When I woke up the next morning it felt like my head was splitting open. I groaned and thought to myself that this must be the worst feeling ever. That of course was before I got up and saw a distinctly male and shirtless body sleeping next myself.

OH MY GOD. It was Jace. Fuck!

For a moment I tried to convince myself nothing happened between us- it couldn't have happen- No way! He knows I'm with Sebastian he must have just fell asleep here with me because he couldn't find an extra room. Yeah that was believe able I thought to myself. But then I felt the soreness down there.

Great. I had sex with Jace lightwood while I was drunk and him as well. I was wrong this was the worst feeling in the world- having sex with your supposed boyfriend best friend who you kind of like, but don't really know. I held my breath as I slipped out the cover, as my nudity confirmed that the worst of this nightmare really happened. I told myself I had no time to freak out here were Jace laid nude with my virtue. He laid there peaceful like a baby and his well-built chest exposed. I quickly slipped on my clothes and grabbed Jace's leather jacket off the ground to make myself fell less exposed.

As I left Jordan's house, I realised Jace was my ride home. Oh man. I dragged myself to the main road and hailed a cab home. I tried to not let the tears escape but they did. By the time I got home all I wanted to do was cry or have some coconut pancakes at takis.

I open the door to Jocelyn mansion only noticing that Johnathan wasn't home yet –well then again it was only 8:30 in the morning. I walked to my room to strip out my clothes so I could take a shower. As the water hit my skin the reality of this situation hit me hard.

I had sex with my boyfriend friend- the same friend who I kind of have feelings for- oh for the love god who am I kidding I'm secretly obsessed with him- Sebastian was only an excuse this whole time. I felt the water pelt down on my head hard like the tears I forced myself not to shed. Knowing Jace last night probably didn't mean anything, he probably didn't remember who was with him. I was just another one of girls who he used and threw away. I just got used my Jace lightwood. I felt the weight of the tears sting the back of the throat as I sobbed in the shower I just wanted to curl up and die in a corner. I bet you the whole time he just acted as if he was interested in me to just get in bed. The thought of Jace made me want to throw up until I realised he was drunker than me, and this morning he was completely passed out right? Oh who am I kidding I made a fool out myself. I went into my room and I put on a pair of athletic tight and an oversized hoodie as I tried to hold back the tears.

Clary I told myself all you need to do is go out for a run and clear your mind and get some pancakes and coffee. I grabbed my phone and head out towards takis. The cool autumn air slapped my face making me more awake. I thought of all the things I could do to get over yesterday catastrophe. I could act like it didn't happen; I should be honest and tell Sebastian, I could ignore Jace and more California again. Really Clary? Really? You're going to give Jace the power to control your emotions and little voice in my head fought back he already has the power with eyes and his good looks and the cut of jawline-STOP I told myself and started pushing myself harder to sprit faster.

Quicker than I expected I reached Takis within 15 minutes were as it usually took me about 25 if I jogged. I sat in double booth in the farthest corner of takis. The inside of takis was pretty shabby and cute. It looked like an antique coffee shop from the 60's or so. Young women maybe in her early 20's approached me. She approached my booth and smile "hello, I'm Tessa I will be waiting you this morning is there anything I can get you"

"um" I anxiously order a large coffee and coconut pancakes.

"I'm sorry I know this none of my business but you seem nervous- I'm actually in university studying human behaviour our nerves tell you either killed someone or" se trailed off smiling at me. Tessa seemed sweet and innocent. There was something angelic about the way she held herself and her low bun reminded me of the older days. I didn't want to burden her with my thoughts I made the story how would you put it? Let's say it less 'purple'.

"I kissed this boy I like and he doesn't like me back nor remembers the kiss and probably doesn't even like me back, and his best friend my boyfriend-but I don't have feelings for him the way I do for his friend over top of that he's my best friends brother so I can't ignore him forever" I told her hoping for some real good advice.

She whistled under her breath at the complication of the story "To be honest I would started off by telling everybody the truth especially your boyfriend. Then the boy you like and eventually things should turn out right" she smiled at me apologetically as she headed off with my order.

She was right I told myself. I sat there aching to call Sebastian's phone number. I quickly dialed it feeling as if I was going to throw up. The lined beeped indicating he phone was busy with another call.

Sebastian pov

My back was aching from uncomfortably laying on Jordan sofa. A loud vibration in my pants woke me up from my sleep.

"Hello" I said with groggily voice

"Sebastian this is Isabelle"

I felt my voice alert "So you couldn't stay away could you" I said in a self-secured voice

"No I called to tell you what we did that night at the sleep over was wrong. You shouldn't have manipulated me to sleep with you- but I did so I was wrong too. Simon and I are back together and I'm going to tell Clary- but because I'm a nice person I'm gonna let you tell her first if you don't I will" Isabelle hung up after her threat.

I laid my head back down on the sofa hoping sleep would takeover but my phone buzzed again "Hello!" I angrily spit into the phone

"Oh, hey sorry did I wake you up" Speaking of the devil she called

"yeah kinda- what ups" I asked trying not to sound irritated.

"I really need to talk to want to meet me at takis"

"Right now? Sure I'll be there in 20" I told her over the phone. Got up and picked my jacket. It would take me 5 minutes to drive change into a fresh pair of clothes and then 15 to walk to takis. As I mentally prepared what I wanted from takis Jace half asleep walked down Jordan's stairs rubbing his eyes if he was trying to remember something hard.

"Coming from a room eh?" I asked Jace being very provocative

Half asleep he looked up at me and an expression so quickly flashed across his face I didn't even have enough time to recognize it " yeah but not like that" he answered honest in his raspy morning voice.

"Jace? In bed? Without a girl? That's not something you hear everyday" I laughed at him friendly and patted his back

"Yeah" he laughed uncomfortably "where are you going so early"

"Clary invited me to breakfast like two minutes ago- I guess I should better get going before she acts up" at the Jace stiffened uncharacteristically.

Clary Pov

I sipped on my coffee waiting for Sebastian to come. I thought to myself would he think I'm an whore and slut- debating my circumstances I decided not to tell him everything but just break up with him for the better bringing of both us. I sipped on my coffee I checked the caller id and it was Simon.

"Hey lewis" I said as I answered the phone

"Hey fray."

"Whats up?" I asked him curiously

"Isabelle and I are back together but as I friend I need to tell you something, you're not gonna like it"