1Chapter 10 You fill my heart
Haley was laying on her bed thinking of the past events. She heard the door open.
"Hey tutor girl how's your head...?" Brooke asked.
" I don't know about my head but it hurts." Haley said softly.
"What do you mean by 'it'?" Brooke asked.
" My heart...I love Nathan so much Brooke and literally almost killed me too have him walk out on me the way he did tonight.." Haley cried.
The doorbell rang.
"Hey Hales um hold on tight okay...I am going to go get that." Brooke said.
Brooke skipped to the door and opened it to find the one person she did not expect to see.
" Hey Nate.."
"Um hey is Haley here?"
"Yeah upstairs in tears."
Nathan looked down at the floor disappointed in himself.
"Nate come in...tell Tutor girl that I am leaving ok...and I swear if you do anything else to make her cry I WILL BEAT YOUR ASS!!!" Brooke exclaimed.
Nathan smiled a little bit, " Don't worry I would never do anything else to hurt Haley and Brooke even if I did I doubt you could take me down." Nathan giggled.
"Yeah that is probably true...but Lucas totally could and he is on my side so ha!!!" Brooke laughed and she took her coat and went to her car.
Nathan went upstairs when he reached Haley's door he didn't know what to expect. He opened it quietly to find Haley asleep on her bed. He walked in and knelt next to it. He whispered, " I am so sorry hales." He tucked a piece of her hair behind her ear and gave her a soft angelic kiss on the head.
"Nathan.." Haley said barely above a whisper.
"Hey I thought you were asleep.." Nathan said.
"I was until you came in. Nathan why are you here?" Haley asked.
"I wanted to see you and to tell you how sorry I am." Nathan said.
"Nathan I know that you're sorry but that doesn't explain the way you acted."
"Haley its just when you told me that you were pregnant it scared the fricken daylights out of me!" Nathan said with a slight edge to his voice.
"Nathan ...you don't think that I am scared because believe me I am more than you'll ever know!!!" Haley said with teary eyes.
"Look Haley It's just I thought when we had sex we were protected I never thought that this would ever happen!" Nathan said.
" Nathan we were protected most of the time but condoms and birth control don't work 100 of the time and I didn't think this would ever happen to me either but you know what Nathan don't worry about anything cuz I am not asking anything from you. I don't want you to be apart of me and this baby's life if you don't want to be!!!" Haley cried.
Nathan looked at her shock with tears in his own eyes. He thought about what she said and he knew that no matter what they were going to get through this together...and all he had to do was tell her what he thought but he just couldn't find the words. Nathan remained silent.
"Nathan just leave...okay get out!" Haley whispered with tears streaming down her face.
"Look Haley.."
"No Nathan I don't want to hear it."
"No just listen.."
Haley looked at him then said, "okay"
"I am scared so much for both of us. I had so many dreams and goals in my life and now they have all changed..." Haley looked at him disgusted she couldn't believe what he just said. "But you know everything that I've been through in the last 3 years or so in my life with my family you were the one I could talk to. When you told me that you were pregnant yeah I was scared I was terrified but then I just thought of you and us and how much I love you. Yeah maybe this isn't the future that I predicted, but now when I look into my future all I see is you and me and our baby. Haley you fill that void in my heart. You are the true thing that I have. God I love you so much!" Nathan said.
Haley smiled as happy tears were falling down her face more than ever.
"I love you too..so much!" Haley said.
She pulled Nathan down on her and gave him a sweet tender kiss on the lips.
"I know we will get through this together. Always and Forever. And Nathan...?"
"Yeah.." he said looking deeply in her eyes.
"You fill my heart.." Haley said sincerely.
