Chapter 10 Help me

Unbreakable Heart

Sorrow

Anger

Heart-Broke

Love

Screaming, fire, pain, tears, fear, blood. Why was it that he knew what those things were? Why was it that he could understand them so clearly when everything else was like another world, another language?

It was weird and it scared him. What if those dreams, memories, were the only thing he would ever remember? What if pain and fear was the only feelings that he could ever understand? Would Yugi still want to be friends with him then? Would the others still want to know him?

So many questions that he didn't know the answer to and he was to scared to ask Yugi about them, he was to, afraid.

Looking down at his hands he moved his head slightly to the left. The others had gone to bed long ago, he had too but he never feel asleep. He couldn't, he was scared of that his dreams would bring. He was scared of what they would show him.

A lonely tear landed on Yamis hand and shocked he looked at it as it slowly moved, watching as it fell down from his hand to land in the grass below him. Moving one hand up he felt more tears.

Tears. Crying. That was another thing he knew all to well. He knew what that meant, when you cried, something was wrong. In a bad way, right? Or could you cry because of happiness too? Maybe you could, but he had never felt tears of happiness, only of pain. Doesn't that mean that tears only bring pain?

Shaking his head he looked up at the many starts in the sky. Stars… Could they be sad too? Could they cry too? Could they feel pain, loneliness, fear? He guessed not. They weren't alive were they?

Without realizing it had Yami moved one his hand to the puzzle. The upside down pyramid was cold in his hands, but he didn't seem to notice.

"Yami?" Looking down and to his left he saw Yugi, trying to rub the sleep from his eyes, Yugi looked at Yami tiredly. "What are you doing? It's cold out here you'll catch a cold like that."

"Cold?"

"Yes." Yugi moved and sat down on the grass beside Yami. "When you get a cold you get sick. You don't feel well. You feel more tired and slow in the head." Yugi explained as he moved a little closer to Yami. "Are you crying?" He asked slowly as he moved his hand to his face to wipe of a tear from Yamis cold cheek.

Yami nodded and looked down at the grass. Would Yugi think it was weird?

"Is something wrong?" Yugi asked, his tiredness long gone. He looked closely at Yami. He saw the tiredness in his eyes, but there was also something else there. Unfortunately he didn't managed to see it as Yami moved his head down.

"I, don't… Know" Yami asked quietly and Yugi watched as Yamis shoulders started to shake slightly. Moving even closer he wrapped his arms around Yami. Who, in return, placed his head on Yugi's shoulder to confused to do anything else. Why was he crying when he wasn't feeling any pain? Why was he crying? Why? Why? Why? You only cried of pain but he wasn't hurting, was he?

"I'm sorry Yami. I'm so sorry, but unless you tell me whats wrong I can't do anything to help you." Yugi said and Yami shacked his head making Yugi sigh.

"Don't know, how, to say." Yami said after a few minutes of silence and Yugi moved back a little to look at him.

"I- Wait. I think I've got an idea. I'll be back." Yugi said as he carefully moved away from Yami before standing up and running over to his and Yamis tent. It didn't take long before he came back out, holding a pen and paper in his hand. A few days ago had he noticed that even though Yami couldn't talk properly, could he still write pretty good. At least good enough for Yugi to be able to understand. "Here, use this." He said as he gave Yami the pen and paper.

Yami looked at the things before moving his gaze up to Yugi, who smiled at him and nodded. Fear of what Yugi would say still gripped Yamis heart. Biting his underlip he again looked down at the paper before taking the pen up. He wrote something down before he looked at Yugi again who understood and leaned over Yami as he read what the other had written down.

´Remembering, fear, tears, screaming, fire, pain, blood. Tears only pain?`

"Tears only pain?" Yugi asked as he looked up at Yami. "You mean, you wonder why you cry?" He asked and Yami nodded.

"Tears, mean pain. Why?" Yami asked slowly and Yugi smiled slightly at him, shaking his head a little.

"You don't always cry because you're hurt or sad. Sometimes you cry because you're happy. Crying doesn't necessarily mean that you're said or in pain." Yugi explained slowly and Yami looked down at the paper again. Was he happy? Was that why he cried? It didn't feel like it. He felt empty when he had cried, empty and lonely.

