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Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around
Pretty, pretty, please, don't you ever, ever, feel
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty, please, if you ever, ever, feel like you're nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me!
You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same
Oh, pretty, pretty, please, don't you ever, ever, feel
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty, please, if you ever, ever, feel like you're nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me
Fuckin' Perfect- Pink
BPOV
I am pushed into the wall when we get back to the house; he gets right up into my face. My eyes widen as he begins to speak, "Bella, I don't wish to ever feel the worthlessness I felt from you earlier. You are perfect to me, beautiful smart, and I love you. When I do things as I did earlier, it is because I am concerned about something I can't control. I apologize about how I went about it, I am not saying it won't happen again because it probably will, but I do want you to know no matter what I do, I love you. I know that you have issues with your self-esteem however please do ever feel that you have to degrade yourself or put yourself in that place again. You have nothing to worry about baby girl, we will never leave you. We will never mistreat you. We might be possessive, slightly overbearing, and dominant, but we wouldn't hurt you."
Now I know that I have problems with my opinion of myself. However, I have never had a reason to love myself before. It will take a long time for me to come to terms with it, and I may never get over my problems with my self-image, but when you have a beautiful man telling you, you, are perfect you tend to fall more in love with them, even if you don't fuckin' believe it. I hear a sign of agreement come from Peter, great they are both teaming up on me. I honestly don't see what my mates are saying about me, my whole life; I have been put down by the female population. I have never really had a friend that was female until recently when Rose befriended me. Standing next to her, I look like an underprivileged distant cousin. She is fuckin' perfect; I could never be in the same ballpark.
Jasper's eyes darken and tighten as he feels the cocktail of my emotions; I can see when the Major takes over. My stance changes, my head drops to the submissive position, and I swear that if I could blush, I would. My panties moisten and my breathing becomes labored, as I wait for the Major to talk. He moves closer to me if that's possible, I hear a small growl come from Peter, and the Captain breaks loose. Oh shit, I am fucked, quite literally it seems. The Major starts to pump me full of the emotions that both, he and Peter are feeling. Quite a bit of lust mixed with love and a slight tinge of anger, probably due to me still feeling the way I do.
A snarl comes from my mates as I start to fidget under the emotions coursing through me, my body damn near convulsing. If it weren't for the Major being pressed up against me, I would be on the floor. "Now Darlin', I thought I told you I didn't want you to feel that way." I kept my head down, but I could feel the vibrations from the Captain moving closer, he stands beside the Major now.
"Kitten, you need to get such feelings and thoughts out of your head. You are fucking perfect to me, change yourself, and make your inner voice love you. You are well loved by everyone around you, even if they don't always show it. I know that people have always treated you like you were unable to think for yourself, that you weren't anything special, and that you were not pretty. They were just jealous of your natural beauty, your caring personality, and your courage. If anyone should feel that they don't deserve you, it is the Major and I."
A growl rose from me at the thought of my mates not feeling worthy of me; they are worth more than anything to me. A finger slides under my chin, and head is gently tugged up by the Major, looking into his eyes, I see nothing but love and adoration.
"Besides Kitten, not very many humans could have given one of the baddest motherfuckers in the south the slip and from what I have heard you did. It takes guts to do what you did with James; it also shows how strong your character is that you would give up your life for a family of vampires and your mother. I know I can speak for both the Major and I when I say we are proud to have such a loving caring mate."
A nod of agreement comes from the Major, and my eyes widen with the startling fact of what I have been doing to myself for years. The things' people say about me shouldn't matter, the fears of what someone might think doesn't matter in the grand scheme of things, all that matters, is what I and my mates think and with that thought I am almost overwhelmed with love. It finally took a slap in the face with what I was doing to get my head out of my ass. My lust rose for my mates. My eyes darken. My breathing deepens, and I breathe in their beautiful scents. My nostrils flare, and a growl rips through me as I fight the urge to claim them both right here and right now. I start to feel myself being pushed out, my beast taking over, and it all goes black.
ISAPOV
With a roar, I finally break free from my bonds; my shield expands and knocks my mates back on their asses. I am sick and fucking tired of people telling me what the fuck to do. I am not the weak little bitch everyone seems to think that Bella is, and they need to get that straight in their fucking head. Both my mates are back on their feet within seconds and trying to close in on me. Ha-ha, stupid fuckers think with my shields up there going to get close I don't fucking think so. A snarl passes through my lips, stopping both of them in their tracks, ohhh they finally get they are not dealing with little Bella anymore. A smirk crosses over my face, my stance shifting from the submissive position that Bella was into a more dominating one, shit I can't believe she fucking lets everyone walk all over her.
Fuckward and Pixie-bitch have a lot coming to them when I get a hold of them; I am completely fed up with how they treated her and my Major. Yes, he is my motherfucking Major, not the Pixie-whore's. The Major and the Captain both start circling me, their eyes full of lust and completely black signaling that they wish to dominate me. The fuck that is happening without a fight, you really think I would just let someone dominate me. My eyes start darting between the two just daring them to come closer. The Major steps his foot into my space a snarl coming from his sexy fucking lips. Yes, I admit I am taken with the beauty of my mates; they are fucking perfect for me after all they are mine.
