Tris' POV
I can't believe it. What has happened to me? I told Eric to stop before it went too far, and all he could do was laugh.
I had to though. For everyone, I couldn't let him kill Tobias and Christina. I just couldn't. he threatened me into doing it and now I don't think I can set foot out of this room with everyone knowing what he has done. What will Tobias think? Tobias. I need to get out of here to explain to him what has happened. He saw all of it and there was no way he couldn't not watch because he was locked in the room.
"YOU STUPID TWAT! WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT! I CANT BELIVE YOU! I TOLD YOU TO STOP AND YOU DIDN'T! YOU RAPED ME!"
"Oh no… it's a pity no one will find out."
"OF COURSE THEY WILL TOBIAS SAW!"
"hahahaha, he is too scared to tell anyone at the moment. You should see him. it's quite hysterical."
"Let me out of here now!"
"No I haven't finished playing yet."
"Yes you have." And I punched him straight in the temple. He grabbed his eye, but barely moved. I then elbowed him in his stomach and kicked him in his 'special parts.' He fell to the flaw and moaned with pain. He yanked my foot and I feel straight to the floor and then I received two punches either side of my eyes. Then I thought I was going to puke when I felt him punch my stomach but my reflex's made my legs kick and he fell to the floor. I scrambled to my feet and kicked him in the parts again. Then walked above his head and kicked him straight in the jaw and said "That's from Tobias"
He laid there on the floor in a ball, and I knew he wasn't going to stay there for long. I ran around the apartment looking for the keys when I found them tucked away in a draw. I ran to the door and let myself out. I don't know how long I was in there but it felt like weeks because I hadn't had fresh air.
With barely any clothes on I run to my room covered in bruises and bleeding from various points of my body. I get to my apartment and open the door I shut it behind me locking it. I can't stand to think about what happened I'm shaking here think about it. I'm not leaving this room now that everyone knows what happened.
Tobias' POV
We watched Tris fight with Eric and escape, the last place we saw her, she was running almost naked bruised all over back to her apartment.
That's when someone unlocked the door. It was Christina.
"CHRISTINA!" I don't think I've ever felt so relived in my life.
"YOU FOUND US!" shouted Zeke
"Yeah, you guys were gone for almost 2 days and no one could find you. we all started to get really worried. The first night we assumed you were looking for Tris, but when you didn't come back we knew something was up!"
"SHIT! We need to go and see Tris now!" I shouted. I could imagine her sat in her room going to do something stupid because of what happened.
"What happened to her?" Christina said worried. But if she knew what happened to her she would sound 10X worse.
"Zeke can explain! Meet me up at Tris' room as soon as you've got everyone!"
I sprinted to our room as quick as I could fumbling for my keys, but I couldn't find them. I must have left them in the room when I figured out how to find Tris. Once I got there I knocked on the door and shouted, "Tris are you in there?"
She screamed," leave me alone!" could she possibly think I was going to hurt her?
"Tris, I'm not going to hurt you just let me in!"
"NO! I'm dirty Tobias! IM DIRTY!"
"Tris, I know what happened," she started to cry harder and I could hear her screaming ," don't worry no one's going to hurt you or blame you!"
"YES THEY ARE TOBIAS! He touched me! He hurt me. and he said he's would hurt you if I didn't. I had no choice."
"Its fine Tris, I promise." I could hear here cry's louden as she started to move in her room. she was throwing stuff. I could hear things smash. That's when Zeke, Uriah and Christina arrived and saw me stood outside her room. Tears were rolling down my checks and I could feel my heart beating more than ever.
"Is she in there?" Uriah said rushed and slightly out of breath.
"Yes, but I can't get in, my key is inside!"
Zeke stepped forward," I've got your key, you dropped it in the control room." I snatched the key off him and opened the door. I tried to open it slowly but I couldn't hold back I needed to see Tris again.
She screamed, "Get out! GET OUT!" she was stood in the corner of the room like she did with Eric. "Please," she whimpered bursting into tears and collapsing to the floor not taking her eyes of us. We all just stood there.
She was so bruised and cut. She was covered in blood and you could see the fear in her eyes. I saw Uriah walk slowly towards her and crouch down next to her, "DON'T TOUCH ME AGAIN!" I don't think she could tell who it was. She was so traumatised. "its me Uriah, im not Eric. Im not going to hurt you"
"Where's Tobias? Is he hurt? We need to find him Eric is going to want to hurt him because I won't have sex with him again." The tears fled her eyes, and my eyes did too. She did this to protect me.
"Who's Tobias Tris?" Christina and Uriah looked confused. I started to walk towards her and she said, "Tobias, we need to find him. Wait.. Four! Its Four we need to find him."
"Four's here Tris," Uriah got up and stood out the way so she could see me. As soon as her eyes locked with mine, I knew she had been hurt. They weren't the same brave eyes, they had been damaged.
"Tris," I said lightly in a whispered voice.
"IT'S ERIC!" I felt my heart being ripped out. did she really think I was Eric. Was she scared of me.
"Stop pretending to be Four."
