No I don't own any characters of Twilight. However I do own the OC's though. I also do not own any of the songs/bands mentioned in the story oh and in this story we will pretend Hedley is not a band…cuz I want to use the lyrics for something that u will find out in this chapter…tis all….enjoy oh and both Rebecca and I own the poem she uses in this chapter, I wrote the chorus thing and Bex wrote the rest
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After school I was sitting at the kitchen table trying to figure out what to write for a poem for English, it was our new unit, when the phone rang.
"Beck, could you answer that for me? I'm still cooking dinner."
"Fine, fine, I'll get it.
"Hello?"
"Hey this is Jessica Stanley from school? Is Bella there?"
ME:um, she is but she's cooking dinner…so can I take a message?
JESSICA: oh, ok well can you just ask her if I can ask Mike Newton to the dance, that's all I need to know from her
ME:okay, but that's kinda stupid…I mean if you like him then ask him, you don't need my sisters approval, she doesn't even like the guy I started laughing well she does…just not like that.
JESSICA:really? We were all so sure she was going to ask him…oh well thanks for that…oh! I've heard you like music and the dance committee was wondering if you could be the DJ, the one we were going to use can't make it, and it's on the 12th
ME: uh...okay, I'll do it I guess...by the way, who recommended me for the job? Wouldn't Edward Cullen be a better choice? He has a shit load of CDs, way more then me
JESSICA:it was Samantha Crowley well I better go now bye bye
She hung up and I swore I heard her say, or rather cough the word slut before she did.
"Whatever" I went back to the kitchen to think. I started thinking about Jace and how much he means to me right now, even though he shouldn't. That's when I got hit by inspiration. The line What would you do, if I said "I love you"? came to me. I started writing, when I was finished I felt so pleased with myself.
I called Edward later that night to ask him if he wanted to do the DJ thing at school with me.
ME: hello?
EMMETT:hey loser what's up?
ME: Em that's not nice I scowled is Edward there?
EMMETT: yea, just a second…EDWARD GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE, YOU'RE WANTED ON THE PHONE!
ME:thanks a lot for the shouting Emmett
EMMETT:no problems, heres Eddie
EDWARD:hello Becca, what would you like?
ME: ok…weird formal talk is creepy…ha well I was wondering if you'd help me be the DJ at the school dance coming up, 'cause I don't have enough music for it and well, you have loads!
EDWARD:sure, I wouldn't mind, could you make a list of the music you want to play and bring it tomorrow? Is that all you wanted?
ME:yea pretty much, see you guys tomorrow
I hung up and went to have a shower.
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I was up at the front of the class trying to present my poem; I never was good at speaking publicly/in front of the class so I was fidgeting like a madman.
"Okay,
well I wrote a poem last night for class, but it sounds more like a
song to me but o well…um ok so here it is:
What would you
do,
if I said "I love you"?
Would you give 'us' a
try?
Or just make me cry?
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Oh what I'd
do,
just to have you,
hold me in your arms, love,
just a
chance with you, love.
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Your smile, it
just,
it just makes me melt.
If only, if only, there was a
way,
just a way to know how you felt.
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Oh
what I'd do,
just to have you,
hold me in your arms, love,
just
a chance with you, love.
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When you're
around,
I finally feel found.
I know this sounds cheesy,
but
this shit sure ain't easy.
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Oh what I'd
do,
just to have you,
hold me in your arms, love,
just a
chance with you, love.
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So for now all I ask
is,
what would you do,
if I said "I love
you"?
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Only in your arms, love.
Only
just a chance, love.
Only just your love.
Okay…well that was it." I blushed and rushed to my seat.
"that was really good" Jace smiled at me, "was that about anyone I know?"
"I guess" Its you, you idiot! I had come to terms with me liking or possibly loving Jason a few days ago. He looked jealous at that comment and I smiled. Jason got called up to present his poem
"okay here is my poem, I titled it "trip" A/N: hello! I don't own Hedley or any of their songs [btw Hedley is and awesome Canadian band, check them out :) but I wanted to use this song so I decided to use it here :) so in by no way, do I own this song or its lyrics
Some
say love is not for sinners
I believe that isn't true
'Cause
when I was finished sinning
Love came down and showed me you
And
you told me how to get there
So I tried to find a way
Then I
ran into your garden
But I tripped out the gate
I tripped out
the gate
What are you doing to me?
I'm so into you
And
the hardest part is knowing
That I'll never follow through
You're
slowly killing me
And I wish it wasn't true
Cause I'm so into
you
Like a ton of bricks it hit me
And woke me from this
dream
No matter how hard I tried to wash my hands
I could never
get 'em clean
I could never get 'em clean
What are you
doing to me?
