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Chapter 10
As I woke to the sun was hitting me in the eyes, I looked around startled forgetting where I was. Then I saw the God next to me sparkling in the sun light and couldn't take my eyes off of him. He was wrapped in a sheet and nothing else, he smiled at me. I wrapped my arms around him and started kissing his chest. Seeing him like this was getting me in the mood again. He chuckled at me as I made my way up his chest and to his jaw line. Then I rolled over on top of him and expressed my love to him again for I don't know how many times in the last ten hours or so.
Afterwards I laid in his arms never wanting to move again.
"We should fight more often." I said squeezing him tightly against me. He looked down at me confused.
"Why is that?" He asked unsure.
"If this is how we make up every time, I might just have to pick a few fights with you." I gave him a seductive smile, he laughed at me.
"Bella, we don't have to fight for us to do this. I am yours we can do this whenever you want." Then he kissed me, after a little bit he pulled away. "Well we better head back to the house." He said.
"Do we have to." I whined.
"I am afraid so, I am suppose to be leaving in five minutes." He said and at first I had forgotten what he was talking about, but then I remembered. My mood instantly changed I was no longer happy and comfortable. Edward was leaving me with Tanya and I didn't know when he would be back. It was going to kill me while he was gone and I wished he would just stay with me.
"Could I please come with you, I don't want to be away from you." I said begging as he got dressed and handed me my cloths.
"Bella, we have already talked, fight, and made an agreement on this. I don't want to be away from you either, but it is the safest way." He said in his 'this is final' tone, but of course my stubbornness took over once again.
"This is so stupid, I can stay at the hotel outside of the town you go to and wait for you. That way I only have to be away from you for a little bit." I said trying to beg and plead with him.
"Bella I don't want to leave with a fight, please just drop it." He said. I wanted to say more, but dropped it. I didn't want him to leave aggregated or mad either. I wanted him to leave with happy thoughts of me, so he would come back to me sooner.
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We made it back to the house quickly as he ran me threw the trees on his back. I didn't want to let go of him, in fact when he tried to put me down at the back door I wouldn't let him. He laughed and left me on his back, I snuggled into the back of his neck. I wished I was strong enough to hold on and make him take me with him. As we walked into the living room, everyone was waiting and Jasper and Tanya looked ready to go.
"About time, we were about to come find you." Jasper said.
"Well I wasn't I didn't want to see what you and Bella were doing." Emmett said laughing.
I glared at Emmett and then held tighter to Edward.
"Well you ready to go?" Tanya asked Edward and Jasper. Edward's bag was already on the floor by the door, I clung even tighter to his back. He laughed at me.
"Not really, but I guess we need to." He said. "First let me get my little spider monkey off my back." Everyone laughed. He tried to lift me off like he usually does, but I held on tight. "I love you." He whispered to me.
"I love you too." I said back to him, holding onto him as tight as I could.
"Bella I really need to go now." He said and he looked sad. I was glad to see he didn't want to leave me, but I didn't budge. Everyone in the room was in hysterics laughing at my little antic. I wasn't trying to be funny, I just didn't want him to leave. He tired to move me again, but I didn't loosen my hold. I knew he could easily get me off, but he was trying to be gentle and not hurt me. "Bella, love. I will be back before you know it." He said.
"Or I could just ride back here like a backpack, you wouldn't even notice." I said hoping he would agree.
"We really need to get going. Bella I know you are going to miss Edward, like I am going to miss Alice, but the sooner we go the sooner we can get back." Jasper said. It was true, but I also knew that he wouldn't take me so if I stayed on his back he wouldn't leave.
"I will get her off." Emmett said walking over with a smile.
"Emmett, don't hurt her." Edward warned.
"Oh I won't." Emmett said smiling. Then Alice had a vision and her and Edward laughed.
The next thing I knew Emmett was tickling me, I tried to keep a hold of Edward, but I couldn't help but let go and try to cover myself. When I did Edward put me down, but Emmett didn't stop. I was laying on the floor and he was still tickling me.
"Emmett.. Stop." I said laughing. It wasn't the kind of laugh you had when something was funny, it was the annoyed I can't help it kind.
"Ok, Emmett stop so I can tell her goodbye." I heard Edward say and the tickling ended. Edward helped me up and pushed the hair away from my eyes.
"I will be back soon, I love you more then anything." Edward said looking into my eyes, my eyes filled to the brim with tears and started to overflow. I couldn't help it, I hugged him tight and cried into his chest. After a little bit he pulled back and gave me a sweet and tender kiss. "Look after my heart, I am leaving it with you." He said as he cupped my cheek. I couldn't control the tears running down my face.
"I will. I love you so much. Call me as much as you can." I said on the verge of sobs. I knew that when he left I would truly break down. I looked over to tell Jasper something and noticed Alice was in a vision. Edward stiffened under my arms and I looked up at him, he cringed.
"Bella, please hold it together. I will be back as soon as I can, I promise." He said with agony in his eyes and I realized Alice must have had a vision of me breaking down. Edward looked like he was in so much pain and I knew it was killing him to leave me too. I needed to make this easier on him. I tried my best to give him a smile.
"I will do my best." I said then turned to Jasper. "You get him home quickly and in one peace." I said to Jasper.
"I promise, Bella." Jasper said taking his eyes from Alice's. Then it was time for them to go. I hugged Edward one last time and whispered
"Hurry back." As he pulled away he gave me a half hearted smile. They headed out the door, everyone said goodbye. Then Tanya walked by me and put her hand on my shoulder. Jasper and Edward were already getting into the car.
"Don't worry Bella, I will take good care of him." Tanya said and I looked up she had a sly smile. I was so angry, what the heck was that suppose to mean. She walked to the car and got in the seat behind Edward's. I looked into his eyes and he mouthed.
'Only you, love.' I smiled at him and waved goodbye. I stood there starring until long after they were out of sight. I only held back the sobs for few minutes and then they came. I fell apart, I knew he would be back, but I had memories of the last time he left me. That same familiar hole was in my chest throbbed a little, it was stupid he would be back soon, but I couldn't' help it. He was my life and I needed him all the time. I went to our room and hugged his pillow, it had his scent on it. I cried myself to sleep.
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