"Its me Tobias, Tris." I said in a hurried voice. She looked up at me and slowly spoke, "Tobias?" I could see her tears running down her face. She slowly stood up and flung herself into my arms. I grabbed her and squeezed her. she squeaked, of course she was bruised . I released her slightly but still held onto her.
"I thought you were Eric. I can't believe it. He spoke to me like that Tobias. He did. Like you do, like how you whisper my name. Then he did stuff to me."
I pulled her in, "Tris you don't have to explain to me, I saw what happened."
"No, no no. I can't leave her now everyone knows how dirty I am. No, what about our friends there going to find out how horrible I am."
"Tris, no one is going to judge you, you did it to protect us. Do you want to see the others quickly?"
"What If they hurt me?"
"No ones going to hurt you Tris,"
"Ok" she slowly looks around and sees everyone stood there. She whimpers and hides behind me. I slowly pull her round to my front.
"There not going to hurt you Tris."
"They think I'm dirty."
"No we don't." Christina whispered tears forming in her eyes. She could see clearly how much Tris was hurt.
Tris' POV
I know what they're thinking. They know what happened and they think im some freak. I can't stay here. I have to go, but first I have to explain. Tobias is the only one I can touch. When Uriah reaches to touch my shoulder I flinch and hug Tobias harder.
"Im sorry." I said to Uriah. Because I am, I can't trust anyone but Tobias at the moment.
"You don't need to be."
"I do."
"You don't Tris, look what you have been through. You're battered."
"I know," I scratched at my arms wishing I had more clothes on but now's not the time, "it is my fault."
"It's not." Christina interrupted "Tris no one blames you. We look up to you, you took the blame for us and now you're like this, it's our fault not yours."
I broke down in tears. I couldn't help it, I just gripped on to Tobias and didn't let go. Until I was sick over his legs.
"I'm so sorry Tobias." I looked up at him releasing my grip from him and locked eyes.
"Its fine, lets get you down to the infirmary-"
"No! Everyone knows what happened! I cant go!"
"Me and Zeke are the only ones that know at the moment. No one knows so we can take you down there and get you back here as quick as possible."
"Ok." I said looking down. I felt bad because I'm shouting at everyone and I won't go near them and there trying to help. But what if they touch me. I cant face it, "Whats the time?" I ask looking around. "6:00am"
"lets get you down to the infirmary, hopefully they will get you fixed soon, they have a load of new stuff in from Erudite" Says Uriah. I find it quite comforting knowing I will be out of there soon.
Tobias scoops my legs up and he carrys me down to the Infirmary. Obviously not many people are awake but from the people who are im getting looks from almost all of them. I just bury my head into Tobias' neck and speak lighltly ,"I thought I was going to lose you Tobias. I really did. Sorry I told them about your name, I forgot."
"Tris, I was more worried about you. You don't need to worry about me! and that's fine, they were going to find out some day." It goes silent for a minute and as we edge nearer to the Infirmary Tobias speaks slowly again," You know Tris, nothing's changed. I still love you."
"I love you too." Tobias puts me down and I look into his eyes, and my lips crush to his. Although I feared kissing him I had to do it, I couldn't wait because I had missed him so much and when I felt his tongue against mine i forgot about everything, and everyone looking in the infirmary, when he broke off and said, "you don't have to do this,"
"I want to!" I say desperately
"After you're better?"
"Okay."
We walk to the desk and the women at the desk looks me up and down, "What has happened to you?"
"Ummm… well, I kind of got hurt."
"I can see that sweety," she said in a kind voice
"She just got hurt, ok?" I could feel Tobias becoming nervous because he knew I didn't want everyone finding out.
"Ok, ill take you to a room. We've got a lot of new equipment in so you should be better pretty soon."
As I sit down in the bed, Tobias takes my hand and slowly laces his fingers, being careful not to hurt me. The last thing I remember is a little pin prick on my shoulder and I heard Tobias speak into my ear,
"Be Brave Tris"
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He was touching me again. I could feel his hands touching me and I try to stop, but I cant do it, he is going to hurt Tobias and all I keep hearing is Eric repeating, "Tris" in Tobias' voice.
I try to squirm but I cant move he has me gripped down.
"TOBIAS! WHERE ARE YOU! PLEASE I NEED YOU!"
Then I wake up to Tobias sat next to be, "Tris, I'm here, I'm okay!"
"Tobias, you're here! Eric Tried to get me!"
"It's okay, I'm here now to stop him, and I always will be." He said it slowly stoking my hair.
"Tris, the doctors wanted to tell you, you can be released today. Although your cuts and bruises still appear you can no longer feel them thanks to Erudite."
"Thank god, i just want to forget about this."
"Tris, I don't mean to frighten you or anything but I think it might be quite hard to do."
"I know but I can get over it, I think"
"But Tris, you don't understand."
"What do you mean Tobias?" I was starting to worry because he hasn't been this nervous since I called him Eric.
"Tris, whilst the doctors were fixing you, they realised something odd show up on the new Erudite x-ray machine."
"What?"
"a baby."
CLIFFHANGER!
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