I'm so into you
And the hardest part is
knowing
That I'll never follow through
You're slowly killing
me
And I wish it wasn't true
Cause I'm so into you
Can
you hear me?
Cuz I can't change what I'll always be
Thank you" he said and sat down. I was speechless. The whole class started clapping and I joined them. When Jay sat down I wrote him a note stating that I thought the poem was awesome.
"Hey could you meet me after school, I want to tell you something." He said after class was over.
"Hmm….sure, I just have to tell Izzy and my dad"
"Okay, see you at lunch" he poked me in the forehead and left. I had a habit of doing that to people and he decided to do that to me now, I guess to show how annoying it was.
Lunch time came around eventually and I was starving. In the line I grabbed an apple, pizza and chocolate milk and went to sit down.
"I wouldn't drink that if I were you" Izzy said as I opened my milk and sat down.
"Remember what happened last time you did that? I don't think Charlie will appreciate waking up at 2 o'clock in the morning to see what's wrong"
"Ugghhhh! Don't remind me!!! O well I'm gunna drink it anyway, I like chocolate milk…and I need calcium and I sure as fuck ain't buying any fucking pills for it!"
"Well this wouldn't happen if you just buy the lactose pills the doctor said!"
While this argument was happening the Cullens/hales just sat and watched. Rosalie looked bored, Edward and Alice looked amused, Jason looked confused, Emmett looked like he was gunna burst out laughing at any moment and jasper…well he looked in between laughter and hostility. I looked at Jasper, poked him in the forehead and said,
"What's there to be hostile about Jazz?" he looked at me and stepped away, eyes looking a bit on the black side….I noticed that about the Cullens and Hales a lot, their eye colours changed frequently.
"There's nothing, I'm just….thinking about something that happened to me…earlier that you two reminded me of."
"…okay…" I looked at Izzy; it looked like she didn't believe him either.
I turned to Edward and gave him the list of songs that I thought would work for the dance and he looked them over. I sat on Jason's chair with him making him move over a bit so we could both fit. I rested my head on his shoulder and he put his arm around my shoulders to assure I wouldn't fall off. People didn't stare at us when we did this anymore because we sat like this so often.
"This list is good; except a few are a bit inappropriate for a dance" he looked at me and the list again then said "do you have a pen…or maybe a non-inappropriate song in turn for 'sir psycho sexy', 'faggot', and 'bitches'?" well I already mentioned sir psycho sexy was by RHCP, so faggot is by MSI and bitches was by Hollywood Undead
"But,why? They aren't inappropriate at all" I made and innocent smile on my face "I don't listen to inappropriate music" that when Izzy and Jace burst out laughing. Since they were the only two people I had really seen my whole music list on my computer. Especially all my mindless self indulgence music I have. I giggled and then the bell rang.
"Oh Iz I'm going out after school, so I don't need a drive home and tell dad if I'm not back in time for when he gets home, okay?" I said.
She just nodded her head in response and I got up and started leaving the caf. I giggled and said in a hushed voice as we were making out exit "the dummy finally figured out he's in love with Izzy?" when I looked back he was trying to get her to eat some of his food with a light in his eyes that's usually only there when he talks about Izzy or talks to her.
Jace and I bust up laughing when we were at the door and Edward's head snapped up at my comment.
We went to Jason's locker and he said "what I want to tell you may take a long time, do you want to ditch the last two classes?"
I was very confused. What did Jay wanna tell me?
"um…sure I guess, 'cause I didn't do Spanish homework…I was to lazy ha ha" so he gave me his sweater and he put on his coat since my locker was closer to the Spanish building where the teacher could easily see me.
His sweater was really warm and comfortable. I went to Izzy's truck to see if the door was unlocked still and it was of course.
"Can you hotwire it?" I asked him.
"Yea, no problem" he hotwired the truck and we drove off. We ended up on a secluded little area that had a pond, a bench and a picnic table. I jumped out of the truck and fell flat on my face. Oh boy do I hate falling. Jason was laughing at me but he picked me up and wiped the mud off my face.
"Thanks" I smiled and then wiped the mud from my hands on his face.
"Ha ha now you look like an idiot!" I chocked out in between giggles. He grinned and pushed me towards the bench.
"Sit down beck, I wanna tell you two things, one takes longer then the other though…"
"Mm…okay, tell me the long one first" as soon as he opened his mouth his cell phone rang.
"Hello?...what is it Alice? I'm kinda busy at the moment….yes I know I'm not suppose--…..because she deserves to know!...you know fully well I'm going to tell her and there's nothing you can do about it…..I don't care what rose thinks…….I'm turning off my phone so don't bother with it anymore….bye" He hung up and turned to me and said,
"Becca do you believe in vampires?"