that's it! You're a genius!' peter exclaimed

'huh?' I didn't get it

'bella, if jasper was dead' I whimpered 'and you came here begging for death, but they denied you, what would you do?' ah, now I understood. But it got me thinking, where would I go if my jasper was dead?

'id do something to make them kill me, like expose myself to humans or go on a killing spree in broad daylight… I know what he's going to do!' I was happy. If we could get to jasper, on the chance that I was right, then maybe we could save him. Now I know the what, now where is he going to do this?

JPOV

This is it. I'm about to do something that I know will make the volturi have to kill me. I'm about to eat some of their people in broad daylight, in the open. After all, all I'm good at is killing, so I may as well go out doing the thing only thing I'm good at. Killing people. I'm hiding in the shadows, waiting for the right moment. The sun is almost at it's peak and when it is, and the more people are out, the better. Oh, here we go! A nice big crowd. Now, lets go for that young brown haired man. I sank into my hunting crouch and prepared to lunge. I could feel the venom pooling into my mouth and my eyes darkening. Just before I leapt, I was knocked to the side by something and my eyes brightened again. I looked up, hoping to see the volturi preparing to kill me, when I smelled the air around me. Wait, Bella!