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Updates are gonna be really slowed for a while. I had to get six stitches in my right hand yesterday and it makes it hard to type properly. As a result I can not write the chapters as quickly, nor can I use the web as easily as I can't hold a mouse right now. please be patient, I WILL still be updating but there is a chance for both slower updates and more errors as I'm also kinda high off painkillers right now =)

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"Ah Shizu-chan, I know you love me…heh, but what if I said I love you too?"

Shizuo was speechless for a long moment.
"You don't love, why the hell would I believe that?" He asked, his voice was soft. He hated hoping like this, he despised it, but Izaya's words made him long for them to be true even when he knew they couldn't be. Izaya frowned and rolled them so he hovered over the blonde.

"I'm not trolling Shizuo, I love you, and if I'm Tsukishima's father I have the right to see him too," Shizuo had to avert his gaze again. He didn't dare let himself believe, but he couldn't stop himself hoping.
"Who told you?" He asked softly.
"I figured it out pretty quickly Shizu-chan, he has my eyes after all and I'm the only one you've ever been with,"
"Who says?"
"Well, I am. Don't lie Shizu-chan~!" Izaya whined and nipped one of the many marks he'd left on Shizuo's body making him groan lightly.

"S-so what?" he mumbled in embarrassment.
"So, it's been a long time for me too,"
"Bull shit, you were with half the student body when we were together!"
"That was then, this is now. And you're the only one I did more than once you know,"
"Well, don't I feel special."
"Shizuo are you really going to hold past mistakes against me now? I want to make it right!" Shizuo blinked but Izaya's face threw him into a mild state of shock. His expression was very different from what he might normally use, it was concerned, frightened, even a little hurt.

"Izaya….you had your chance, you fucked up. I'm not in a position that I can do this, I have Tsuki to take care of and I would really prefer not to deal with you and your….whatever the hell you call it."
"What if I stop trolling then?" As if he could. Shizuo sighed.
"Fine. You start proving yourself before anything else happens though! You can see Tsukishima but only if I'm there too!" Shizuo's tone was so stern Izaya didn't dare argue. Izaya grinned instead and hugged Shizuo happily.

"Nn…honestly flea," Shizuo sighed softly, one hand now resting on Izaya's back as they lay in bed together.

Shizuo frowned at his reflection a little. Izaya really needed to learn some self control during sex! Then again he did love it… still, did he have to leave that many marks? Thank god they were coverable with a shirt! He tousled his own hair with a towel quickly and pulled a white shirt on to cover all the marks Izaya left on him before leaving the bathroom. Izaya was making breakfast and that did surprise him a little. He didn't know Izaya could cook, but the flea knew so many things that it didn't surprise him that he could do this too. It surprised him that Izaya was making enough for both of them. Izaya smirked then smiled at him when he saw Shizuo, and set the dishes on the table.

"You really like to cook, don't you?" Shizuo asked, a little surprised at all the food.
"Yup~" Izaya said. He had prepared Miso soup, white rice, tamagoyaki and natto for breakfast but Shizuo waited until Izaya had some first to make sure it wasn't poisoned. He may have had sex with the flea, hell he was even willing to allow supervised visit, but that didn't mean for a moment that he trusted Izaya, he hadn't earned that yet.

"It's… good," Shizuo admitted and Izaya chuckled a little at Shizuo's reaction.
"Of course it is, I made it~!" Izaya teased as he ate his own. Shizuo shifted uncomfortably as they ate, this was a bit awkward for him but he had promised to let Izaya have supervised visit at least, and Tsukishima already knew anyways.

"W-would you like to come with me t-to pick Tsuki up?" He flushed and stared at his bowl of rice and natto solidly so he didn't see Izaya's smile and thorough enjoyment of his expression.
"I would love to. I assume he already knows?"
"Yeah. He figured it out a while ago…" Shizuo shrugged and Izaya chuckled.
"So he's intelligent like me then?"
"Yeah," Shizuo shrugged again and shoved some tamagoyaki in his mouth.

"Does he have your strength then? That could be an interesting combination…." Izaya wondered and Shizuo grinned and snorted.
"No. Well, I don't know. He's definitely stronger than the other kids and he's already got muscles developing faster than the other kids his age, but he hasn't displayed anything on my level yet. He's really calm and quiet for the most part so…"
"Not many friends then?" Shizuo was taken aback by the genuine worry in Izaya's voice.

