Hey you guys! I just got some super dee duper awesome news! Which I will not tell you about for the sake of my friend Christina killing me and trying to get me to explain why I got it and no one else that I know of did. But I will tell you that if my dear mother who lives an hour away lets me go... well I might just explode in a huge bundle of happiness. Yea this trip means a lot to me.

Angel and Gazzy hop in the car while Fang grabs my hand. I look at him weird and his dark obsidian eyes bore into mine. "You need to tell someone Max."

I groan.

This again?

But then my marvelous self comes out: "I told you. So there, I told somebody."

He looks at me, "You know what I mean Max!" He says exasperated.

"No! You don't know what it's like! I have a deadbolt on their door. A deadbolt. That's how terrified I am of him! I've had cracked ribs for Heavens sake! I lived! I am like a freaking girl Harry Potter! I'm the one who lived! I-"

He shuts me up.

With his lips.

With his lips.

My brain goes on over drive. I kiss him back. Wrapping my arms around his neck. He takes this as a sign to go further because suddenly I feel his tongue brush my bottom lip, along with a door handle in my back. I open my mouth—

"Ewww!" Angel screams making me and Fang jump apart faster than a speeding bullet. "Max and Fang are kissing!"
I blush a scarlet color and go around the car to the driver's side. And THAT'S when everything that was happening finally registers in my mind. And I blush another brighter shade of scarlet.

I put the key in the ignition. "This isn't over Max." Fang whispers in my ear before buckling up. I mentally groan.

He.

Just.

Won't.

Let.

It.

Go!

I sigh and nod my head. I push my phone into his chest while he looks at me weirdly, "Put your phone number in." I resist the urge to say a insulting pet name.

He nods and I take a deep breath. "Gazzy. I lectured you yesterday about hurting your sister. Today you build a stink bomb and set it off. What's happening?"

I look at him through the rear view and his eyes dart down. "I don't know." He says.

"Gazzy. I need an answer. I'm doing my best to take care of you and Angel. I can only do so much for you guys. I need you to talk to me."

I see a hesitation in his eyes. Then hear a quiet, "Sometimes I wonder if you want me."

I turn into a toy store parking lot, "Everyone out." I say. Fang looks at me bewildered. But no one moves. "You all heard me. Everyone out." They get out and grumble but I ignore them. I grab Gazzy and Angel's hand and pull them through the double doors. I let go of Angel's hand. "Fang. Angel. Go to the girls' section for toys. Fang don't loose her."

Angel looks at me smiling and grabs Fang's hand taking off toward rows of pink and princess things. Fang glares at me as she hauls him off, I grin back and wave. I look down on Gazzy and haul him off into the boys section.

I go out and look for two toys and find the perfect ones for my deminstration. "Gazzy." I say grabbing his attention. "Look at this"—I hold up an old bear that was made for a guy—"and now. Look at this."—I hold up a newer bear—"Which one would you like more?"

"The newer one."

I nod my head. "Now imagine that you've had the older bear ever since you were a baby and you love it with all your heart. But the newer one needs more attention and care so you have to split the time between the two." He nods. "Which one do you want now?"

"The older one." He says not getting it.

"Exactly. Angel may be newer, but you were still here first. Angel needs more care than you now, but I will never, ever stop loving you with all my heart. You two mean the world to me and I can't put how much I love you guys into words.

"I'm sorry if I haven't been giving you all the attention you want, but Angel takes longer to eat. Or get dressed. But I never want to hear you says something about you not thinking I want you again."

He nods slowly. I pull him into a hug and squeeze him tight. "I love you so much."

"I love you too, Max." He says into my hair.

I hear a muffled "I said no Angel! Put it back!" coming from across the store and we laugh.

"But Faanng! It's so pink and sparkly and it's fluffy! See!"

We laugh again and I get up from my squatting position. "I guess that's our cue to leave huh?"

He nods his head and we go see what the matter is between Fang and Angel this time.

Sorry it was so short.

You guys I feel like this story is going no where. Like I keep repeating myself every five minutes never getting any farther in the plot like last time. Do you guys think that? Because this story is just making me feel all. Blah. But on a happy note I'm listening to this guy rant about a Cinderella Diamond edition which he will not be getting. Seriously watch it here: watch?v=kOGopEYOkCw&feature=g-vrec

Or the one about the Diamond edition of The Lion King here: /watch?feature=endscreen&v=ci3DPOuwyHg&NR=1

Once you hear it well... you'll understand.

And I know, I know. I could be bi polar from switching to:

I AM SO HAPPY I CAN JUST GO SKIP IN A FIELD AND SING WITH MARRY POPINS AND HER CHIMNEY SWEEP BOYFRIEND!

To...

Today is has a chance of 90% rain. Oh look it rained. Yay.

So tell me what you think! About me being:

Bipolar

Complaining about how I feel to people that will probably skip over this A/N

How I feel this story isn't going anywhere

and anything you lovelies can think of!

R&R!