This chapter is twice as long as the usual ones! And because of the pretty long wait for this chapter, I won't delay your read for long. I just want to give some credit where credit is due.

You see, there are these two role players (Fai Seme Suwa and Kurogane 'Sexpot' Suwa) There are plenty of Fai's and Kuroganes on facebook, but these are the ones who are married and who actually interact on a daily basis. It's very fun to read their conversations! But anyway, they read this story and were role playing from the last chapter. I took a little bit of their dialogue and used it in this chapter because I loved it so much. I put a * by each of their lines.

The ones who role play them also have accounts on here. This chapter is dedicated to AllTheLosers (Fai) and Arianna Nicholson (Kurogane)! Thank you for all your wonderful support and hilarious role playing!

Part Ten - I Love You(r Butt) - Fai POV

"Ashura?" I screamed at the top of my lungs.

"Fai…." he breathed, already opening my first story window and letting himself inside.

"Wha- what are you doing here? How did you know I was here?"

"Kurogane told me…. He told me you're no longer his and I can have you back!"

Ashura leaped on top of me and my paranoid vision came to an end. Thank goodness none of that really happened. I was just a little scared about what was actually on the other side of my window.

Slowly, carefully, I pulled back the curtain. A wide grin replaced my uncertain expression as I opened the window for Kurogane. He had come back to me after I had sent him away!

"You know, Kuro-puu… you're only supposed to use rocks for second story windows."

"Whatever…. And what's with using the nicknames again? Last time you talked to me, you were calling me by my real name for once."

"Yeah, but… last time we talked I wasn't in the right frame of mind," I said, beginning my apology as Kurogane sat down on my bed by where he had come in through the moonlit window. I shut the window and sat in front of him before pecking him on the cheek and looking down at the ground like a beaten animal who knows it has done something wrong.

"I'm sorry for making you leave, Kurogane." I told him sincerely, using his real name one last time to show him I meant it. "I'm so glad you came back because… the moment you left with your things, I hated myself for what I had done to… to both of us!"

* "I thought you said you couldn't be gay anymore," Kurogane said, teasing me a little. It was okay though.

* "Mmmm, I decided you were too much for me to resist." I leaned forward to be closer to him. "So… will you take me back? I'm sorry, Kuro-sama."

* "You'd better be. Don't you ever scare me like that again."

"You were… scared?"

"Not… not like that…." he stammered, turning away from me. Even with the faint lighting, I could tell he was blushing. I kissed his reddened cheeks and made it worse. "Thank you, Kuro-puu,"

"Hey, I still don't want any nicknames," he tried saying sternly.

* "Things are gonna go right back to the way they used to be! I'm going to be yours again even if that means I have to be a… fag in my parents' eyes."

* "Look at me." Kurogane said, actually sternly this time. "Don't you ever call yourself that again. You are not a fag."

* "They said that, I didn't!"

* "I don't care. They're idiots." And after a pause, he continued. "But… forget about what I said earlier about them."

Was that his way of saying sorry for insulting my parents in front of me after just calling them idiots? It wasn't the best, but that was the least of my worries. To be honest, they weren't on my good side either anymore. I had gone this long at college without seeing my parents but I couldn't even go an hour without Kurogane. Sure, I would miss them loving me but- Hey… wait a minute! They don't think I'm gay anymore! They still think I'm straight! Yes! (I did a little mini-dance inside my head.) I get both! I get both my parents' love and Kurogane's love! Love….

Kurogane had pulled me forward so I was sitting on his lap. He seemed like he was anxious. Like he had something to say.

"You seem like you have something else you want to say to me…. Do you?"

"N- Well, yeah."

"Well, what is it?" A horrible thought struck me. "Is it bad news?"

"No, no!"

"Then what is it?"

"Ehh…."

"Tell me!"

"It's just-"

"Tell m-"

I didn't finish my "me". Kurogane always knew this method would work if he needed me to shut up. It was a good method. I had no objection to it.

Once the kiss ended, he only pulled back slightly. Our faces were still only millimeters apart. I put my hand on his chest and could feel his heart was beating very rapidly, even though we had only kissed once and he was sitting down.

"Tell me," I whispered one last time.

"I… I love you, Fai," he whispered back.

My eyes went wide and my breath short. I couldn't believe it. I didn't even have to mention my concerns. He already knew somehow!

"I love you too, Kuro-puu!" I said, my eyes shining with delight, my heart on fire (the good kind).

I tackled him to my bed, forcing him backwards and into a kiss. We had a kissing conversation. Meaning, until I say we stop kissing, we are kissing and talking at the same time. Okay? Just wanted to make that clear. There will me many uses of the ellipse (…) for this section, also.

"I'm so… happy…! For a little bit… I thought you… might not… love me… because you've never… said you did…!"

