I Own nothing

Sorry for the last chapter I am evil. Hope you like this one.

Flashback

"Come on Bella" Jasper held out his hand to help me up it was one of those rare sunny days in forks and all Jasper had wanted to do was sit out in the sun.

"Where are we going?" I looked up at him it was amazing how perfect he was sculpted chest , great arms the way he could smile with his eyes.

"We Miss Swan" he said turning up his Texas accent so it was more noticeable, "are going on our first date".

"Aren't you meant to ask the lady before the date" I said taking his hand.

"I would but your not a lady are you?" he said laughing and pulling me into a kiss.

"Well Mr Whitlock if you are going on our first date you can stop all the kissing until you woo me" I said pulling away from him and heading inside.

"where are you going?" he yelled

"To change your going to take me something fancy".

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"It is closed" he laughed we had been driving around port Angeles trying to find some place to eat but apparently there was some public holiday that we didn't know about.

"This is a very bad first date Jasper" he gave me a dirty look, he looked so good he was wearing tight jeans and a green button up shirt with a black tee underneath.

"Found one" yay finally.

"Where?" I said looking out the window trying to find what he was talking about.

"There" he pointed through the front window of my truck.

"McDonalds, Jasper" I was so over dressed for McDonalds I was wearing the one dress that Alice had been able to talk me into buying on one of our painful shopping trips. A white strapless dress with different coloured poka dots with black roman sandals, I was wearing a dress I didn't want to go all out with the high heels plus I didn't want to fall on my butt.

"You look amazing Bella" he said leaning and pressing his lips to my neck "a few months ago if I saw you looking this good you would have ended up being my dinner"

"No please Jasper please" I said frantically trying to keep hold of his arm but he kept pushing me away.

"I knew us was a bad idea" we were now in the living room/ Jasper bed room and he was throwing all his stuff into a bag.

"Please Jasper I don't know what I am feeling" I could feel the tears running down my face and the whole in my chest getting ripped open again.

"I told you I loved you Bella, you either love me back or I leave" he was so angry

"I don't know Jasper I am so confused on one hand I have you. You made me better I want to spend every waking moment with you jasper but on the other hand I have Edward he broke me but I still feel something for him" I tried as hard as I could to get him to put his arms around me but he just kept pushing me away with a disgusted look on his face.

"That's it Bella bring Edward into this" he said picking up a bottle that was on the coffee table and throwing it against the wall.

"Hey what the hell?" I hadn't even heard him come in but Charlie was standing in the door way, "Bella what's going on?"

"Yeah tell him what's going on" Jasper sneered " tell him how you kissed me, slept with me and how you don't know if you love me or not"

Flash Back

"Well Mr Whitlock that was different" I said stopping at the front door.

"What do you mean Edward never took you to McDonalds" he said smiling putting his hands on my waist pulling me closer to him.

"No' I said pushing my body against his.

"Well that's why we are different" he kissed me "that's why I am better right"

"The kissing thing is defiantly better" the sensation of his hand on my bear back was amazing, I tried to reach higher trying to deepen the kiss "Coming inside?"

"Well I wasn't planning on sleeping in the car" he joked opening the door, "Great".

There was Charlie asleep on the couch again.

"Where am I going to sleep?"

"Come with me" I said taking his hand and beginning up the stairs, I had no idea what I was doing I just knew that it was right.

"Where are we going" he said as we entered my bed room.

"here" I said pulling him down next to me.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes" I said pulling his lips to mine.

"You had sex Bella" he looked at me with shock on his face and then turned his attention to Jasper "I took you in put a roof over your head and this is how you repay me" he was screaming.

"She wanted it" Jasper yelled "I did everything she wanted, I told her I loved her and she still can't forget him"

"Get out now!" he yelled pointing to the door.

"Believe me I am leaving" he said shoving past me without even making eye contact and slamming the door on his way out.

As soon as he left I broke down I couldn't breath sobbing and clinging to my chest I fell to the floor.

"Come on Bella, get up" Charlie said helping me onto the couch and handing me some water.

"I love him daddy" I sobbed.

"Somehow I think your telling the wrong person" he said rubbing his back in an attempt to comfort me, "Did you use protection Bella?" Did we?

"Of course we did daddy" I said sobbing.

"Maybe you should go to bed " he said getting up and leaving the room sending me into another uncontrollable sobbing fit.

JPOV

I just needed to get out of there I couldn't take the look on her face, she didn't deserve to looked crushed all I wanted was three words. I thought she loved me.

Flash back

The sun woke me up it took a little time for me to realise where I was but then she moved and it all came back to me. Her head was on my chest, she had the sheet wrapped around her beautiful body and her hair was all messy.

"Jasper, Jasper" my name coming out of the angel in my arms was the best thing that has happened so far in my new life.

"I am here babe" I kissed her forehead gentle.

"Jasper" she said again and I realise that she was talking in her sleep.

"I love you Jasper"

Thanks to the new and shinny gift from Alice I made it out of Forks in record time when my phone started to vibrate.

"Took u long enough" I said bringing the phone to my ear.

"Turn around" she ordered.

"No"

"Turn around now Jasper" she said again in her stern voice.

"No"

"Do you know what she is going to do?" she questioned.

"Did you see what she did to me?"

"Turn around and let her explain you just need to give her some time" she said sweetly.

"Alice I don't have time i only have this lifetime and then i am dead and not in the good way; she is the first person I fell in love with" I admitted.

"You fell in love with me" she said sounding hurt.

"No I didn't, I was told that it was going to happen all I wanted was a choice Al"

"If you had a choice?" she sounded hurt.

"Of course I would of baby"

"Turn around Jasper, this is bigger then just you and Bella at the moment".

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