Anger
"Clary sweet heart wake up?" Clary opened her eyes slowly then rubbing them she was exhausted. It was around noon and she was still tired how could this be she questioned herself. Jace cupped her face and pulled her forward to him and kissed her but she pulled back sitting up.
"How did you get in Jace?'' Clary asking still rubbing her eyes.
"Clary look i'm sorry I was just mad at myself for making you have sex." Jace was looking down catching hold of her hand to entangled there fingers.
"Jace no I wanted to have sex I couldn't picture no one else in the world I loved more to have sex with and lose my virginity to than you." Clary stared into Jace's eyes grabbed his chin then sigh "Jace I have to tell you something." Clary let go taking her gaze with her. The door opened with Jocelyn walking in holding her phone.
"Clary where's your phone I tired calling you a hundred times.?" Jocelyn stated eyes brows arched high.
"I must have forgotten to charge it i'm sorry." she looked up at her mother tiring to hide her lies in front her mother that was extremely difficult.
"Good morning Jace." Jocelyn waved as she exited the room closing the door. Jace turned his gaze on her then his hand on hers rubbing his thumb on hers.
Jace looked up to clary remembering that she wanted something trying to ask but she shook her head dismissing it then leaning in to embrace him in her arms holding him tight closing her eyes.
"I'm sorry to jace.'' Clary whimpered between kisses with jace reaching up to his hair grabbing it tight.
"Come on clary no matter what, no matter how, no matter the cost ill always love you then more than life and after." Jace put his forehead to hers and kissed her passionately slowly crawling on top.
Clary sighed shaking her head in agreement cursing for not telling him regretted that last night Hating that she needed to go get her phone from him later though. Jace pulled clary up and she felt a slight pain in her stomach she brushed it off. "Jace I'm not feeling that well today can we just relax today?" She asked slowly straightening up to look up at him.
She said sliding back down to the bed looking down at her stomach feeling the pain again.
"Of course Clary." Jace kissed her forehead before leaving to the door. "Are you hungry? I'll make you some eggs." Jace was walking out not waiting for the reply.
Clary fell back on the bed sighing she really wanted to be alone and bury herself in her sorrow and pain. How could one person ever be so torn with two people. What aim I talking about I feel nothing for him raphael is nothing to me. Nothing! Her thoughts were disturbed by knocking of pans she pushed her thoughts away. Clary changed her clothes to yoga pants and big shirt passing by the mirror she couldn't bare the sight of herself. Jace was cooking looking so adorable quickly raphael poped in her head stopping her dead in her tracks. Dam it! How dare he I aim practically married to jace. A tear rolled down her face then the pain again in her stomach. She looked down as the tear fell and was caught off guard by it. No he deserves none of my tears. She wiped it away walking to the coach to sit down before grabbing the remote.
Jace walked in and holding a plate of food with eggs and water in hand smiling widely at her. "Here you go clary.'' Placing the food on the coffer table with a smile at her than kissing her on forehead. Jace noticed the tension in her face and grabbed her hand.''Clary are you ok?" Jace asked her while stroking her hand softly.
"I have a pain in my stomach Jace actually." clary was looking down at it clutching it.
"Here let me draw an izatze my love." Jace grabbed her arm to begin drawing then kissed her wound as it dried. He looked up at her seeing her eyes closed. Jace enjoyed seeing the sight he did it again. "Clary my love do you feel any better.?'' Jace questioned between kisses on her arm.
"Yes jace of course." Eyes still closed replying enjoying the kissing on her arm over pleasure the burn of the mark he made. " Anything you do pleases me jace." Clary whispered aloud. She pulled away from him leaning back on the couch then reached up again for the food. Each bite delicious in her mouth making sounds to tell jace it was good.
"I'm glad you like it." Jace said then kissing her forehead. They sat on the couch watching television in quite till she fall asleep against his lap with jace playing in her hair.
Clary woke up around eight to a sleeping jace holding her head still against his lap legs spread on the coffee table. She slowly moved to retract herself and to reach for her phone. Shit that bastard still has it dam it. She put her head back down on his lap facing up at him studying his face as an artist to trying to imprint it on her mind. Buzzzz...Buzzz. His phone vibrated so she reached for it to answer it was a text from Isabelle. Demon hunting the club tonight. Clary had a flashed back to the last time she was there, it was the first time she met them. Clary was so excited she wanted jump for joy she needed a distraction from her mind. She couldn't help but wonder through the phone more only to find he called and texted her worrying about her. Clary was even more depressed and felt even more horrible about her self and what she did.
"Hey babe slept good?" He sat up rubbing his neck pushing himself up slightly.
"Hmm." She replied instantly also sitting up trying to give him space and hide her face from him. Jace rubbed his eyes and yawning against her then grabbing her back into his embrace kissing her. "Oh Isabelle said were going demon hunting at the club tonight." She handed him his phone. "I wanna go." She slide her legs under her smiling.
"Of course I'll be there to watch you so sure." Jace gave her his classic smirk. " We should head over there babe." He said and yawned yet again. They both got up and pulled their shoes and walked to the institute holding hands tight in each others embrace.
be at jace's and that she'll sleep over to call Isabelle if she needed to talk to her explaining her charger broke. They both got up and pulled their shoes and walked to the institute holding hands tight in each others embrace.
Isabelle ran to clary pulling arms once they got inside. "Yah your coming dress up time!" Clary tired to resistant giving jace a look of helplessness but he only shrugged. "Good bye Jace." Isabella weaved her hands at him escorting clary to her room.
In all honestly jace loved when Isabelle dressed clary she looked so attractive in her clothes he wanted to pounce on her and rip them off of her a thousand times.
Clary sat down on the bed awaiting the clothes she was about to be thrown already used to Isabelle's treatment . Within seconds she was given and changed in the bathroom to a black mini skirt and tight black nude colored shirt with black high heeled boots. She sighed at her reflection then sat on the virginity chair Isabelle started curling her hair with the wand. "So are you and Jace ok now?" Clary looked at her in confusion."When ever ya'll fight he's mean, sad, and angry at everyone and himself all at once." She was already done a corner the wand was fast or it was Isabelle who knows.
''Well yes we had a minor disagreement but as you saw were good Izz I love jace." Clary looked down at her stomach avoiding eye contact with her.
"Clary everyone fights it's life no one is perfect no matter how perfect jace thinks she is." Isabelle replied making the finishing the final touches smiling at her master piece. "Now the face my dear." Isabelle added a few touches then was done then sprayed perfume on her then clapping at her perfection. Clary rolled her eyes then walked out to jace standing outside the door.
"As always my love you look stunning." Jace smirked walking towards her then scooping her up into his arms and kissing her passionately. Clary moaned under her breath while closing her eyes in the embrace. Someone cleared their throat and jace pulled away sliding her down his body smiling. "Are ya'll ready?" Jace turned to ask the group who only rolled their eyes at him walking away turning to the door. "Will continue this later." Jace whispered into Clary's ear turning her face red.