"You're a… fucking… idiot…. Of course… I do…."

"Say… it… again…. I want… to hear it… again…!"

"I love you… idiot…."

"Hehehe… I wanna hear that… every… single… day…."

"Tch…. You can forget it…."

"Nhhh… No fair… Kuro… puu…."

"You'll… live… idiot…."

"I… never stopped… loving you… you know…."

"You mean… when you… kicked me out?"

"Yeah…. I didn't last… five minutes…."

"Heh…. I figured…."

"Kuro… can I ask… you something else…?"

"Hn?"

"Do you love… my butt too?"

Kurogane finished the kiss strong so that he could reply without having to break in between, "What the hell kind of question is that? I love every part of your body," in a deep, sensual voice. I liked it. I liked that answer a lot. Especially since with the answer came explanation. He began to explore my body more than ever before.

Kurogane placed one of his giant hands on one butt cheek, squeezing and rubbing me. He flipped over so that I was on the bottom and he was on top. Then he lifted off of me some so his hand could fit between us and under my shirt. He kissed my neck as his hand rubbed from my lower stomach up to my upper body where his thumb circled my nipple. My heart began to beat a little faster.

I noticed that his lower body was now pressed against mine, not just laying, but pressed. Were we both getting hard…?

"Hehehe, what's that I feel, Kuro-puu?"

"Me," he answered simply.

"I mean poking me!"

"Me!" he repeated.

"How big are you, Kuro-pii?" I asked him bluntly.

He took a pause from the kisses, probably stunned by my question. "I don't know!"

"Maybe I'm bigger than you!" I joked. I really hoped not. That would be a little awkward to tell the truth.

"Tch! I doubt that Fluorite."

"So, you're huge?"

"You know it,"

"Whee!"

"Heh. I can't wait to shove my giant cock up your ass."

He silenced my giggles from his previous statement with a kiss as he took a break from my nipples, which had begun to get sore from him pinching them, to go back to my butt, where he rubbed and squeezed me before moving back up to caress my body. It felt good.

"You're so damn skinny… and soft…." Kurogane commented, pressing down harder, poking me.

I giggled. "What else?"

"The sexiest thing I've ever seen," he said, beginning to hump me.

"Hehe! Thanks, Kuro-pii, but remember, none for you until we're married!"

Kurogane continued licking my neck, but stopped with the humping. Though I had been the one to ask for it to stop, and knew he had to before it was too late, I felt like I was depriving myself of what I knew I wanted from him. However, I quickly pushed those thoughts aside so that they wouldn't dominate me like Kurogane was.

With one final nip at my neck, he lifted off me slightly so he was no longer pressed against me in such a way that we might get carried away.

* "Well, if it weren't for that, I'd be fucking you so hard your idiot daddy would feel it," Kurogane said, beginning to take off my shirt and kiss me some more.

"What about Fai's idiot daddy…?" a voice sounded. I hadn't spoken, and neither had Kurogane.

I sprung forth from my laying-down position, almost knocking Kurogane off of the bed, but he caught his balance and we both looked toward the source of the voice.

My dad. My dad was standing right in the doorway to my room, looking straight at me and my shirt, now off of my body.

"What the hell are you doing? You told us that your non-existent relationship with Kurogane was a test!" my dad screamed at me. "You lied to me…. You fucking lied to me!"

"Dad! I… I can explain!"

"Then explain, son! Explain what the hell he was doing on top of you, undressing you and kissing you. Explain what the hell his true relationship is with you. Explain why the hell you lied to your mother and father. What, did I come in at the wrong moment? Is it not what it looks like or something?"

"I… umm…. It is exactly what it looks like." I admitted. I couldn't think of a believable lie fast enough. "But the reason I had to lie is because… I love Kurogane. And I really did break up with him. I tried to become straight, but I couldn't do it! All I think about was him! I'm sorry, dad… but these are my true feelings. And I can't do anything about them. I'm gay."

"You don't like short, fat, light girls do you?" my dad inquired rhetorically. "It's just the opposite. So I wasted like, half an hour talking to you about girls only for you to turn right around and be a faggot again?"

"Hey," Kurogane stood up from the bed. "Don't you call my boyfriend a faggot. He is not a faggot, neither am I, and I can't believe your acceptance for your son is based on his gender preference! You shouldn't hate him just for being who he is. You don't love him. Not like I love him. I'm not sending him away for anything; I don't care what he does. When I took him away from the abusive relationship he was in previously, yes, with a guy, I wasn't doing it just to have someone to fuck and dump. I plan on staying with him for a very long time, and if you don't like it, you can either get used to it or fuck off."