My shield knocks him on his ass again, another smirk in his direction on my part. This dance can go on forever. I will never get tired, and I am a vampire for fucksakes. I flit over to the closet taking my shields with me; I quickly go through the clothing in there and pull out a black and red corset top, a pair of black skinny jeans and a pair of high-heeled thigh high boots; thank you Rosalie for picking me out some good clothing unlike the pixie. A giggle comes from my lips as I notice my mates still standing there looking for any sign of weakness in the shields surrounding me. They won't find one; again, they need to realize that I am in full control of the shields and my faculties.
Oh, I will let them have their fun, but they are going to have to work for it. I walk outside after getting dressed my mates following behind me. The Major still has to pay for what Jazz did to Bella earlier, so I quickly spin around and drop down into a crouch, my movements lithe like a cat, the Major growls, and I hiss at him. This time when he lunges at me, I sidestep instead of throwing my shields out at him; he spins about and lunges again. I flip him over me, my nails digging into his arm. A snarl of pain comes from him and a chuckle comes from the Captain. I feel him start to try to send lethargy, so I slam my shields up effectively blocking his empathic ability from hitting me.
I spin around still in my crouch and hiss at him, venom running down my chin. He stands up from the crouch he landed in; he surveys the damage, I did to him, pride showing in his eyes. I don't give a fuck if he is proud of me or not, this was about payback for hurting me earlier. I slowly stand from my crouch, surveying the damage; I did to my mate, my eyes flicking over each mark, watching the venom fall from his skin. I slowly walk over to him, letting my shield fall and reach for his arm. The scratches have already started to slowly heal however, I lean down and run my tongue down them, sealing them. A hiss escapes him. His eyes darken even father, and he reaches for me, this time I let him grab me. He pulls me gently into his arms, his acceptance of what happened almost staggering in its strength.
His arm slides under my legs lifting me up in bridal style, he takes off running back into the house. He gently sets me down on the ground before shredding my clothes from my body with a growl. With a small growl and a loud crash, the Captain comes through the door joining us, slowly stalking towards us his eyes completely black with need. The Major pushes me gently but firmly back towards the bed. I purr with want, my eyes hooded and black. His body follows mine back onto the bed. His hand wraps around my wrists pulling them over my head and pinning them there. My legs move of their own accord slipping up around his waist, drawing his perfect body closer to mine. A snarl comes from him at my attempt to get friction. He pushes my legs back down on the bed with his free hand, his fingers ghost over my skin drawing a hiss and purr from me. My eyes roll back into my head at the sensations he causes. The tenderness is amazing but right now. I need him to be rough with me.
"Please, be rougher with me," I beg, my voice husky with need. His touch gets rougher, needier, his fingers pinching and kneading my nipples as they harden into taut peaks. His glorious manhood brushes over me. My body tenses my bundle of nerves on fire as pleasure courses through my veins. The purr in my chest becomes louder as I feel the Captains hand reach down between the Major and me, to slowly start circling over my clit. My hips try to buck up into his wonderful hand, but with the weight of the Major on top of me, I can't move. A growl of frustration rises from me, a tsking noise comes from the Major.
"Now Darlin', we are in charge here. Patience my pet," he says with a smirk on his handsome face. The Captain increases the pressure and strokes to my very wet pussy, my hips buck and the coil springs tighter in my stomach. One of his fingers slips inside my dripping hole. He starts stroking me from the inside with his thumb grazing over my clit, sending what feels like lightning bolts up and down my spine. My muscles clench and I scream out as my orgasm jolts through me, my eyes rolling back further into my head. I feel the Major lining his member up with my sopping entrance. He glides fully into me roughly, dragging a deep sigh from me. The feeling of being home prevalent in my emotions, he releases my hands and hip, letting me have full range of motion. My hips rise and fall in time with his hard thrusts, grunts, moans, and hisses fall from the both of us as we race to the conclusion of our mating. My walls start fluttering around him, clenching and unclenching. His lust feeds my own, and I scream out as I fall apart around him. His orgasm follows not far behind mine. He sinks his teeth into my neck, and after he pulls them from me, he seals it with his venom.
He pulls from me gently laying his head against mine, and we lay there panting for a few minutes afterward, riding out the high of it all. He rolls off me, going to the bathroom. He grabs a cloth and gently cleans me, purring all the while. The Captain starts stroking me again. The fire starts burning in my nether regions once more making me hungry for my other mate. I gaze up at him from under hooded eyes that are as black as night. He spreads my legs further apart climbing up the bed between them, brushing his now naked erection against my aching core. My moisture covers him as it leaks out of me at an ungodly rate, his hand reaches down and lines his member up with me before he thrusts forward with speed that made me breathless, not that I need to breathe, but damn did that feel good. His hips begin rocking back and forth in a grueling pace, circling with every thrust in. His balls hit my ass with the sound of thunder.
My hips rise and fall with him, matching his punishing pace, a feeling of euphoria passes over me, and I look over to see a smirk on the Majors face as he is playing with himself watching our every move. My eyes follow his movements, my lust rising with each pass of his hand. My walls start to clench around the Captain as another orgasm races through me. All thoughts flee as I am hit with every ounce of lust, desire and need, we all three are feeling. It sends me into yet another orgasm this time dragging the Captain with me with a roar and an exclaimed MINE. His teeth sink into my shoulder and I lay in a shuddering, shivery mess, his forehead leaning against mine, our breathes ragged and quick.
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