"Not many. Hachimenroppi is his best and… well, kinda only real friend, but they do everything together." Shizuo smiled fondly. Izaya couldn't help but smile at the look Shizuo had. He really was Tsukishima's mother, there was no doubt about that.

"M-Papa! Oh… hi," Tsukishima had glued himself to Shizuo's leg before noticing Izaya there too but he just smiled. Izaya noticed the other boys' parents exchange a concerned glance but they didn't say anything.
"Thanks for having him over," Shizuo bowed to them and they smiled at him.
"Oh no, he's always an angel when he's here. We love having him over!" the woman said happily and Tsukishima hugged his friend.
"Bye Roppi-chan, see you in school tomorrow,"
"Yeah! See you!" The other boy hugged back and they left. Tsukishima studied Shizuo carefully and then Izaya.

"Are you guys back together now?" He asked making Izaya's eyes widen and Shizuo cough in embarrassment.
"Wh-what makes you think we were together in the first place?" Shizuo spluttered and Tsukishima rolled his eyes.
"You had to have been to have me right? Shinra-oji-san says that people have sex because they love each other and that you and Papa had to have sex for me to be born," He said simply. Izaya marvelled at the fact that Tsukishima could say something like that at his age without bursting in to a fit of giggles.

"W-we're giving it a try. That's all," Shizuo's comment was more directed at Izaya but Tsukishima grinned and took Shizuo's left hand in his right and Izaya's right in his left. Izaya made a mental note to steal all of the research Shingen had done on the drug and send it to some giant pharmaceutical company. They walked slowly with Tsukishima humming happily and his parents both blushing lightly and unable to look at each other until they heard a loud squeal of delight.

"MINE EYES! DO THEY DECIEVE ME? IZAYA AND SHIZUO! TOGETHER!"
"Hi Erika," Shizuo sighed and Tsukishima grinned at her.
"I KNEW IT! You two DO love each other!" She laughed to herself as Walker shook his head and jabbed her in a pressure point.
"Erika stop it, these two could kill you if they wanted before you could say Shizaya." He mumbled and Izaya smirked a little at the word.

"B-but…Izaya is clearly the other parent see? Look how much alike they are! Izaya has the same eyes as Tsukishima! And Tsu-chan is super smart too! THAT MEANS IZAYA IS TSUKISHIMA'S MOTHER!" The van group looked at her dumbfounded and Shizuo shook his head in disbelief.

"Don't be dumb Erika-san, men don't get pregnant," Tsukishima knew better than to tell the truth here and his expression was…well, very Izaya-esque. Shizuo tugged the other two onwards though, determined to get out of there before he threw something in embarrassment.

"And… send~!" Izaya smirked to himself as he watched information get sent out and other information change. He had hacked several hospitals to make it look like Shingen had escaped from a facility years ago for the mentally insane. He'd also stolen almost all the research and sent it off. He didn't want his, Shizuo's or Tsukishima's names in the information so he deleted that, but he did send the information on the drug, the facts, Shizuo's blood tests that showed him being both male and pregnant, everything.

"I knew it! See it is possible! The first child is five! Tsuki-chan is five! Izaya is his mother!" Erika had a fire in her eyes and the three men shook their heads as the news story changed, though that one had been pretty big.
"Erika, you can't know it was them…" Walker said softly but she grinned.
"It was. I'm a fujoshi, out instincts are never wrong! Izaya is Tsu-chan's Mama! And he stayed away because he loves his baby but he wanted the kinder Shizu-chan to raise him so he didn't end up twisted and cruel!"
"Whatever…"

Seliphra: BAHAHA!
Shizuo: Are you high?
Seliphra: Yes. Painkillers are amazing~ Aw man, but when they wear off my hand friggin HURTS!
Izaya: Nice scar to be though~
Seliphra: YuP! EVERYONE BE CAREFUL OF CHEF BOYARDEE! HE DECIDED TO TRY BEING A SURGEON INSTEAD ON MY HAND!
Izaya: You can review to make her feel better though, she can only use one thumb properly right now!