Yeah, so this is the last chapter in this fic :O:O , but !! I am going to be redoing the sequel soon also, which is called 'Pizza fights and party large'! It is my next fic in progress.
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Alex's P.O.V
When I awoke, I knew exactly what I had done, and there wasn't a piece of me which regretted it, I knew from that moment on, I was in love with Danny Jones. He had been so understanding, and everyone had said I shouldnt have gone near him, because back home he was a ladies man, but in my mind, I knew that I loved him, and he had never treated me wrong, so I had no reason to think the way that they did. I moved around a little in the bed beside his unconcious form that I was in very little to no pain, which I was confused at. From what all of my girlfriends had said, they thought it was painful, and even more painful in the morning, but I felt no pain. I reconsiddered everything and thought that it must have been due to Danny being so caring and gentle with me, he hadn't rushed me, and he had taken his time in doing everything as softly as possible. I wouldn't have said it hurt, but it was a little uncomfortable.
I had decided after a while of cuddling into his dead like form that I was in serious craving for a cup of tea, and so I slowly removed myself from his grip, trying my best not to wake him up. I stood and smiled, looking at him with an accomplished look on my face, he was mine, and he really cared. I stepped into his boxers and pulled his baggy t-shirt over my head, making my way down the stairs.
"Morning Doug" I stifled a yawn, speaking as I noticed him standing in the kitchen beside me.
"Morning, no wonder you're tired." He snickered, the way his face was laid out, you could always tell when he knew something that you didnt really want people to know, somehow, sometimes he could really act like a pervy old man, trapped in a young mans body, if that makes any sense what so ever.
"What?" I asked, not quite sure what he was going on about.
"Up late with Mr Jones last night?" He asked, while pouring me a cup of tea, he was pouring his own anyways and he would most likely know that this was the reason I had pulled myself out of bed, plus, he may be a pervy old man, but he did know how to make a cracking cup of tea in the morning.
"How did you know that?" I asked, sipping my cup, smiling to myself.
"I heard you." He laughed, looking down into his cup as he slowly stirred it with a spoon, "And I heard him, my bedroom is next to his right enough"
"Sorry, did we wake you?" I spoke, blushing lightly, although I knew that he noticed when I was drinking my hot drink.
"Nah, I just went to sleep" He laughed again, he didn't actually look bothered, he just simply looked amused that I had found someone to fit my likings.
"You ok with me and Danny?" I asked, just making sure, after all Doug was one of my best friends and I certainly didnt want him feeling awkward with us just because we now had an ongoing relationship.
"Yeah, I mean if this had happened when he first met you, then I would have been raging at him, but the fact is, he isn't the little idiotic boy he used to be. Usually he would have had about twenty girls by now, all screaming his name. But with you, he's different. He's changed." He spoke lightly, as if he really cared about me, which was good, and I really did love him for this, for not being such a dick about it all.
"How do you mean?" I asked, I knew what he was talking about, but I needed to hear it for myself.
"Well, he is kind of, I don't know, different. He doesn't even look at other girls anymore, he just kinda walks past them, or shakes them off, he's really into you. I would even say he loved you, but what am I to know, huh?" He smiled, drinking his coffee.
Before I could talk more about this I felt someone touch my arm and kiss my head. I turned to look and Danny stood there beaming at me.
"Morning babe" He smiled. I loved the way that his hair would sit on his head, all ruffled and messily arranged, how his eyes would sparkle when he looked at me.
"Hey" I said, instantly smiling, remembering the night before, where he had been so gentle, and loving.
I stood up from my chair, and jumped on him, he didn't even flinch, and he just held me. I wrapped my arms and legs around him like a small child. And oh, how I loved him. How I loved the way he knew how to hold me, and how I loved that way he would appear to take me in.
Tom's P.O.V
"Hey, Dan?" I spoke, I knew I needed to talk to him, I needed to make sure he was ok, we hadn't spoken for a while and it felt very necessary.
