And again… I'M SORRY!! :O I know I promised to update… but then Breaking dawn came out… (Which I love!) and yesterday my mom took me to see Mamma Mia! (I loved that as well!!)

So here it is… sorry again

Maybe a little weird chapter… but I hope u like it anyway… Edward and Bella will start seeing each other as friends! :)

BPOV and EPOV this chapter

Song: How to save a life – The Fray

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Chapter 8 - Home

BPOV

I've been in this hospital for about 2 weeks now, and I hate it. I just want to get out of here. Carlisle said he would let me go home if I felt better and if he wouldn't have to worry anymore. Well, he said he would always be worried. But when he was sure I wouldn't fall apart again.

Today would be my third chemo. But Edward wouldn't be there. Because he was off today. I wasn't sure if I liked that yet.

So when I went to the room where the chemo would be. And I saw Edward standing there. I was very surprised. He wasn't even dressed in scrubs. Just in normal clothes.

I couldn't help but look him up and down. And I felt more alive than ever when I saw how his body looked in normal clothes. My heart started beating very fast. But I quickly looked away.

What the hell is up with me…

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EPOV

When I woke up the next day. I had already made up my mind. I know it was my day off, but I promised Bella I'd be there during ALL her chemo's. So that's where I went after breakfast.

I hadn't slept much that night. I kept thinking about Alice's words "Just stay with her Edward…" What did she mean by that? Would Bella die? No she couldn't die… not if I had anything to do with it.

But then what… What could Alice have meant.

When I got to the hospital, I walked to the room Bella got her chemo in and waited there for her while getting everything ready. I didn't bother to put on nurse scrubs.

I was standing with my back to the door when I could suddenly smell a sweet perfume. And I knew she was there.

I waited a few seconds before I'd turn around. Because I had to get myself together first.



But when I did, I saw her standing there. Holding the door so she wouldn't fall down. And I felt like I couldn't breath, in a way she looked awful. But still… I'd never seen anyone looking better than her right there.

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BPOV

I smiled at him and walked further into the room slowly. He walked to me fast and helped me into the chair.

'Why are you here?' I looked up at him. 'Carlisle said you wouldn't be here today…'

He smiled and got the chemo stuff. 'I'm not supposed to be here… but I promised you I'd be here every time didn't I?'

I smiled and felt something warm spread through my chest.

He put the drip in my arm and sat down next to me. 'I am going to keep u company every time.'

I smiled at him and laid back in the chair. 'Thank you… that's really nice of you…'

I closed my eyes. Suddenly I didn't mind being in this room right now…

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EPOV

I watched her as she closed her eyes and I couldn't help but smile. Looking at her eyes, her nose, her mouth… I sighed.

That's when I took her hand in mine. Surely she wouldn't know anything from that.

Because the truth was, I started enjoying the time I had with her. All those hours in her room. And now this…

I looked up when I heard someone and I saw my father in the doorway. I quickly let go of Bella's hand and got up. 'Hey dad…'

He smiled at me and looked at her. 'Bella?'

She opened her eyes and looked at him. 'Yeah?'

'I think you can go home after this… but call me whenever things go wrong…' He smiled a little. 'Edward will be visiting every day…' He looked at me.

I nodded. 'Yes… of course' I smiled and looked at her.

I'm glad he said I would be visiting, and not him. Because else I would only see her once a week or something.

'Well… that would be everything…' He smiled. 'I'll see you next week Bella…' And he walked back out.



I turned to Bella and smiled. 'Wow… looks like things will get better…'

She smiled back at me. 'Yeah.. looks like it…' But her smile didn't quite reach her eyes.

I sat back down on the chair next to her. 'Everything okay?' I frowned a little.

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BPOV

I looked at him and smiled again. 'Yes… everything is fine…' I closed my eyes again. And I took his hand in mine again. Because it made me feel better to know there was someone there. Someone to hold my hand during all this.

And Edward was the one who helped me during all this. He helped me while Charlie couldn't be here…

And that made me feel great.

I opened my eyes and looked at him. 'You are a great friend Edward…'

He smiled his crooked smile and winked. 'Good… because I am trying very hard to be.'

His smile always made me smile right away. I just had to smile when he did that.

Even back when I felt so sick I thought I would die for sure… I couldn't help but smile back at him.

Edward truly was an amazing nurse.

But I could also see that whenever I felt bad, his smile went away. So I tried to pretend I felt good even when I didn't. Just so I wouldn't have to see him looking sad.

I hope he wouldn't get bored with me.

Because like today, when he was here while it was his day off. That was just amazing.

I hoped it would be just as great when he'd come by my house…

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Even shorter than normal :( (I feel bad about that…)

I hope u liked it… cus I'm getting the feeling people don't like it as much… I don't get as much reviews :( Well… I'm sure Im wrong!

So… I got ideas about how to continue… but if any of u got ideas? Send them to me… I might use them! :) If they're good enough…

I'll update as soon as I can!

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