I gasped at some of the things Kurogane was saying to my father, but I was glad he was defending me and I was even gladder that he had said he loved me again. Right in front of my dad! That must have taken some guts. My dad was totally taken aback, shocked that he had been talked to like that. He stepped forward to Kurogane. They were about the same height, Kurogane maybe a little bit taller because of his hair.

And the next thing that happened I could not believe. My father pulled out a gun. I had no idea where he had gotten it from, but he pulled it right out of his pocket and readied it to be fired.

"No!" I gasped even louder and sprung off of the bed, running toward my dad. I got in front of Kurogane, shielding him from the possible gunfire. If anyone was going to get shot tonight, it wasn't going to be Kurogane.

"Dad, you can't!"

"Get out of the way, Fai! Once he's out of the picture, I am going to turn you into a real man, not a fag. Whether you like it or not." he roared, still pointing the gun in our direction. Despite being on gunpoint, Kurogane growled at him.

"Dad, listen! There's nothing you can do about it! I'm gay!" Tears began to come. "And I am fine with the way I am. Why can't you be? Why can't you love me, dad? Why can't you love me…?"

My question combined with my tears slowed him down in his answering. Kurogane could hear me crying even though he was behind me and he secured my back to his chest with both of his arms.

"Fai… we did not raise you to be this way. This goes against every principle I have instilled in you. Why can't you just follow those, dammit?"

"Because, dad…. Like Kurogane said, I am just being who I am. And I can't change who I am. Now, please put the gun down."

"Only after he puts you down and gets the hell out of my sight! I don't ever want to see you with him again, you-"

"You don't have to." I interrupted. "I'll leave. You won't ever see the two of us again."

The room was silent, but I could tell all three hearts in the room were beating faster than ever. Kurogane's I could feel as well as my own. I looked into my dad's face with the little light the moon provided from outside. Never had I seen him angrier, his face probably red with rage. I couldn't see Kurogane, but I knew he was looking straight at my dad with equal or more rage.

"Get the hell out of my house," my dad whispered at last, not dropping his hold on the gun. "If you two abominations aren't out of my house in five seconds, I will shoot you. And I will kill you." he menaced with murder in his voice. He was looking at Kurogane as he spat out his threats.

He wasted no time in beginning the countdown.

"Five,"

Kurogane quickly unhanded me as we scrambled for the bed. We climbed on top of it to get to the window.

"Four,"

I worked on reopening the window as Kurogane grabbed up his winter jacket he had come over with. I was amazed at how quickly I could unlatch the window.

"Three,"

The window was almost open and Kurogane pushed it the rest of the way open.

"Two,"

Kurogane pushed me out of the window and he prepared to jump as well.

"One,"

I fell on my knees and toppled over in the new snow, instantly freezing due to my lack of clothing. I still didn't have a shirt on. I could hear Kurogane making his way out of the window.

"Zero,"

I heard gunshot after gunshot. I didn't have to worry about Kurogane for long though, because after the first two, I felt him land on me and my vision went dark from him covering us both with his jacket. He told me to get up as he stood and began to run, holding his jacket in one hand and my hand in the other.

"Don't you let me ever see you two bastard faggots again! Ever!"

~o.o~

We stopped running once I couldn't run anymore. I didn't have any socks or a shirt on. I was thankful that I had decided to put on pajamas instead of sleeping in my boxers like I usually did. At least I had on pants, but I was frozen.

"Here," Kurogane said, passing me his jacket. I took it, feeling a little bad, but too cold to protest.

"Thank you, Kuro-sama. Where are we going?"

"To a hotel," he responded. "Here, this will be quicker."

Kurogane picked me up to save my feet from getting frostbite from the snowy sidewalk.

"It's not far, just relax," he commanded. I did. I could have fallen asleep if I was warmer. I snuggled up against Kurogane, sucking up as much warmth as I could. God, he smelled so good.

~X3~

Thankfully, not long after closing my eyes, we arrived at the hotel room. Kurogane gave me some of his clothes so I could get warm. We went straight to bed. We were free to hug, snuggle, cuddle, spoon, kiss, tongue, and whatever else we wanted to do. We stayed awake for quite a while doing those things.

"You're so warm, Kuro-sama!"

"You need to be warmed up…."

"Ahh, you do such a good job, Kuro! Kiss me!"

He kissed me. As we kissed, the clock inside the hotel struck. I counted twelve times.

I gasped in excitement.

"It's Christmas!"

Yay! They made it to Christmas alive! I think this would be a good stopping point for now... I have GOT to work on KuroFai Island. If you aren't aware, it's another story I've been writing for a while, which Fai and Kurogane are fans of, and I feel bad for not writing. Once I get another chapter of KuroFai Island out, and maybe Kurogane's Class, then I will be back for some more Until Death. I hope you all have enjoyed their journey thus far!