"Yeah?" He asked, I asked if Roxy was there without making a sound as he walked out of his bathroom alone, a towel around his waist and another in his hands helping him dry his hair. I hated being the one who wouldnt walk about half naked almost every chance I got, the one who would be sensitive about things like sex when others are able to see them, but at the same time, if I were like Danny, then I wouldnt be me would I?
"I was wondering, have you told her?" I asked him, I knew he didnt want to tell her, and he didnt want to discuss it, but hey, it needed to be done.
"No, not yet. I don't actually know how." He said, placing the towel in his hands onto the bed and picking up his can of lynx.
"Well you have to, you've only got till Tuesday night then that's it, you know that right?"
"Yeah" He nodded.
"You've only got till Tuesday to tell who what?" Roxy asked as she walked into the room. She looked happy, like she was glowing, her eyes sparkling when she saw Danny, a bounce to her step. And I realised why he wouldnt want to tell her, she seemed so happy, and I knew he woudlnt want to tell her because it would hurt her, and he didnt want to have to face up to the fact that he had to leave her himself, because it would hurt him also.
"Aw, it's nothing." Danny spoke to her; you could see sadness in his eyes, thinking about how he could tell her. I didnt like being the one to remind him, but at the same time, I didnt want to just let him forget about it and have to leave without saying goodbye.
"Tell me babe" She smiled and thumped herself down onto his lap as he was now sitting on his bed in nothing but a towel, but neither of them seemed to mind it.
"Oh, just about how I have till Tuesday to talk to my mum about something." He shook his head, I knew he was shaking his head to get it off his mind, but I caught his eye, and winked at him, letting him know that he couldnt lie to her forever.
"Oh, ok" And she smiled at him, totally mesmerised at him and kissed him lightly and softly on his lips.
Boy was she in a shock when her boyfriend would break her heart.
Roxy's P.O.V
I woke up in my own apartment early Wednesday morning, my phone vibrating under my pillow. I hadn't stayed at Danny's that night because I had work early in the morning, and we decided it would be best if I got a good night sleep.
I had a message from Danny. It read:
Ok, baby. It is really late, and I want you to know that I am sorry. I am sorry that I never told you before now, that I didnt give you a chance to say goodbye, I am so sorry for falling in love with you and then just leaving like this. And most of all I am sorry for lying to you, for saying I had to speak with my mum when I never.
The band had to go back to england, and I know that the only reason I didnt tell you was I was afraid to see you cry, I didnt want to hurt you, and now I am writing this I realise that this will hurt you more than saying goodbye, although, I am looking at you sleeping beside me and I know that I can't wake you up and tell you now. Because the plain truth is, I'm a coward sweetie.
I hope you can forgive me yeah? But it might be easier for us to just forget one another? I know it takes a while for you to realise that your phone has been going off in your sleep, and this was why I did it this way, and mainly because my handwriting is seriously poor and you wouldn't be able to read it, but not because you cant read but, oh heck, you know what I mean.
I'm really sorry that I am a sucky friend, and a sucky boyfriend, but I hope you can forgive me?
Danny, x
And with this, I dropped my head into my pillow. My hand slowly letting go of my phone as it slipped through my fingers and thudded to the floor. I felt numb, like nothing in the world mattered. I wanted him to run through the door and jump on me, pick me up and throw me in the shower with my clothes on, anything, so long as Danny was beside me.
I didnt know what I should have been doing, I knew that I couldn't call him, and simply because his phone would be off during the flight, but then I turned around, and realised something, Danny hadn't wanted me to contact him, he only wanted me to forgive him so I wouldnt hate him, and I wouldnt be hurting, but god was he stupid, even if I forgave him it would always hurt me that he took my virginity then flew half way around the world. What I saw when I turned over hurt me a lot, I knew he hadn't wanted me to contact him, because his phone and a framed photo of him lay on the uncreased pillow beside me.
It hurt to know he was gone, to know he didnt want to talk to me, but most of all, it hurt to know he lied to me.
He was gone and there was nothing in the world I could do to change it. And so I got up, and dragged myself to the shower, urging myself to go to work, the one place which would remind me most of all of him, and how we first met, how I was angry and hurt by Dougie, but now, I was angry and hurt with Danny. Funny how life changes everything in that odd way, right?
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