next chapter is the final chapter and i dont even know if

the endings ok...

Disclaimer:DGM/Katsura Hoshino (im getting lazy)

"Allen." that was all I could say.

The boy I had left behind ten years ago stood before me, white from the cold. His eyes were red from crying, I could tell.

"Kanda…" he whispered, tying to reach through the door.

I rubbed my eyes, thinking that it was all a dream.

"Don't…don't… " I covered my eyes, I had nothing to say, my emotions were all churning up, I felt so confused. I pushed his hands away and slammed the door closed.

"Kanda, I missed you. Please, let me in." I could hear him cry, I could picture him outside, "Kanda…" he was sobbing quietly.

I didn't know what to do.

"Kanda…" he kept repeating my name, again and again. His voice piercing my mind.

I couldn't take it anymore, I yanked the chain off and pulled the boy in, embracing him ever so tightly.

I don't remember how long we stood there for. But for the first time in ten years the burden in my heart vanished.

"Yuu-chan! I'M HOME!" I cried as I slammed the door open, forgetting that it was only two o'clock in the morning. The blizzard had lasted all night long but I had promised dinner with my boyfriend. I had watched the storm till my eyelids were forcing themselves downwards, when it had settled a little I had hopped into my car and driven back without smashing into a pole or rather anything at all.

"Yuu-chan?" I shook my coat till it was snow-free and hung it up. I noticed that there were an extra pair of boots in the hall.

"Maybe he had a friend over."

It finally got to me that it was so early in the morning. Sneaking about I hung up the washing, careful not to wake up who ever resided in the house.

Before long my brain stopped working and I was half asleep. Walking to the bedroom I knocked lightly and twisted the door knob. It was locked.

"Yuu?" I knocked a little louder. He didn't usually lock the door, even if I weren't around. Panic rose up in my chest.

"Yuu? YUU!" I screamed frantically, trying to break the door down.

"Shut up rabbit! I'm changing!" Kanda's voice was like a siren.

I felt a little obliged to wait but I didn't, pulling out my keys I flung the door open.

"Yuu I…" my smiled faded as I tried to take in what I saw.

There was a boy hurriedly attempting to put his clothes back on, if it weren't for my intrusion he'd still be naked. I remembered him, from five years ago. The boy that had ruined my love life. That idiot that had left Yuu heart-broken.

This was all just happening too quickly. I opened my mouth, but no words came out.

"Lavi! It wasn't Kanda's fault!" Allen cried, quick to defend his lover.

"SHUT UP!" I felt anguish rush through my body, my hands clenched into fists. I just couldn't take it anymore. This boy was trying to take away everything I had, the only thing that kept my world going.

He was stealing it all. Right before my very eyes.

I looked from Allen to Lavi, wanting to scream. There was nothing I could do, nothing that I could think of doing. I knew I was wrong at what I had done, but I knew that Lavi was stubborn, that even if I told him it was all my fault, he would pin the blame on Allen.

"Lavi, listen to me." I gave it a shot, grabbing his arm and pulling him into the hallway.

He resisted and shook me off, his anger reflected in his eyes.

"Do have anything against me? What is it? My eyes? My hair? My race? What makes it so that you have to take what is mine?" he shouted at Allen.

"Lavi I'm not an object!" I protested, seeing Allen getting to the point where he couldn't suppress his anger any longer.

"YOU THINK BARG IN HERE FIVE YEARS LATER, HOPING YOU CAN JUST HAVE YOUR WAY, DON'T YOU?"

"Lavi don't yell." I tried to calm him down.

"YOU JUST SCAVENGE OFF PEOPLE AND TAKE IT ALL!"

I couldn't understand, I was really confused, I could take it anymore. I did something that I never wanted to do again in my life.

Not ever again.

"Dear God,

Is it bad to be biased,

to choose what you think is right

in your heart?

Is that what people call justice?

To let every one have a say.

But not every thought is the same.

So what do I do now?

What can I do now? "

i know alot of people porbably hate Lavi to the guts now

dont hate him...

dont overreact stay calm.

light some inscense or something...

same with every one else who is angry~