Title: Sitting at a Bar

Author: landofthekwt

Song: Sitting at Bar by Rehab

Prompt: Regrets

Pairing: Inuyasha/ Kagome, Inuyasha/Sesshoumaru. Kagome/Houjou

Word Count: 1211 including song lyrics in bold

Rating:R

Warning: Contains Rough language. Inusonfics Week 8 Regrets

Summary: Inuyasha regrets almost everything that has happened to him since he was released on parole.

Disclaimer: Inuyasha et al belong to Rumiko Takahashi and various corporations. "Sitting at a Bar" belongs to Rehab and various corporation which have a right to its use.

Inuyasha knew he was screwed. It seemed like God had it out for him. Just a few months out of the state pen he was headed back.

He had been so happy when he got out. They had paroled him after one year of a two year sentence. He had kept his nose clean when he had been in the joint..Other than gambling, smoking, fighting and sodomy. But he had always been faithful to Sesshoumaru. He had never cut anybody or fought with one of the bulls. For some reason he thought he could go straight. He should have known better. People like him never got breaks.

For some reason he thought that he could return to the life that he had led before. From the moment he had moved back in with Kagome it had been bad. She had been carrying "his" child when he had headed to prison. One of the things that he had learned when she started screaming at him for coming in drunk was that the father of her child and the one on the way was actually Houjo's.

Of course, she had been stoned out of her mind at the time. She was just mad because he had lost his job and he had been out all night drinking. Who was she to talk? Little trailer trash whore. Living off welfare while he had been incarcerated. She had no right to complain about him. Always cheating on him. She had been high when she threw him out, but she had known what she was doing. Probably had Houjou waiting in the weeds. Just the kind of man who could take her out of this white ghetto and give her the white picket fence that she had always wanted.

Bartender I really did it this time

Broke my parole to have a good time

When I got home it was 6 a.m.

The door was locked so I kicked it in

She was trippin' on the bills

I think she was high on some pills

She through my shit out into the yard

Then she called me a bum and slapped me real hard

And in my drunkin' stooper

I did what I should of never done

Now I'm sittin' here talking to you

Drunk and on the run

I took her Daddy's Nova that she had always been so proud of and rammed it into the side of trailer. I guess it was the news that she was leaving me for Houjou and that our child was actually Houjou's and that she was carrying Houjou's child that pushed me over the edge. I guess I showed that bitch that shouldn't mess with me. After that the anger left me. She had destroyed my life, but I had destroyed her car and trailer. I figured we were even.

I'm sittin' at a bar on the inside

Waitin' for my ride on the outside

She broke my heart in the trailer park

So I jacked the keys to her fuckin' car

And crashed that piece of shit and then stepped away

Naturally, I had to celebrate my victory over the bitch at Moe's Tavern. Moe has always been straight with me. He is the only person who would open his bar at 6am for someone who was already drunk. I am tired of fighting with the system. I am going to tell my PD to plead me guilty If it is choice of living with her in the trailer park or life in the pen I would choose the pen any day. At least there weren't any lying cheating bitches there. All of them got shived at the first opportunity. Who said there was no honor among thieves. All of them had more honor than that fucking slut. I say good riddance to that filthy piece of trailer trash. She can have her fucking life down here at the end of the road. Who needs her anyway?

You know Moe I'll probably get ten years

So just give me beers til they get here

Yeah I know the sun is comin' up

And ya'll are probably gettin' ready for closin' up

But I'm trying to drown my soul

I'm tired of this life on a dirt road

And everything that I love is gone

And I'm tired of hangin' on

She got me sittin' at a bar on the inside

Waitin' for my ride on the outside

She stole my heart in the trailer park

So I jacked the keys to her fuckin' car

And crashed that piece of shit and then stepped away

She probably want to make some money by putting me on the next episode of cops. Like I am a danger. I never beat her much. She is bigger than me. When she threw me out, she threw my scrawny white ass have way cross the yard.( Ain't got no grass except her stash). I thought I had found love with her. But it is like they used to say on "Hee Haw"., "she met another and pfft she was gone. I am well rid of her. The pen will be a relief after all the shit she put me through.

I guess it's meant to be

Romance is misery

So much for memories

And now I'm headed to the Penitentary

See me on T.V.

The next cop series

I am a danger

I guess I should've done something about my anger

But I'll never learn

Real things I don't concern

I pour kerosene on everything I love and watch it burn

I know it's my fault

But I wasn't happy it was over

She through a fit so I crashed that piece a shit nova

I am actually looking forward to the pen. Steady work. Plenty of grue if you get in line early. The fighting with Kouga, the gambling with Miroku and most of all being Sesshoumaru's bitch. It was like being a real queen. Nobody messed with me cause they knew who I belonged to. The pen will be a step up from the hell that I have been through. Maybe if I play my cards right they will send me right back instead of making put up through the shit at county until they sentence. I have never been so glad to going home.

And now I'm goin' back again

Back to the pen to see my friends

And when we all pile out that county van

They'll ask me where I've been

Thanks, Moe. Glad you were willing to listen to me at this hour. It is good to know that you were such a good friend at a time like this. Call me a cab and I will get out of your hair. Here is where I can be found if the police come looking for me. I would never rat you out. Take care of yourself I will probably be out in five years with good behavior.

I've been at a bar on the inside

Waitin' for my ride on the outside

She broke my heart in the trailer park

So I jacked the keys to her fuckin' car

Crashed that piece of shit and then stepped away

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