A picture of the black man from one of his dreams suddenly came up and he felt himself flinching. He heard Yugi's worried voice say his name and he looked at his hands. They were shaking. Why?

Another picture, this time of all the red, blood. Everywhere even on himself. Yami felt his body starting to shake even more as tears started to roll down his cheeks.

One more picture. Two people laying in a pool of blood, his hands covered in blood shaking as wet tears mixed itself with the blood, making it drop down on the floor below him. He's holding something, the puzzle, the pyramid, the necklace. Warmth touched his body as the flames grew stronger around him. Its burning?

A darker picture emerged this time. He could see water and an arm trying to reach him. Before it suddenly became much brighter and sand filled his vision.

A fifth picture filled his vision. A black picture. Where was he? Why- Yugi. Where was Yugi? Voices fills his ears. "Don't cry my angel. It was only a dream." It's okay my son. Everyone has nightmares." The voices starts coming faster and faster, more and more."It's not a dream far from it." "That my angel, is for tomorrow." "It's okay my angel. I'm here, I'm sorry I left you alone." "You felt hurt." "Give it to me."

Yami desperately clutched his hands over his ears, trying to keep the voices out but they only seemed to get louder. "No!" "T-This can't be real, please, tell me it's not real." "Stop playing!" "This is all just a dream." "That my angel, is for tomorrow." It's not a dream far from it." "Don't cry my angel. It was only a dream." Give it to me!"

Tears streamed down his face. His body was shaking and he moved his head from side to side. He didn't want to hear more. Why didn't they stop? It's okay my son. Everyone has nightmares." "Stop playing!" "No!" "Give it to me!"

The voices were getting even more loud and it felt like they were echoing inside his head. He started to feel dizzy and his head was starting to hurt. He felt himself breathing faster and faster. Daddy, daddy, come on!" "Afraid?" "You felt hurt." "Give it to me!" "T-This cant be real, please tell me it's not real." "Stop playing!" "that my angel, is for tomorrow." It's okay my son. Everyone has nightmares." "It's okay my angel. I'm here, I'm sorry I left you alone." "Give it to me."

The air in his lungs suddenly vanished and he could no longer breath. He felt the panic rise inside him as he felt the water around him. "This is all just a dream" "It's not a dream far from it." "Give it back!" "I want them back" "No!" "This is just a dream." "Afraid?" "I don't want to be alone."

"Yugi?" Where was Yugi? He wanted to see Yugi. Why wasn't he here? He said he wanted to help. Why wasn't he helping? Why wasn't he here? Why was he alone, why didn't anyone help him? "Yugi!" Fear gripped him tighter in its hold as his panic raised even further. He couldn't breath. He was scared. The voices didn't stop, the pictures didn't stop coming into his mind. He was scared.

A light. Warmth suddenly engulfed his whole body and Yami could feel his lungs taking in air. Breathing.

"Yami!" Hearing… Yugi?

Yamis eyes shot open looking eyes with amethyst as Yugi stared at him, fear and worry in his eyes, but also relief.

"Yami are you alright? You suddenly stopped answering me and you stopped breathing like before and… You okay?" Yugi asked trying desperately to calm down.

Yami looked at the other. His eyes blinking slowly as he tried to process what had happened. All the voices and pictures, what did they all mean?

Shaking arms moved themselves around Yugi and wet tears once again rolled down Yamis cheeks as he tried to calm down. Yugi was here now, he hadn't left him. He hadn't been alone, abandoned. Yugi had been there the whole time.

A weak smile formed on Yamis lips as he Yugi tighter. Wanting to make sure that the other really was there and not just another illusion from another dream.

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I am the meanest person alive but at least I decided to update…. After a few thousand years.

Sorry about that, had some problems with myself that needed to be fixed and school has now started and is meaner then ever. Yeah I started a new school yay! It's better then my former one, even if this one is more stressing.

But anyway, my life is mine and mine alone so lets talk about Yugi and Yamis life instead.

If I remember correctly I, can't remember when, but I think I asked if this should be a pussleshipping book or not? Or I just said that I was thinking, I'm not sure. But the answer to that question is! I don't know. Guess I see in future chapters. I think this book is probably gonna be one where you can decided yourself on how you see them. But I'm not sure yet. We'll see.

But that's all I have to say for now. Until next chapter, drive safe!

See ya!