"I hate hurting you. You know this! But why must you make me do this?" He pick up my heavy body as if I was light as a freather.

"I never wanted to hurt you. I just want your love, damnit!" He threw me to the cold hard floor. I didnt know where I was.

'Hello darkness, my old friend.. it hasnt been that long since I looked for your comfort..' And the blackness took me, like the faithful friend it was.

I thought that being strong meant never losing your self-control.. Never stop losing hope that things get better...

"Why me Sesshomaru?" I asked still waiting to get to where were going.

"Why you? You ask? Thats simple." He didnt say anything else that car ride. We were both left to our thoughts. I looked at him. He was a demon. I was a girl. What could be so special about me?

We made it to his house in hours it seemed but it was only minutes. The sun was already started to set and it made my overactive nerves shift into overdrive. What will he be like? Was my dream a glimps of my future? No. That couldnt be it. He was a creepy perv. But I must admit even to you, that he had a dark soul, a soul that wanted to turn me darker than I already was. I don't want the darkness anymore, the darkness didn't bring me comfort anymore.

Ive done terrible things to myself to make the pain go away. Things a young girl shouldnt but I just wanted it to stop. Could you blame me..?

We pulled into the driveway. I looked to him and he just stared back at me, like i was a mystery needing to be solved by him.

He grab my hand and told me to go into the house. I did as he said to get away from him for a short time. I knew I wouldnt be alone for long.

The house looked the same. I made my way into the livingroom to see pizza and soda on the coffee table. There was pretty flowers in a vase in the middle surrounded by junk food and movies. I guess he wanted a movie date. There were blankets and pillows all over the couch. It did look cozy.

I went to the bathroom to freshen up, not for him but myself. I could do this. Be normal and have a night where the darkness wouldnt swallow me whole. The only thing I had to worry about was Sesshomaru.

I finished drying my face and looked up in the mirrow to see him right behind me. What was hes deal with bathrooms..?

"You look tense." He said stepping closer. I turned around to face him and bumped into his hard chest.

"Oh pet if you wanted to touch me so bad, all you had to do was ask." He chuckled seductively as his arms rounded my waist to bring our bodies closer. God he was warm and smelt so good. I didnt know why but my nose went to the opening of his shirt by his neck. I felt his claws dig into the small of my back. He growled in pleasure and my touge traced his collar bone up his neck to the shell of his ear.

I felt his fangs on my neck and for a intense I wanted to feel them peirce my skin.

"WHAT AM I DOING!" I pushed him off, panting and confused.

"What are you doing to me?" He smiled and brought me back to him. He walked my out of the batbroom to the livingroom. He pushed my on the couch, throwing pillows away from us.

"Hmm, koi.. Your body calls to me. Your body know who your Alpha is. You want me to touch you, dont you.?" I didnt say anything. I just felt my face heat up with a fierce blush. I felt his fingers tracing lines up my legs. I couldnt help but shiver.

"You want my lips on your skin." He kissed my neck softly.

"You want my body to heat you up." He put more of his weight on me. A small moan moved past my parted lips.

"You want my cock to fill you, dont you, little innocent miko." He grinded into my moist covered pants.

'Yes I do. I want you to devour my body. I want you to distract my mind with your sinful touches. I want you to make me believe I'm someone else... if only for tonight...'

TBC

Im thinking in the next chapter to do a Sesshomaru p.o.v. Let me know if that is something you would like.

Til next time

Squid!